~Beautiful~

A/N

Thank you so much for waiting patiently for this update ^^

Enjoy ♥

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Jinyoung feels that he has nothing.

And he doesn’t deserve Shinwoo.

He thinks that the other members are far way better than him.

Gongchan is cute. Everybody knows that his aegyo is irresistible.

Sandeul has a cute smile. His smile can brighten everyone’s mood and we couldn’t help but smile back.

Baro looks good in anything. He even looks cute in his PJ’s.

Jinyoung knows that Shinwoo always says that Jinyoung is beautiful. But he couldn’t help to feel insecure.

Once, before Shinwoo and Jinyoung together, Gongchan had confessed his feeling to Shinwoo. But the taller guy gently rejected him.

He’s afraid. Afraid of losing Shinwoo. Afraid if Shinwoo will leave him and choose someone else.

Shinwoo is handsome. Kind hearted, a perfect gentleman, has a very killer smile that always melts Jinyoung’s heart, has a good voice, pretty eyes, cute nose, broad manly chest that Jinyoung loves to snuggle, and did Jinyoung already mention that Shinwoo is handsome?

Jinyoung feels insecure.

Because he has nothing.

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“Do you really want to be with me?” Jinyoung asked Shinwoo when they were laying on Jinyoung’s bed. Shinwoo’s right arm wrap on Jinyoung’s petite waist.

Shinwoo frowned at the question, “What do you mean?”

The pretty guy sighed, “As you know… I have nothing, Shinwoo… I think Gongchan is better than me”

“What?!” At sudden motion, Shinwoo sat up and pulled the other guy to sit on his lap. “What do you mean you have nothing?!”

Jinyoung, shocked at his boyfriend’s outburst, felt his eyes watered, and tears are threatened to fall. He bit his bottom lip and looked down.

Shinwoo sighed and his voice softened, “Look, honey. How many times should I say this, you’re everything to me. I only love you,” he said while caressing Jinyoung’s flawless porcelain cheek.

“B—but Gongchan is—”

“No buts. Yeah, Gongchan is cute and all. But he doesn’t have one thing”

Jinyoung looked up and stared at his boyfriend’s eyes curiously. “What is it?”

“My heart,” Shinwoo smiled and pecked the red haired’s nose.

Jinyoung blushed.

Shinwoo’s smile grew wider, “And don’t you know that you’re also cute, babe”

“A—am I?”

“Yep. When you’re blushing, when you’re nagging at me, when’s you’re get too serious with the lyric making, when you’re cooking with that apron of yours, when you’re under me, whimpering and my name,” Shinwoo smirked at the last part.

Jinyoung’s cheeks got even redder if possible, “Yah!” He slapped Shinwoo’s broad chest.

The taller man chuckled, “You’re so cute, babe. Cute, beautiful, and adorable.” He smiled and his boyfriend’s soft hair.

Jinyoung couldn’t help but smile at the sweet words from his sweet boyfriend. He nuzzled his face on Shinwoo’s neck and wrapped his arms around it. “I love you, Shinwoo…”

“I love you too,” he said as he hugged Jinyoung and gave a butterfly kisses on the said man’s neck.

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Next Day…

It was 8 PM and Shinwoo is not home yet. Jinyoung worried as hell. Where did his boyfriend go without telling him?

His buzzing phone distracted his thought, and he quickly opened the text message after saw the sender ID.

From: cnubear♥

Meet me at the usual park

Jinyoung frowned. Being a pessimistic he is, he thought about the worst.

What’s wrong? Did something bad happen? Is Shinwoo want to break up?

He trembled at the thought. Before his mind could go any worse, he took his coat and yelled to his three other bandmates that he needs to go outside. He ran to the park but he saw nothing.

His phone buzzed.

From: cnubear♥

Sit on the bench

He frowned but obliged. When he was about to sit, he notice a sunflower laid on the bench. Jinyoung want to take the sunflower because it’s his favorite flower, but afraid that it belongs to someone else. So, he just sat impatiently.

Suddenly, the sound of guitar could be heard, Jinyoung looked up just to found Shinwoo walked closer to him, with his guitar and a smile on his handsome face.

As Jinyoung still processing of what will happen, Shinwoo begins to sing with his guitar’s skills.

You're insecure
Don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door

Jinyoung’s eyes widened.

Don't need make up
To cover up
Being the way that you are is enough

Shinwoo was now already stood in front of him, still with his smile.

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful

The pretty guy’s eyes already teary, he fought the urge to cry and his heart was beating like crazy.

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That what makes you beautiful

Shinwoo ended the song with a sincere smile, his eyes filled with love. Gently, he put his guitar aside and knelt on the ground.

The leader gasped, he could only stared at his boyfriend, couldn’t believe of what just happened.

Shinwoo took the sunflower and handed it to Jinyoung, “You’re so beautiful, baby. Please no more hesitation, no more comparing yourself with somebody else,” he took Jinyoung’s hands and gave a light kisses to the fingers. “You’re my sun, my oxygen, I just can’t live without you because you’re my world.”

Jinyoung burst into tears as he hugged Shinwoo on his neck, hand still holding the sunflower tightly.

“Thank you so much, Shinwoo. Thank you,” he whispered between his sobs.

“You’re welcome, baby,” he gently pulled himself from Jinyoung’s too tight hug and kissed the fragile guy’s cheek.

He wiped Jinyoung’s tears with his large hands and pecked the kissable lips softly. “You’re so beautiful even if you’re crying.”

The younger chuckled and hiccupped cutely, “You’re too sweet. I’m so happy, Shinwoo. You make me happy.”

“I’m glad,” Shinwoo grinned and kissed his lover’s lips with more passion.

Jinyoung closed his eyes and return the kiss, he circled his arms around Shinwoo’s neck and grabbed his boyfriend’s hair, pulled him closer to the kiss. Their tongues battled, Shinwoo bit Jinyoung’s bottom lip, earning a beautiful moan from his lover.

After much air needed, both of them pulled from the kiss.

“I love you so damn much, Shinwoo,” Jinyoung said breathlessly.

“I love you too, Jinnie…” Shinwoo replied and pecked Jinyoung’s now swollen lips while his flushed cheek. “You’re so beautiful and precious to me. Don’t ever forget that.”

Jinyoung smiled, from now on, he knows that he won’t feel insecure again. That’s because he has an awesome lover whom he loves and loves him back. Life is so beautiful with Shinwoo beside him.

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A/N

I almost write a hot passionate moment after their kiss on the park and they will continue their activity to their dorm LOL XD

At first, I never think to add One Direction - ‘What Makes You Beautiful’, but I think it’s a perfect song for this story. Because of this song, the plot change XD

So? What do you think of this story? Is it good enough? :)

Jinyoung is now happy! >3<