Letter #10 - TVXQ, Thank Goodness It Was You
• To TVXQ From Cassiopeia •
This letter was written on 10/03/09
To tell you the truth, I really want to meet you.
You, who said you'd be making a comeback around now, went to Shanghai
and received a special event from the Shanghai fans and not from Cassiopeia.
Part of me was thankful, another part of me was sorry, yearning and envious.
Even just watching you made my heart crumble,
And I yearned for your familiarity, I yearned for it so much.
I would get lonely a lot.
Watching you trying to carry that heavy load on your shoulders
made me want to cry. I kept feeling sorry for you.
So I was scared.
Even when my nose is tingling from looking through our intertwined past memories,
Even when my hands are shaking from listening to your songs,
Even when my eyes fill with tears from uncomfortable articles that stab my heart,
I brush away the tears with determination to believe in you.
I get knocked down every time I get back up, but I've never left your side.
Just because our fandom is large in number, it doesn't mean it is filled with only the strong-hearted.
We are only children who feel like bursting into tears from
small pictures, small articles, small comments, and even passing words.
But, I still believe.
Although I spend day by day worrying.
Because what is most important is faith.
I wait with determination and will.
Because loving you is the reason why Cassiopeia exists.
So, please overcome this.
Whether it is hurtful words, tiring happenings, or you yourself.
Overcome it. Do not cry.
I will promise you.
I won't lose.
I won't let go of you.
If I had to give a reason, I would say it was because you are
beautiful
marvelous
lovable
trustworthy
and because I love you so much that words would do no justice in explaining it.
That is why we believe you.
We will love you more.
We still have at least the next 60 years of our lives to spend together.
60 more years to love.
by. 방꽃
Source: [Daum Television]
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i'll promise to update tomorrow. really really promise. i was like, i'm busy with the other stories too ^^ even my TTOL is not yet finished. mianhae, guys :)
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