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JUNSU...please come back to us...

 

Yunho can’t sleep tonight; so many things are bothering him right now. Junsu…Junsu...His mind now are all about Junsu, He couldn’t forget the incident that morning.Junsu can’t remember the way back home!!It is a bad omen. After rolling around the bed trying to find some sleep and failed, he decided to take a look on Junsu for a while.

Yunho open the door slowly, not making any noises as in effort to not wake Junsu up. But all his effort vanish when he see Junsu curling on his bed, knees to his chest, face frowning like he is holding a great pain, but he is closing his mouth with his hand trying to muffle any sounds that emits..

"Su! What happen?"Yunho run to Junsu

"It…hurts hyung..."

"The medicine? Where did you put the medicine?"

"No…no med...It’s no use….please…just hold me…hyung"

Yunho panic for a while, he didn’t want to hear what Junsu said instead when to find the medicine.

"Yunho hyung…please…"

"But...you need the medicine"

"I will be……just fine…in your…arm hyung…"

Yunho stop his searching and help Junsu to sit down on his bed and let him lean on to him, as his pillar. He caresses Junsu´s soft brown hair in order to calm him down. It is past midnight already but Junsu can’t sleep because of the pain. Yunho can´t do nothing but to let Junsu in his embrace, to let him know that he will always be beside Junsu in whatever condition it is. Junsu is in so much pain that he couldn’t even talk when Yunho ask him. Tears start to pool in Yunho eyes, did Junsu going to be really fine? Is the doctor wrong? If he is recovering, what’s with the pain?

Yunho is getting worry when he didn’t see any improvement in Junsu condition. He sees that Junsu only getting worst day by day. He can’t bear to see Junsu holding back his pain every day. It tear him apart when he sees Junsu suffering and he could do nothing to ease him.

"Arghh…"

Junsu moan of pain snap Yunho back to reality.

"Junsu-yah, please...Tell me where your medicine is?"Yunho plead to Junsu in desperation

"Hyung…I don’t need any medicine hyung….didn’t the doctor told you...That I am recovering?"

Yunho turn silence, he needs to believe in Junsu, he needs to believe his dongsaeng words. He didn’t want to expect or think something bad going to happen to Junsu. He believes that everything will be alright, sooner or later, they will be alright.He just have to believe in faith.



 

Yunho woke up to the noise in the kitchen. He groggily stands up to find he is sleeping in Junsu´s room but there is no sign of Junsu in it. A wave of panic suddenly hit him, he certainly didn’t want Junsu to go anywhere in the morning after what happen yesterday. He forces himself to calm down. But after he heard of the familiar high-pitched dolphin voices downstairs, he decided to go to the kitchen where the noises are getting noisier.

 

"You are not going to help Jaejoong hyung when you can’t even cook an egg, Junsu hyung!"

 

"Ahh...waee~~Jaejoong hyung let me help him and he doesn’t even complaint about it! Why do you have to be grumbled in the morning?"

 

"Because I don’t want anything to mess with my baby.I need them for my life and I don’t want you to turn them into a disaster!"

 

"Jaejoong hyung!!"When Junsu found there´s no way he going to win this so-called fight, he turns to his savior in help.

 

"Changmin-ah, will you just let Junsu help me? I will make sure the breakfast will be as delicious as usual...Hmm? I promise" Jaejoong try to convince Changmin while his hands are busy stirring something in the pot.

 

Yunho who was standing at the stairs watching them fight thinks that it is surely not a good idea to into the fight and ended up having a headache. He wonders on how Jaejoong can stand the two high pitched person yelling right into his ear the first thing in the morning.

"He certainly is the umma of our group" smiling, he left the scene and lay down on the couch.

 

"Yah, I promise Changmin-ah, this is the greatest breakfast you will ever have in your life!"Junsu exclaimed, to convince Changmin who seems to believe Jaejoong words now.

 

"I believe in you Jaejoong hyung"Changmin reply ignoring Junsu.

 

"Yah!!You still don’t believe in me??!!"

 

"How can I?"Changmin smirked.

 

"Enough, enough.Junsu-yah, will you help me with the omelette? Just crack open the eggs and put them into the bowl."

 

"Okay Hyung!!"Junsu replied happily, ready to do any work that Jaejoong order him to.

 

"Just don’t make me eat the eggs skin, hyung" With that he left the kitchen, leaving a fuming Junsu behind.

 

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"Can’t you be more considerate to your hyung, Changmin-ah?"Yunho asked when he saw Changmin is coming towards the living room.

Changmin snorted,

"Aish, another Junsu hyung bias. Can’t you see the importance of consuming a good, delicious food to survive? I am not being inconsiderate hyung, just wanting a good food to start a good day"

 

"Eii, this kid, always with your food philosophy" Yoochun who just woke up in to Yunho and Changmin conversation.

 

"Says the one who always said that, waking up early will shorten your lifespan"

 

Yoochun chuckle and ruffle the maknae´s hair, he didn’t have any mood to fight with the sarcastic maknae because it seems to be a good day, a very good day to start other than having a fight with Changmin.

A sound of pot clanging and yelling later, finally they managed to sit on their table to have a nice decent breakfast, made with full effort by Junsu, who have to be guided to Jaejoong just to flip the omelet.Changmin who are mad just now, stay in silence enjoying his food peacefully and never make any single complaint about the cooking.

Junsu who stay in silence waiting for Changmin to respond on his cooking can’t bear to wait for more and nudge Changmin´s arm to grab Changmin´s attention.

 

"Wfhatt?" with a mouth full of rice and kimchi jigae, he asks Junsu with some annoyance in his voice.

 

"How is it??" Junsu wait in anticipation

 

Changmin smirk and want to make a very evil reply to Junsu but a sudden small kick and a death glare from Jaejoong and Yunho forces him to smile and

 

"The best hyung, I know you have talent in cooking"

 

"Assa!!I know you will love it!!"

 

And they eat their breakfast peacefully,no fighting,no whining and the morning seems so beautiful

 



 

 

Jaejoong and Yoochun left for their drama acting schedule. Even though they are very reluctant to left Junsu at home, but they have to earn for life. And after the long speech of reminder to Yunho and Changmin of feed Junsu´s medicine and a hug then, finally they are going.

The trio who left at home now, sitting at the couch. Watching the Pink Panther movie for the 100th time because Junsu insisted to. After the movie finish, Junsu sighed and slump onto the couch, shoulder slouching down.

 

"When are we going to sing together again, hyung?"

 

Yunho smile and look at now seems to-be-sad-Junsu,

 

"Soon Junsu-yah,after all your treatment down and you are in a good health, we will be standing on the stage together"

 

Junsu smiled bitterly

 

Will I ever have that time?

 

 

I am back..sorry for the long hiatus..its not hiatus i think,its disappearing..aish,sorry again guys...to my chinese friends,readers and subscribers..HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR..Can I have a red packet?hehe

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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angelaN #1
A new reader here...
Please update soon authornim ^^
I really like this fic ^^
aileessa #2
Please,don't make them suffer. I want them to be happy,again. I don't want Junsu-oppa die. I don't want the other Oppas cry. Thank you and I can't wait for the next update.
meemow123 #3
Chapter 16: junsuuuuuuu ... dont dieeeeee ... this is great, keep it going ... sorry for your loss by the way ...
mm123
milkyboy_khun
#4
Chapter 33: Ohmygod you need to update soon ... Please dont kill junsu ... I dont wanna cry again ...
For some reason this is a little like the Five Eternal Star fic. Have you read it? But I'm sure that you are not copying. Anyways well done with this fic ... Junsu must be really determined ... And the others ... O.o
mbk
<3
Lia00027 #5
Chapter 33: Oh my i cried a lot reading the beginning of ur chapters with Junsu's suffering. I am a cassie nice to meet u here fellow cassie. Ur writing is absorbing me to a heart wrenching sob especially my favorite singer is Xiah Junsu. Thanks for writing this. AKTF.
LoveJYJ
#6
Chapter 33: Update pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee...
ChangLay #7
Chapter 33: I want update author nim.... Ah I cried alot.... poor poor
AmyDick #8
Chapter 33: I've read this fic from chap 1 'till chap 32... It's really painful just to read it... Poor Junsu...
xiahida92
#9
Waa..this story is so sad.. but i love the way they pay attention to junsu.. aww..poor him and he is so innocent n nice.. evil maknae become lovely maknae..haha
BlankSunset
#10
Chapter 33: Wow! This story is such a great read! I think you really captured the hardships and feelings between the TVXQ members ^^
I also love the large amount of attention and care the members aregiving Junsu >//<