Dear diary,

So if you dream of someone, what does that mean? I mean I don't see his face or anything but there is this feeling that I know him. It was so weird .

Well, I dream that I'm going out with Jung Min oppa. Then suddenly it was raining so we were running and he holds my hand or I thought it was him . When I look up, I know that wasn't Jung Min oppa. The weird thing is I didn't saw his face but I feel like I knew him . He holds my hand tightly and I didn't even feel angry or anything . Instead I feel happy? Weird huh? I, a person who think that holding hand is only for people in relationship. Not that I'm in relationship with Jung Min oppa but I do like him more than a friend . Anyway, back to the dream. So while holding hand (in a public place nevertheless) which haven't happen like million years because I never fall in love with anyone apart from Jung Min oppa, we went to a cafe. In that dream, I was so happy that I even forget to act like a goddess . That is also another weird thing? I never forget to act like a goddess. I ALWAYS, I repeat ALWAYS act like a goddess in the public with everyone. The only time I can act like myself is when I'm with my family. But it was a good thing because in my dream I was happy. I was chattering and telling him all sort of story .

Anyway, throughout the dream his face kinda blurred. So I don’t know who he is. The only thing that I make him I remember him apart from the feeling when he hold my hand (yes, I will definitely remember the way he hold my hand while we were running in the rain) is his smell. I think I’ve smelled it before and I don’t remember where.

LOL. Quite a long rambling today. So what does that dream mean? Who is that guy? Does that mean I should not confess to Jung Min oppa and wait for the mystery guy? How do I find him?

Omo~ Maybe I should stop thinking about this mystery guy.

Owh, we are going to see some people tomorrow. Wonder what all those about. Manager oppa have been very secretive lately. I guess we are going to come out with new album. Its obvious that they want to surprise us. Never mind. I can always act surprised.

p/s: A picture I found while cleaning up. LOL. Old picture of me and Jungmin oppa. Putting it in here in case I lost it again. I've to ask PD for this picture secretly