After Mei Ri’s party I thought everything was going to be okay but damn I was wrong again. We were sitting inside the shuttle (a van that goes to your destination. A means of public transportation). They were about to go to the house of one of the participants that was unluckily near our house! They were there and good thing was they rode the next one because they were too many already. It was a relief for me until the next day came.    We had this event at school that we would sell food to any person inside the school premises and I didn’t know that I was set up again. My guy friend from the pageant came and talked to me and told me that someone wanted to buy something and I had to do the job. At first I was like … okay but then I felt it. I knew it was going to be “him”! And I was right! When I was about to back out, my classmate pulled me and some pushed me and they started to tease me. That was the next embarrassing moment I had. Jonghyun saw everything and I think he was laughing. That’s one big of embarrassing moments now. I never wanted to see him again.   But life was unfair.    I thought I was not going to see him anymore but AGAIN I was wrong. Ahn Na was one of the members in organizing the talent show in the school. He was there of course. It was a school event. But then I keep on meeting him and we’ll just look at each other and say nothing that’s it. Maybe it’s because I look away immediately when it happens. Anyway, my friends and I were done eating so we had to go inside the venue already but when we did I saw Ahn Na behind the door she teased me and said:   “Hey Sung Hee. It’s your ideal guy (in real life she said the name of the ideal guy).” She said that out loud.    When I looked on my side he was there behind her hearing everything Ahn Na just said. Ahn Na told me that Jonghyun said something after she teased me. It went like this:   “Hey I’m just here behind you.” Ahn Na told me she felt so embarrassed. Well she should be! That’s what I thought.    That was another embarrassing thing. That night after the event my friends and I went to a bar and I drank and got drunk. That was my first time. I was too stressed I had to drink.    The school event