Why I Hate Him So

10 Reasons to Hate him.

One day in the practice room, DBSK were doing their new routine. Suddenly, Changmin came across something.

"Hey! A book." Changmin says as he holds it up for the other members to see.

"Whose is it?" Yunho asked.

"Seo... Joo... Hyun..." Jaejoong muttered, a little out of breath.

"It's Joohyun-ah's. A diary?" Yoochun said as he held the book.

"Let's read it." Changmin said with a smirk, snatching it away from his hyung and opened the pages.

"What does it say?" Junsu asked as Changmin gave a twisted expression.

"10 reasons to hate Kyuhyun?" Changmin asked as the members turned their heads to the diary.

"Let's see." Yunho said...


1. I hate that he always teases me.
Whenever we're by alone and by ourselves, Kyuhyun teases me. Constantly, he making fun of me and it's annoying. After he sees that I'm really annoyed, he smirks in satisfaction. I enjoy I hate everytime we are alone together. He is always there, tugging my hair. Teasing me over and over again. I have to admit though, it does make me happy giggle when I see him smile. Even though he teases me, he still makes me forgive him every time. As if I were caught under his spell. That  attractive stupid smirk of his when he sees me get mad or pout. His warm and gentle touch which makes me forget that I was ever mad at him.

I can't stay mad at him for too long. No matter how many times he teases me, I completely let him get away with it. As if I don't remember it ever happened. I can't stand it. Even though seeing him smile makes me crazy happy, it also makes me so mad when he has that grin on his face. Even though I can't stand it, I still want to keep seeing it. Every time he gives me that childish look. Every time he smirks at me. Every time he tugs my hair. Every time, I forgive him like magic...

2. I hate that he is always worrying about me.
Every single time I get hurt, Kyuhyun worries the most. As if I were about to die or something. I don't understand why. That look in his eyes when I fall down during practice or that smile on his lips when I'm alright. Why does it have to be like this? I wish he'd stop worrying about me.

Even though I enjoy him worrying over me
don't mind his worrying, I'd prefer it if he didn't. Kyuhyun has other things to think about. If he keeps worrying over me, he won't be able to concentrate on other things. I don't want him to worry. Actually, maybe I do a little....

3. I hate that he is always by my side.

Kyuhyun's always by my side. Right next to me. Every single time. When I fall, he's there to catch me. How does this count as a bad thing? I'll tell you. Since he's always right by my side, I'm used to him always being there. I wish he would never go. Now, when he's on tour, he's not beside me anymore. i feel lonely, sad and absolutely miserable without him being here with me. I didn't realise he was such a big piece of my life. I hate knowing that I need him so badly. I miss his kisses. I miss him being here with me. I won't tell him that though.

When he's gone, it's like my entire world suddenly weighs down on my shoulders. Kyuhyun. He would help take the weight off my shoulders. Now when he's on tour, it's as if I can't live another second day without him. I wish he were here beside me again. I really hope he comes home soon.


4. I hate that he always makes me smile.
Even if he does something and it's not something funny, I laugh.
I feel like a total fool when you walk into the room. I do stupid things. And the stupid things he does make me smile brightly. It's as if I turn into some sort of idiot when Kyuhyun comes around me. I hate it. It when he makes me smile. He's so cute that I can't help but smile.

Kyuhyun doesn't even know what affect it has on me. He doesn't know he's the only one that has ever made me smile so brightly in my entire life. It's frustrating. It's annoying. Why does it have to be like this? For once... can't you let me get a chance to get annoyed before making me smile? Because you're always there. Let me get annoyed before forgiving.

5. I hate that he sings like an angel.

Kyuhyun is such a good singer. His voice is soft... gentle... memorable... just like an angel's voice. His voice was beautiful... and I hate it. I slowly fall. I close my eyes and become hypnotized. As if I were bewitched by something. It annoys me so. I don't want to be like this. I don't want to always be falling for him. Over 100 times over again. A never ending cycle.

The other thing that annoys me about his voice... is that he keeps using it against me. When he talks, I want to listen. I want to hear his soothing voice. So hypnotic... I hate it. I really don't want to listen to his angel like singing. I become similar to a mental person as I hear the sound of him singing.

6. I hate that he knows me better than I do.

Even if I lie, you can tell how I'm feeling. By just gazing into my eyes, he can tell my emotion. Kyuhyun knows all my habits. Even better than I do. He notices everything. When I am sad. When I am happy. When I am depressed. When I am embarassed... I don't get how he knows. It annoys me. Not only my emotions though. He knows what I like, what I don't like. What I absolutely depise and the things I could never live without.

I really don't know why he knows all these things about me. I hate how he can read me as easily as a book. I can't even read myself that easily.... I can't believe I know such a person.... I can't read him, yet he can read me. Why? Why does it have to be like this? I absolutely hate it.

7. I hate that when I cry, he's the person I need the most.
Whenever I cry, Kyuhyun is always there. Helping the tears stop. I really hate how I need him to help stop them. Why can't I stop them by myself? Kyuhyun is there hugging me tightly. He had this way of making me feel better and making me smile right after. Even if it were a good thing, it annoys me.

Sometimes, I wish he'd let me cry. I need to grow stronger and learn to stop crying by myself. Sometimes I think I should stop letting him see me cry. I feel so pitiful and weak.... but, I don't want to cry by myself... My feelings are all jumbled up. Like a puzzle with no pieces fitting together.

8. I hate when he loses at games.
Every time Kyuhyun loses at Starcraft or any other game, he's troublesome. He pouts and whines. I suddenly feel sad as well. He influences my feelings way too much than he should be. That cute annoying look on his face and his sigh. He'll throw a tantrum. It's only a game. He me into blackhole of pity.

I'm also annoyed that when he starts to win, he'll smile all of a sudden. As if he never lost and never threw a tantrum. When he wins, I feel happy for him. I really can't stop my random feelings. When people spend a lot of time together, would they soon become alike? I really do hope not...

9. I hate that I fell in love with him.
I really don't like the fact I could fall in love with such a person. He's so irritating. So annoying. I wish that I didn't have to be like this. I really do love him though.... I wish my feelings would stop being so meaningful. Just for a while, I wish I could think of anything other than him and his smirk.

Kyuhyun is a seemingly blunt person. He doesn't notice such things. He is not careful with his words and he speaks his mind. I really wish he would just be able to stay with me. I also hate that his tours are so long. I won't add it though, I can only have one more reason to hate a person like him.

10. I hate how even though I listed why I hate him, I don't. Not even a little bit. I hate that I can't hate him.
He must have magic powers or something. I can't stay mad at him. I can't hate him. As if he were somebody people were unable to hate. I wish my heart would let go of this feelings. I'm so annoyed. My mind is always filled with simple thoughts of Kyuhyun. Like if he's well. If he's healthy. If he's happy.

I've run out of reasons to hate him now. I can't hate him. I'm trying hate him so much.

I hate that he made me fall in love with somebody like him.
I hate that he made me turn into a fool with only thoughts of him.
I hate that he made me love him so much.


Simple shock was on the dbsk member's faces. They have just learned that Seohyun is in love with Kyuhyun.

"Yo." Said a voice from the door. To their shock, it was Kyuhyun.

"Kyuhyun." Changmin said, instantly dropping the book.

"What are you reading?" Kyuhyun asked as Yunho took the book and hid it behind his back.

"Nothing." They members spoke in union. Kyuhyun saw a slight glimpse of the book.

"Isn't that Joohyun's diary?" Kyuhyun asked rhetorically.

"Y-Yeah. We were going to give it back to her." Stuttered Junsu.

Oh, I'll take it to her." Kyuhyun said as he took the book with a little force.

"Wait!" Jaejoong exclaimed.

"What is it?" Kyuhyun asked as the other members looked at each other.

"N-Nothing. Just give the book back to Joohyun." Yoochun stuttered as Kyuhyun twisted his expression.

"Okay~" Kyuhyun cooed as he left. The dbsk members opened the door to see Seohyun getting the book back from Kyuhyun with a polite bow.

"Thanks oppa~" Seohyun exclaimed happily. Her eyes were shining differently from usual. They watched as they 'thought' it was a one-sided love.

"You're welcome." Kyuhyun said as Seohyun gave him a kiss on the lips.

"I really love you." Seohyun smiled as Kyuhyun smiled back.

"You know... you shouldn't eavesdrop on others." Kyuhyun spoke, not bothering to turn around to greet the gawking hyungs.

"Oppas~ I've heard you read my diary. Why did you read it? I bet it was interesting~" Seohyun said with a black aura coming from the 2 maknaes standing together. Seohyun smiling in a seemingly innocent way while Kyuhyun had a smirk on his face. The members have never seen Seohyun like this.

"Y-You guys..." Yunho stuttered as the aura of the maknaes slowly dragged them in.

"If you guys ever do that again, I cannot guarantee you'll survive. Hyun-ah is very protective of her diary." Kyuhyun said with a slightly grim expression.

"Please leave~" Seohyun demanded as the DBSK members ran off as fast as light. They didn't hear the laughing from the 2 maknaes. They didn't dare to tell anyone else.

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memoire- #1
Oh my gosh!!! Seohyun is freaking scary here. The dark aura behind them is scary OAO Nice fic anyway xD
yurifan14
#2
Y make Seo like that! Y?!
Good story
seokyuhankris
#3
khkhkkh... i dun know why.. maybe because i read kyu's ver.first and it's make me likes kyu's
Eycha_sk11 #4
Ahahah lol ! Evil maknaes couple ! <33 poor dbsk oppas
spicastellar
#5
kya~
sooo kyuuuute
pollydimples
#6
This is really funny :D
ReBloom
#7
love this!!!
jinnie #8
i super like uri seokyute n dbsk as a bridge too. luv it!!!
missywell
#9
that's right. sometimes you'd wonder who influence who. LOL
nice one, chingu!