Spinning
DreamlandMy head spinning, I wake up from my bed and open my eyes for awhile but then it's all spinning around me, I close my eyes again.
"ugh, what's happening?", I talk to myself, I never feel this dizzy, my migraine never felt anything like this.
Yes, I go through a hard time after the break up. it's been months since the break up and my head feel a little dizzy after the break up almost every day.
I always ignore it, the headache, the stomachache, the nausea, I always think it's because the stress from the break up.
", I need to go to work", I grab the pill on my nightstand, I always had one since I easily get migraine.
Today feel different, the headache is not like something I usually felt. It's really hurt and I can't even open my eyes because the world feels like spinning.
I keep sitting on my bed for awhile till I feel better. Now, I can open my eyes and prepare for going to my office.
It's something like I always do, I just do it in auto mode pilot. Wake up, work, sleep. Nothing new today except for the headache that I had this morning.
I kinda remember I had a dream last night but I don't really remember what kind of dream that I had. Is it because I'm dreaming that's why I had headache this morning? Nah, no way.
"what am I thinking? ridiculous", I'm back and focus on my work. It's kinda hectic in my office, since it's the end of the month. I hate working but I need to pay the bills.
I can't really focus on my work, the headache I experience this morning is so different. I mean I always had headache, different kind of headache but still I know the pain but this morning the pain is something I never had before. It keep bugging me all day.
After work, I went to my favorite coffee shop, I like having coffee in evening like this. Just sat inside the coffee shop and you know enjoying the coffee fragrant. It calm my mind and such a simple stress relief after a long day at my office.
"chaeyoung!", I know this voice, I give her a smile even though I'm so tired.
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