Going everywhere reminds me of everything, everything we did, just going somewhere around the Seoul flashes some Past memories, Joyful memories with light painful one

 

Looking around feeling i would you see you but no I tried, tried looking for you but it's impossible for that to happen

 

Crying alone fighting for my self my friend Yewon always come to me and comfort me, every comfort she do, still can't manage to control it

 

Just want you back on my arms and never let it go

 

Just want to see you one more time

 

Your smile

 

Your hugs

 

Your kisses

 

And your warmth

 

I'm just finding a way how to ease the pain, the pain that was feeling my heart for a years,  year's has been pass yet i still can't get over you I'm still not ready to let you go

 

We made a promise, a promise you said you will never break it and I promised it too

 

But guess what you're the one who decided to break it, I understand why you decided to break it Because I'm Old enough to understand things

 

But that's not it, i still can't get over why you left me, you left me alone in this cruel world broken hearted 

 

"When i die, don't come near my body and cry because my hands cannot wipe your tears anymore"

 

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"Sojung-ahh"

"I know I'm sorry"

"Yes, i can read your mind"

"Please forgive me"

"Sorry for not staying strong for you"

"Sojung-ahh, i love you so much"

"I love you with all my heart, nothing more my love"

"Thank you for the 6 years fighting for us Love"

"I still love you anyways"

"I can't write any longer sojung-ahh, just remember I love you"

"Just please take care of your self'

 

-Sincerely your's Eunbi.

 

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-Flash back-

 

Sitting beside you, looking at you confined and pale I can't help but to cry silently

 

"I can't lose you" little did I know you we're awake "neither i" you said weakly I looked at you while you looked at me smilling

 

You smiled sadly at me "Sojung-ahh, don't be sad" she took my hand and plays it

 

How can I not stay sad when when you're here infront of me looking pale and awful

 

You held my hand and say this words to me "When i die, don't come near my body and cry because my hands cannot wipe your tears anymore" i tried to hold my tears from falling, I held her hands and kissed it "i love you"

 

"I love you more" she said

 

"D-do you want lunch?" I asked as she nods weakly "I'll be back" i stood up as a I grab my wallet as i looked at her one more time before going outside..

 

But little did i know that's the last "i love you" and last words I would hear from her.

 

-3rd person-

 

Doctor and nurses rushes at someone's ward, As sojung saw where the nurses are going She immediately run to the ward where eunbi located at

 

She doesn't know what happening, her feeling that eunbi is not in a good condition at this moment has come, her weakness losing her

 

She arrived in front of the ward seeing the doctor sad look, they failed to revive eunbi

 

"Time of death, 11:36 pm... I'm sorry for your lost" fear was placed on her face, she could not believe her beloved had left her.

 

Tears were streaming down to her face, as she walked towards her. She hugged her tightly while sobbing.

 

The time has come for them to let each other go, but sojung didn't care about she didn't let eunbi go, she can't accept the fact that eunbi is already gone. Forever gone and never COMEBACK.

 

~fin