A Gulp Of Water
Woollim Academy*Next day*
L's POV
So once again, I wake up super early for nothing. My drama filming was cancelled. Therefore, I have two hours until the rest of the guys wake up. Since I didn't want to go back to the dorm, I decided to go to the rehearsal room. No one was there, it would be quiet, and it'd give me some time to think.
I walk in, and I remembered how Jooyeon would sweat like crazy in this room. How this was the place where she injured her leg, knowing how strong she really is. This is where I met Jooyeon. I sheepishly smiled, denying the fact that I do miss her. But I can't have her.
The reason why I'm being so cold towards her is because of everything she said to me the day we broke up. How it seemed like it was all my fault that her debut was extended. Since it was, I figured that I should stay away.
Also, the reason why I'm "protecting" Bora is because I'm trying so hard to pretend she's like another Jooyeon. That's how much I miss Jooyeon, that I'm trying to mentally create Bora into another Jooyeon. That's how much I love her; that I have to contain myself and just make like Bora is Jooyeon. But of course, Bora will NEVER BE Jooyeon. Sometimes I wonder if I lost my mind because of this. I probably did, but until I have Jooyeon back in my arms, maybe I'll have my sane back.
I sat on the couch by the computer desk and rested my head back. I've been so tired lately. Schedules left and right, waking up so early each day, it made my head spin. Suddenly, the rehearsal room door opened, "Ah, oppa.. What are you doing here?" It was Bora.
"Resting. What are you doing here at five in the morning?" I asked. My eyes were so hazy. She walked over to me.
"I was going to practice since I realized that I actually need it. But since you're here, never mind.." For once, Bora didn't seem so y.
"Oh. Arraso." I shook it off, "I'm so tired."
"Here. Want some water?" Bora offered me a cold bottled water. It looked so tempting to drink since it'll wake me up a bit.
"Okay. Thanks." I took the bottled water and twisted off the cap. I realized that the cap wasn't tightened; as if it
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