Come up to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

 

You always come to me and wanted to talk. You even confronted me about us. I saw how hurt you are when i said those hurtful words to you. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. You don't know how much it hurts seeing you like this. Please be the Lisa i know. That bubbly and happy pill Lisa.

Again...

I'm so sorry.

 

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart

 

Right after we broke up, you're always asking me why? Why Jennie? Tell me what did do wrong. I'll make it right. It hurts me seeing that you're blamming your self why we ended this way. It hurts me seeing you like this. 

But we can't go back.

I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry.

 

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

What we had was really beautiful. We rarely argue. We are always happy. You are my happy pill. My everything. Too good to be true.

But as time goes on, we rarely have time for us. The everyday dates becomes weekly dates until it became once a month. Until we almost didn't talk for a day. I rarely see you, or even hear you're voice.

I feel out of love.

I'm sorry.

We can't go back.

 

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

There was a time when i even ask myself if i did love you. I know i did love you. But was love is enough? Is it enough even we rarely see each other? Is it enough even i miss so you so much? Is it enough when i'm already hurting? Is it enough when everytime we see each other we start to argue? Is it enough when things fall apart?

Didn't you notice?

I'm sorry for not saying this to you.

I'm really sorry.

 

Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

We really can't go back. I had him when everythings fall apart. He was there when you are not around. He was there when i badly need you. I know it was wrong what i felt for him when i still had you. But can you blame me? 

I'm still sorry.

I did love you.

I really do.

 

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

I loved you Lisa. My first love. My first kiss. My first dance. My bestfriend. My best cuddle. My first girlfriend.

We both hurt each other. We both  shed tears. We even said hurtful words that we never meant. We both shout at each other. 

I'm the one who let go first. I'm the one who gets tired first. I'm the who you should blame. Not yourself Lisa. 

Please stop blamming yourself.

I want you to be happy.

Please be happy even if it's not me who causes it.

I want you to move on like i did.

But i really want to say sorry and thank you

Sorry for the hurtful words i said to you.

Thank you everything we had.

Thank you for loving me.

Thank you my first love.