14th February 2015; His Birthday
Dear Diary, 
My plan failed. T.T
I planned to give him the cookies I baked early this morning, 
BUT THEN, as I was about to give him, a girl accidentally bumped me from the back
and yes, my cookies were all over the floor! 
Even before I got the chance to be near him, I walked away in dissapointment T.T

15th March 2015; Interactions?
Dear Diary,
OH MY GOSH! I THINK I MADE AN EYE CONTACT WITH HIM!!!
I did not went to canteen with the others so I just stayed at class.
As usual the class would be empty as everyone will be at the canteen so I was alone by the window, listening to songs....
WHILE WATCHING HIM PLAYING BASKETBALL WITH HIS FRIENDS!
HOW CAN SUCH GUY EXIST?
The game ended with him and his teammates giving a high-5 to each other. 
WHAT HAPPENED NEXT WAS HIM TURNING HIS HEAD TO MY CLASS'S DIRECTION. 
Well, from his perspective, school's balcony can be seen which was just beside my class.
I looked at him in awe and I THINK HE SAW THAT embarassing
BUT OH WELL, WE MADE AN EYE CONTACT FOR LIKE 5 SECONDS? 
Hyera came into the class and called me,
perks of having a fast reflexes that made me turned to Hyera, breaking the eye contact T.T
I turned back only to see him entered the hall. T3T
Hmmm, I'M STILL HAPPY? HEH!

5th April 2015; ......
Dear Diary,
It's the third day of me not seeing him anywhere T.T
I heard from Hyera that a girl from his batch confessed to him.
I wonder what happened next.
I wonder if they're a thing already  NNNNNOOO. T.T
If only I'm brave enough to confess. :(
 

16th April 2015; HAHAHA
Dear Diary,
It turned out HE REJECTED THE GIRL.
okay i'm not actually happy but sad forthe girl but also happy. hahahahaha
ANYWAY, I thought he went to date the girl and that's why I didnt get to see him for three days but NOPE!
It's his last year so he had to study hard for the upcoming exams. 
Oh well, OKAY TIME TO STUDY!!

25th May 2015; BEST DAY EVER!
Dear Diary,
He called my nameeeeeeee! 
JUNG JAEHYUN CALLED MY NAMEEE!
I'm so so so so so so happyyyyyy and thankful that my class teacher actually picked me to help her in the office.
As I went into Ms Yoon's office, HE WAS THERE. I was like, CALM DOWN HYUNJI, CALM DOWN.
ying to calm myself down but nah, it didnt work.
The teacher told me what to do and left the office.
LEAVING ONLY ME AND HIM.
Both of us were doing two different things. I COUDLT EVERN DO THINKGS RIGHTE AT THTA MOMENT!!
AND PLUS, He stopped TIME TO TIME TO LOOK AT HOW CLUMSY I WAS AND LEFT A SMALL CHUCKLE
HOW CUTE OH MY GOSH but embarrassing to think back as I dropped a lot of things.
As I was getting hang of the work,
not nervous anymore as it got comfortable,
not clumsy anymore,
HE CALLED MY NAME. "Erm, Seo Hyunji right?"
AND SHOOT I STOPPED WHATEVER I'M DOING AND LIKE 'BLINK, BLINK',
not saying anything T.T I COULDNT EVEN ARRANGE A SENTENCE TO TALK TO HIM.
I nodded. He chuckled. SHOOT, HE'S CUTE. 
I wish I have a camera at that moment so I can like take a picture of him T.T
"All of the seniors are called to gather at the hall. So if Ms Yoon comes, tell her I'll be back after the briefing in the hall okay?"
and I nodded once again. MAN I DONT KNOW WHY I DIDNT LIKE TALK UGH.
He smiled at me and went out. ;) ;) ;)

7th July 2015; Hmm?
Dear Diary,
Exam finally over!!! BUT, the end of the school is near ;)
I didnt even get to talk to him. T3T
I didnt even get the chance to get to know him better T3T
I'm gonna miss him T3T
Hmm, I saw him with a girl today. They were laughing so hard ;)
just when can I be that way with him?
 

20th September 2015; (no title)
Dear Diary,
It has been a long time since I wrote here. 
I lost my hope on him ;) He's finally with the one.
well that's what I heard.
some said 'ONLY RUMORS.'
some said 'REAL.'
They seemed, real?

28th October 2015; Hurt.
Dear Diary,
I tried talking to him.
but failed.
he avoids me now. perhaps he already knew about me liking him?
was I too obvious?
Ms Yoon got me and him to work on the paper work in the office for the second time,
I tried talking to him but he just nodded and did not continue afterwards.
That's first.
Second, I was walking at the hallway and I saw him, he saw me and was like changing his way to the other side,
just in order not to bump onto me maybe?
Third, as I watch him played,
he would looked up and as he saw me,
he stopped playing right away.

1st January 2016; (no title)
Dear Diary,
It's already the holiday seasonnn!
I read all of my entries from January and wow, i go from soo hyperr to soo emotional.
well, I eventually got rid of the emo me, and back to the hyper me.
back to me and him, well, I stopped myself from trying to get close to him,
as I saw how uncomfortable he was seeing me such ways.
I dont know who told him that I liked him, perhaps it was me with an obvious actions? I dont know.
oh well, i'm just going to move on with my life, and to not think about him anymore :')
although I admit I still like him.

4th February 2016; Goodbye
Dear Diary, 
He's graduating today. :)
I'm so gonna miss him. Although we didnt get to talk, we didnt get to know each other,
I'm still gonna miss him as my crush? heh.
I'm so gonna try to take picture with him, well a picture with him wont hurt right?
The ceremony is only a few hours away and can't believe I wont be seeing him around the school anymore.
No more seeing him playing basketball, nor helping Ms Yoon together.
I'm so gonna miss all the simple moments with him.
After this entry, I will be opening a new diary, so I get to move on. ;)
Okay, I should get ready to school. Goodbye Diary, it's time to move on.
4th of February, Hyunji's Last Entry.

2 years later (2018)
I was packing my stuff as I got an offer to further studies in Japan. I did not touch any of my stuff in the room ever since I got into University of Seoul.
As I packed, I found an old diary of mine.
I opened the book and read a few entries.

14th February 2015  [9:34PM]
I could not believe my eyes as I saw her walking into my class with a jar of cookies........