its been 3 years after been apart from each other, even im the one to say accept him in your life and have a happy ending without me

 

you dont see any sense for the decision i make

 

you are not agree about it,

 

you become sad, angrier, dissapointed

 

you want to hit myself for being a pabo,

 

selfish,

 

too kind,

 

loser,

 

silently my heart is crying

 

craving your love,

 

missing your touching,

 

kissing,

 

laughing,

 

you say im selfish for ignoring my feeling

 

let the happiness just for herself 

 

not to me,

 

just for you

 

i am too kind for letting my love surrounded you

 

engulfing you a hug when you needed

 

liking every moment you had with your man

 

even im cold and hurt

 

i still be your warmish knight

 

while im typing this my tears flow slowly

 

i miss you Joohyun

 

am i Too Much?