I'm a freshman and you are a sophomore in college. You are older than me and I'm younger than you.

I didn't notice you sooner.

I just appreciate your beauty at the second semester of my first year college.

 

 

I began to have infatuation towards you.

 

 

I notice you everytime after that.

 

 

Your smile that is bright.

Your kindness.

And sweetness.

 

 

 

 

I look at you from behind.

 

Until I decided to confessed my admiration towards you on my second year, second semester.

You were already third year that time.

I asked a friend that also your friend to call you.

 

I sit there.

On the bench.

Waiting for you and our mutual friend.

 

 

My heart is beating too fast.

 

 

 

Nervousness and excitement are eating me.

 

 

 

Sweaty hands that hold a red paper bag

With a red paper flower

And chocolates.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Will you accept it

Or not?

 

 

 

 

 

Seconds turn to minute

 

 

And there you are.

 

 

 

 

 

 

My world suddenly becomes deaf.

All I can see....

Is you.

 

 

 

I stand up.

 

Waiting for you.

 

 

 

 

With your sweet smile on your face...

You look at me.

 

 

 

 

My heart beats start to triple

I tried to voice out what I am practicing for months.

 

 

 

 

But it didn't happen.

 

 

 

 

I stutter...

 

 

 

 

But still I tried...

 

 

 

"I would like you to now that I have a crush on you." There I finally said it.

 

 

 

 

 

Her smile didn't fade.

 

 

 

 

She still look at me with that warm smile.

 

 

 

 

Then she asked with the expression of suspecting me...

"Are you the one who gave me the chocolates?" Narrowing her eyes on me but still my favorite smile of hers is there.

 

 

 

I look away from her. Trying to figure out on my thoughts if I will say yes or no.

But then...

"Ahmm.. Y-yes"

I answered.

 

 

 

 

 

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