*ring ring* the phone went off

"mmm?" i answered

"Hyejin-ah wake up." my manager said

"what time is it?" i asked still half asleep

"its 3:45 im on my way to get you be ready by 4 we have to arrive at the airport at 4:30 our plain leaves at 5 so get up today is the day get up." he continued saying "hyejin-ah!" he finally yelled

"im up im up" i said getting off from my bed. i was a cold morning colder then ever. i felt as if i was going to die freezing. i checked the temperature and my apartment was hot so i should be cold but i was extremly cold. i got dressed i put on light clothes knowing it was actually hot outside i packed my clothes and made sure there would be a blanket too and i took my hoodie just in case. the door bell ringed i ran to open it and i was shocked at the person standing before my eyes.

"what are you doing here?" i asked

"i heard you were leaving today for a concert and wont be back until a week later so i wanted to give you this." he said handing me a black bag "it medicine for you throat, and this is incase you get hungry in the plain." he handed me another black bag. i opened the second bag and my eye widened he bought me coffee cake oh how i wanted to hug him so badly and i did. i jumped on him giving him a big hug and a kiss on his cheek whispering thank you to him "one more thing " he said pulling me away from our hug "this is for you to you know..." he said placing a hand behind his head and streching his other hand out to me with a small black box.

"whats is this?" i asked looking at him but he avoided my eyes

"its you know.." he repeated. i opened the box and inside it was a bracelet. the bracelet had a star and a moon hanging from it. i suddenly remembered the night i fell for him. i remembered the night was dark, the stars were shinning like never before, the moon seemed more beautiful then ever and we suddenly saw a falling star. we turned to each other and our eyes met as we smiled at the sight of a falling star and that moment i knew what i wanted to wish for. his eyes had a sparkle that was only shown when he was with me. i loved the way his smile made his eyes close and how his dimple would show. unconsciously i leaned in grabbing his face and pecked him lips. when we separated i remember his face turning red and i felt my heart raise. i smiled at him and leaned in again and this time he leaned in too holding into waist. it all felt magical i felt as if i was being born once again. seeing the bracalet i looked at him. his eyes wouldnt meet mine. i closed the box and he turned i hugged him once again "thank you" i said holding into his neck and he responded to my hug. we kissed and i felt the need of him i pulled him into the apartment. i chekced the time and turned to him " we have 20 mins" i told him and he understood what i was trying to say with a smirk on his face he picked me up and i shrieked going into my room. " that was damn" i said in english " damn i cant describe it. it was just damn" i said not being able to find the right words for that and he laughed

" we have 2 mins left " he said and i laugh

" damn the things you can do in 18 mins really is amazing" i said giving him a kiss. the kiss was getting more and more intence but we stopped as the door bell rang. "" i said getting up and yelling to the door " one second" i quckly changed and fixed myself to look normal i turned to him for approval and he came to me fixing my shirt and hair

"now your good" he said and i smile i gave him one last kiss "i have to go now im sorry. you are welcomed to stay as long as you want" i said and he nodded i left feeling guilty for leaving like that but i was glad he understood.

"what happened to you ?" jennie unnie asked i looked at myself and she laughed "i was kidding but seeing your reaction something did happen huh?" she teased me in english so my manager would understand. i glared at her and we left.

at the airport there were alot of reporter and we were the last ones to arrive. at 5 we got on the plain once we were all seated i took out the small black box he had given me and opened it i was admiring it when i suddenly got interrupted by someone being rather nosy

"whats that" lisa unnie asked taking it from me " ohh pretty." she said "who gave it to you?" she asked and caught the attention of the rest of the unnie. jisoo, jennie, rose, cl and dara unnie came close and looked at the bracalet.

"wow thats really pretty" cl unnie said and the rest nodded

"thank you " i said taking it out of lisa unnie hands

"so ?" cl unnie said

"so?" i asked in return

" dont act ." she said "did namjoon gave you that?" she asked so careless

"unnie !" i said trying to shut her up

"now it makes sence" jennie unnie added and the rest looked at her

"what?" dara unnie asked

"when manager oppa and i went to pick her up she looked like a mess" jennie unnie spilled and i looked at her indisbelief while the rest looked at me with those erted eyes

"ohhhh" they all said at the same time and all i could do was hide my face in my hands

"so that happened" jisoo unnie said assuring everyone there

"omg" i yelled " can you stop it " i spoke in english and that all laugh and began responding in english

"what did we do?" rose unnie said

"yeah what did we do?" jisoo repeated

"last time i checked you did everything" lisa unnie said moving her eyebrows up and down

"omg!!!" i repeated

"okay okay but wow i cant believe it " dara unnie said

"so last night...?" lisa asked stopping her sentence as i looked at her "damn girl if looks could kill im dead 10 times over "

"yes you would be " i said

"last night?" rose unnie asked shocked

"no!!!" i said again

"omg!! omg!! omg!!" jennie unnie began and we all turned to her "was it this morning?" she finally asked and they all turned to me waiting for me to react but i could only look a t jennie unnie asking my self how the hell did she know? "thats why you were a mess this morning omg!" jennie unnie continued and looked at me from head to toes i felt very unconfortable for a second as she looked atme the way she did

"omg damn girl" lisa unnie laughed

"omg girl" jisoo unnie repeated and i laughed i found it funny how she didnt really speak it but she could understand everything

"okay that enough" i said trying to send them back to their seats

"well i this girl has a life to envy" cl unnie said and suddenly my smile went away. i felt my heart in pain as if i had just gotten stabbed with a dagger a thousand time over and over again.

"whats wrong ?" jennie unnie asked and i shook my head realizing my face had drasticly changed

"let me help you put it on" rose unnie offered and i agreed hapily i was excited to wear it. it meant alot to me. and it had a deeper meaning then they thought.

we arrived at china after a few hoursthe next day was the first concert. early in the morning we arrived to the concert arena and practiced. last that day we began with our first concert the crowd went crazy cl unnie opened followed by dara unnie and they did a few songs from 2ne1. then it was ikon, winner, akmu, leehi, blackpink, our group, bigbang, epik high, and spy was the closing act. the next day we arrived at japan for the second concert and again we practiced and the concert began hours later. Once

the concert in japan was done we took 2 day of rest in japan doing whatever we wanted to. i stayed at the room both day i had to take medicine the doctor had given and i felt very dizzy and nauseous it was normal though because my body wasnt taking food well. after the two day were up we headed back to korea for the last concert i felt my heart raising as i knew that was the last. this time the concert changed it was the last so there alot of special event and collaboration and cover from almost everyone.

the concert began with my group as an opening act. followed by blackpink boombaya, ikon anthem, akmu 200%, bigbang fantastic baby, cl baddest female, dara kiss ft cl, epik high born hater, lee hi breathe, to psy gentleman. after every one did a song of themselves. jennie and donghyuk did a cover of trouble maker 'now' the crowd went crazy. then masta wu came in for just one song he did 'come here'. cl and gd did 'the leaders, my group did a cover of seven 'when i cant sing' my throat closed during the song as the lyrics really hit me. the crowd cheered us on and i was able to finish the song and i apologized after. bobby and mino came next as mobb full house,followed by lee hi and suhyun 'im different'. we all came to stage for dirty vibe we danced freely as did the crowd it was as if we were on our own club, clubbing with our fans. mino and top went to stage preforming 'okey dokey'. i came to stage to give everyone time to prepared for the next preformances. i acted as an mc for the yg concert.

"hello everyone!" i said in english and the crowd scream i felt happy and giggled into the mic forgetting it was still on my mouth so i quickly put it down emberrased and the crowd cheered saying it was okay and awwing. "everyone are you having fun" i continued and they all yell yes "shall we end it here" i teased and they all responded with aws and no's "just kidding we wont leave you hanging like that." i said " can i tell you a secret ?" i asked and everyone went quiet "wow that is not the reaction i was waiting for " i laughed and someone within the crowd yelled

"we wanted to hear well so we shut up" he said but i couldnt hear him

"who was talking" i asked moving down the stage waiting for the person to talk again the crowd seem not to answer "i want to know because i didnt hear can you repeat or raise you hand so we can hand you a mic?" i said and he finally raised his hand " did you think we were gonna kick you out for yelling?" i asked and he nodded i laughed " that cute i said and he screamed holding his face " can we give him a mic?" i asked turning to the stuff behind and they shook their heads "no?" i asked and they shook again "okay " i said and jumped off the stage the staff ran after me trying to stop me but i was to far in to be stopped. the crowd allowed me in with out bothering me. i reached the male "hi" i smile standing infront of him the crowd around us moved away giving me space and there was a big gap between me and the crowd i turned to see i was surronded into a circle a big circle and i laugh "wow this is amazing dont you think?" i asked the male infront of me and he nodded "what was it you said earlier ?" i asked him

"we wanted to hear the secret so we shut up" he said

"ahhh" i said understanding "shall i say it now ?" i asked and the crowd went wild waiting for me to speak "or should i only tell you ?" i said placing my hand into his shoulder. i felt him stiffen up and i found it so cute "want to hear" i said once again the crowd yelled yes and he nod