“What are you doing here alone?” Hyunwoo asked when that night he found his boyfriend was sitting alone at the living room watching the view outside their window

“I was thirsty so I woke up and drink” Kihyun showed him his glass of water

“You should go back to bed, we have quite numbers of schedule tomorrow” Hyunwoo said while walking closer to Kihyun

“Later, you can go back to your bed first, and you, how about you? Why are you up at – “ Kihyun looked at the clock on the wall “3am”

“I went to toilet, and no, I’m not going to bed before you explain to me the meaning of this look you have on your face right now” Hyunwoo sat beside Kihyun and put his two fingers on Kihyun’s chin, lifted it up to examine the face he had loved for years

“What look? You are over thinking” Kihyun laughed and bashed away Hyunwoo’s hand “I’m ok, I promise just a little bit … overwhelmed” Kihyun confessed

“By what happened today?” Hyunwoo guessed

“The dream we’ve been dreaming of since we were still a trainee finally came true, I had a lot of flashback memories about our trainee days” Kihyun smiled resting his head on Hyunwoo shoulder when the older sat down beside him

“Was I there?” Hyunwoo teased Kihyun knew the answer very well

“Of course not, we weren’t even close back then, I’m surprised we would end up like this after just… 2 years?”  Kihyun chuckled, he put down his water and went back to lean his head on Hyunwoo’s shoulder

“Maybe this is what we called fate?” Hyunwoo grinned when Kihyun hit his thigh “But I’m glad… that finally I’m part of your memories” Hyunwoo took Kihyun’s hand with his intertwined it together

“I’m glad too, although I didn’t expect you will turn cheesy like this after 2 years” Kihyun chuckled but stopped when suddenly Hyunwoo turned around so they could see each other eyes to eyes

“There are a lot of things in me that have changed ever since you are in my life ki, and those are for the better, you are the one that can change me like this, I can’t thank you enough for this, when we won our first award today in a music show I’m grateful that I have you by my side, I feel stronger because of you, of course other members play big part in my life too, but you, you are the biggest part of it that nobody can ever replace” If only Hyunwoo didn’t look so serious Kihyun would’ve laughed it off but there was something on Hyunwoo’s eyes that make Kihyun quiet, the sincerity on it, he didn’t know that their relationship eventhough it wasn’t very long it felt like it was deeper than all the relationship he had had before. He never felt so loved, so in love, so perfect like this before Hyunwoo came. Maybe because it was 3am, maybe because it was the most honest time in the world, maybe because he still felt emotional after monsta x won their first win or maybe because he just so so so in love with the guy in front of him but Kihyun could feel tears building up on his eyes ready to drop anytime soon

“Stop there, I’m going to cry if you continue, and I have had enough” Kihyun chuckled softly trying to ease the atmosphere

“I love you” Hyunwoo make sure Kihyun looked at him in the eyes when he said that and tears finally dropped from Kihyun’s eyes

“Stupid, I told you to stop, and now I’m in a mess again” Kihyun said in between his tears, he tried to wipe it away with his hand but Hyunwoo’s fingers did it first

“I promise you, you will only shed tears of happiness when you are with me, I will make sure of that” Hyunwoo said while wiping Kihyun’s tears on his cheek with his thumb before he leaned down and captured Kihyun’s lips with his, savoring the sweet tastes of Kihyun’s lips, his favorite flavor in the world

“I love you too” Kihyun said when he pulled back from Hyunwoo’s lips “So much” he whispered before he kissed Hyunwoo again

“Ya, move away I want to watch TV” Wonho woke ShowKi couple up the next morning, they ended up sleeping on the couch after spending the rest of the night talking about their trainee days

“Ah Hyung, you can just sit on the empty space” Kihyun groaned in protest but widened his eyes when he saw he was late from his ‘schedule’ “Hyungwon?” Kihyun asked once he sat down with Hyunwoo’s hand still wrapped perfectly on his waist

“Of course still sleeping, who can wake him up other than you” Wonho chuckled when he saw Kihyun sprinted to Hyungwon’s room and not long after that he could hear Kihyun shouting inside “You better wake up too, before you get yelled” Wonho looked at Hyunwoo who remained on his position

“His nag is my favorite music” Hyunwoo said, he stood up took his towel on the balcony outside

“Uh, so sappy” Wonho faked a gag

“He makes me sappy” Hyunwoo grinned while walking to toilet ignoring Wonho groaned of protest

“Ya Lee Minhyuk put the dirty clothes on the basket! And you Im Changkyun put the milk to the fridge if not it will be spoiled!” Kihyun nagged when he went outside from Hyungwon’s room with the taller guy trailing from behind with eyes remained closed, the talent he acquired ever since he lived with Kihyun

“Yup, definitely my favorite song” Hyunwoo said before he went inside toilet while humming a song gently