we got love that is hopeless

We keep behind closed doors
Every time I see you, I die a little more
Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls
it'll never be enough
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March 13th

The sound of the melody sounded faintly from the music box which was lying on the cold floor. A love song. However, the music sounded so sadly. Donghae closed his eyes and once again drowned his body into the bath tube. So cold. The tapering fingers began to look shriveled because it had been too long being submerged. Donghae occasionally took a deep breath; let the cold water penetrated into his fragile bones. His tiny lips trembled and began to turn blue. Donghae seemed unable to feel his legs. It felt numb. Along with the pain in his heart. Donghae couldn't be anymore broken than this.

8 days ago

Sweet smile broke on the pretty little lips.The slender body was wrapped in a charming tosca green sweater and a creamy white pair of jeans. His brown hair was a little long, almost reached the shoulders. It looked kind of messy in a good way. Lee Donghae, a fashion blogger who was pretty much well known throughout South Korea. His appearance was so stunning. From head to toe, he was just simply gorgeous. No wonder, Donghae who was known to like the fashion immediately stole the public's attention with his appearance in cyberspace.

Donghae again bit his lower lip. There was a moment of doubt from his expression. In front of him there were two boxes of pudding with different flavors. Lemon and strawberry. Donghae liked both. However, he must choose one. It would be too greedy if he chose both. He would not be able to eat both puddings at once. For a moment he thought to buy both, he would eat one flavor and kept the other one. But it would be awful if it was too long kept and Donghae was very forgetful man. It could be that the pudding would be wasted without him being able to eat it. Choosing a pudding; Donghae has been very confused, let alone had to choose love. Donghae smiled sadly thinking about it. Soon he took the strawberry pudding flavored and left the other one.

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Arriving at the apartment, Donghae immediately headed for the kitchen. He opened the pudding box he had bought earlier. Then he served on an oval plate and cut into pieces. Donghae put it in the fridge. Glancing at the clock; it showed 5 o'clock. Hyukjae would come home soon. Donghae smiled faintly and started to boil the water. Today he intended to cook Hyukjae's favorite fish soup. Donghae cutted off vegetables and was soon ready to boil them.

At 7 o'clock the apartment door was openned. Donghae who was tidying the table immediately ran excitedly towards the front door. There he was, standing the figure of a handsome man with dark hair and a gray suit. Hyukjae was replacing his shoes with home sandals when Donghae's slender body hugged him. The distinctive mint and vanilla scent made Hyukjae smile and tightened  his arms around the beautiful man.

"I miss you so much," Donghae whispered softly.

Hyukjae chuckled and released Donghae's hug. He cupped Donghae's cheeks and stared at bthos mesmerizng pair of eyes that always managed to hypnotize him all the time.

Hyukjae kissed Donghae's lips softly. It felt so sweet. Donghae kissed back with the same great amount of  love. Seconds later, the two stopped the kissing to be able to inhale oxygen. Donghae stared gently at the handsome face before him and smiled happily as h