"Let's break up." I just stared her for quite long wondering if she's joking or not.

"What?" I said when I saw that she is serious

"Are you deaf? I said let's break up Jessica" 

"Why? What did I do now yuri?" I don't understand why she's breaking up on me. I didn't do anything wrong I'm so confused why this sudden break up

"You didn't do anything is just that I fall out of love. Let's end this" my blood boiled in what she said. How can she say that in a calm way?! No emotion or something. I scoff

"How can you say that in a calm tone yuri? In our 4 year relationship you will going to throw that away like it's not important to you?" I fold my arms in my chest and look straight at her

"Tell me why do you want to break up?" She look away and gulp 

"I told you I don't love you anymore." Lame I know she's hiding something from me I know that she still loves me.

"Look at me me yuri and tell me that you don't love me anymore" I saw her breath deeply and look straight at me 

"I don't love you anymore" 

"Fine. If that's you want then get out of my appartment" I coldy said to her. She really don't love me anymore how could she? After 4 years of relationship she's willing to throw that away?! I compose myself not to cry in front of her. 

I turned around and watch the kids who is playing in the park. I will not going to let her see that I'm affected to this breakup. If she don't love me anymore then fine!

I heard the door is being closed. I closed my eyes and breath deeply and suddenly my tears rolled down in my cheeks, I wipe it away and walk to my room 

I slump into the bed and look at the ceiling. How could she?! I love her. I don't understand why she did that! I give her all of my time to her, what's wrong??

I sat up and cover my face with my hands thinking what the hell happened to our relationship? In the past years we are really happy. we fight sometimes but it's not to the point of breaking up. And then today she came to my appartment asking for break up?! Because she fall out of love?!

"Aurgh! I'm going crazy!" I run my fingers through my hair feeling frustrated. 

~

"Jessi!" I snap back to reality because tiffany slap my hand in the table

"What?" I said to her and look outside. It's been 1 week since yuri broke up with me. I'm here in the coffee shop because tiffany persuade me to go out.

"What is wrong with you? Wait is that yuri?" My ear twitch when I heard her name, I look where tiffany's looking at. I clenched my jaw when I saw her laughing with another girl.

So that's why she fall out of love because she have another woman?! We just broke up a week ago! I can't believe her

"Who's that girl?" I stand up and pull tiffany out of the shop 

"Wait-- ouch! Ouch! Jessi!" I keep pulling her until we are far from the shop and that's when I let go of her hand 

"What the hell is that?! You're girlfriend is there with another girl!  Why did you get out?" I faced Tiffany who is massaging her hand 

"We broke up a week ago" she look at me wide eyed and step towards me

"What?! Why?!" I turned my back at her. Everytime I remember our break up it hurts me.

"I don't know" I feel her hug me from the back. So I closed my eyes again

"I'm sorry Jessi" I exhaled and faced her

"It's okay. It's just that I can stand seeing her with another girl, we only broke up how could she move on that fast?" I hug her and burried my face in her shoulder

"I still love her tiff and it hurts me because it's like she didn't treasure our relationship that much" I cant stand it anymore so I cried to her letting it all out.

So unfair I still love her while she already move on. Did she really love me when we are still together? How can she do that? 

"Stop now jess it's okay" She sooth my back to let me calm but I shake my head into her statement. No it's not okay

"It's so u-unfair, She didn't love me anymore tiff" I clutch her shirt and cried even louder. I heard her sigh and pat my back

~

After 6 months 

I heard someone knock on my door so I opened it

"Are you jessica?" I know this girl, she is the one who I saw with yuri in the coffee shop months ago. I clenched my jaw.

"Yes why?" I want to slam the door in front of her luckily I have self control left in my body and also a sign of respect

"Come with me" I raised my eyebrow in what he said. Like hell? Why would I follow her?

"Why?" She smiled in my action. Don't smile at me if you still love your life

"You need to know about yuri" that made me mad. I still love yuri eventhough it's 6 months has passed but hearing her name breaks my heart. 

"No" I closed the door but she block it away and hold my hand 

"Please jessica, you need to know this. Yuri is waiting for you" I saw that she is really serious, I clenched my jaw once again and think weather I believe her or not

"Please?" She pleaded 

I sigh "I'll just change" she nod and smiled

"Thankyou" she said. I didn't response and leave the door open to let her in. I go to my room and change to a comfortable one

After 30 minutes I got out and saw her sitting in the couch near the tv, she stand up when She saw me 

"Are you ready?" I only nod in response. 

"Let's go" she said and go out, so I followed her behind not forgoting to lock the door properly

She opened the door for me to enter and go to ot