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Winter came fast just like a streaming rain, and so did sadness to him. The sun wasn't in the sky today even though it was there actually however it just didn't feel like it. Yoongi was as beautiful as a flower, and pure as the snow that was slowly passing by his window. Mornings weren't his favorite thing however today seem worse because of the reality he had to face. The morning birds were singing outside his window as he walked out of his room to his restroom slow as the white clouds he felt were on the sky. Yoongi missed the sun, that was his priority since he first saw the sun and he feels empty without it. 101224 such an important date for him, it was just such a pressures thing for him. Yoongi brush his teeth like any morning even though it wasn't just any morning for him without the sun shining brightly for him, he washes himself as the water runs down his body as slow as a clock being watched he loses himself in thoughts and posibilities of happiness. Happiness that he might never face again or maybe is a sure thing and he will never face happiness. Yoongi finishes cleaning himself in the restroom and walks down the stairs of his apartment that once was filled with laugher and the bright sun that shined every day, as he was walking down the stairs memories started to blow his mind and at that moment he felt like he couldn't do much however those memories of the sun shining bright and bringing light to his life gave him energy to continue with what had to be done today even if his sun wasn't there. Peace is what he felt when he reached the bottom of the stairs, his apartment was quiet that even if needle felt you would be able to hear it. Yoongi slowly and peacefully walked to his kitchen that was painted white with many decorations that the sun liked and had choosen to place them there. This brought many memories of happy days when the sun was there, these memories were all he would have of what once made him happy. Yoongi didn't eat today, he left home and was now driving to an unknown location. He was very nervous as if he was once again attending to his own wedding again however his emotions were different this time, the tears that were on his eyes were an opposite reason as the ones that were there on the day of his weddings. Yoongi arrived at his destination and his thoughts mixed with memories were making him weak physically and mentally. The ceremony was a heart breat for Yoongi however he tried to appear strong even if in the inside he felt lime dying like the sun.The last words said by the speaker was the words that broke the shield
May you now rest in Peace Jung Hoseok.
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