It's been a year, without her.

She left me.

Even after I begged and pleaded for her to stay.

I knew she was bad for me.

I had an obsession.

She had a dark past.

But no matter how despicable she was,

She was nothing but beauty and grace.

I always told her.

"No wings."

I sat in the park.

The cold December air grazed my cheeks lightly.

This was our bench.

We sat here everyday.

I stared at the letter in my hand.

The pretty little pink writing, on the angelic white envelope.

This letter, was my hope.

My hope that she would return to me.

I opened it gently not wanting to rip the only thing that tied me to her.

There was a letter.

Only she could make the worst situations, the best.

The majestic white facsimiled perfectly with the shiny golden letters.

I began to read the letter.

"Taehyung"

was the heading written in large golden letters.

"I know you're upset that I left.

But I told you, you need to move on.

I am not what you need."

She was all that I needed. All that I ever wanted.

"You know how I treated people in the past.

It was cruel.

But you, there was something about you.

You always said no wings.

It was the truth.

My name and my personality contrast."

She made my heart a better place. 

She gave me something I could believe.

"But if I never get to heaven, do you think I'll still be free?"

Freedom was the one thing that she always wished for.

It hurt me that I couldn't help her find it.

"I just don't understand.

How you could love me.

Even after all I've done to you.

Every day, I gave you a reason not to love me.

And yet, you never left."

She was perfectly imperfect.

I couldn't leave her.

She was a dreadful person.

But that's what made her so strong.

"Like right now.

This is the best reason to forget me.

I left you alone.

In this cold world.

To walk these streets and die alone.

But I bet you still love me."

I'd rather die alone in this cold world, than forget her.

Than to stop loving her.

"I hope you're taking care of yourself.

I miss you.

But it's for the best."

She was oblivious.

She had no idea how much I longed for her.

"And one last thing before I say good-bye,

If I never get to heaven.

Please say you'll come...

and rescue me."

I promise.

And with that, I let out the first tear.

Ever since she left me, I told myself to be strong. 

I didn't cry a single tear until now.

I knew one day I would have to rescue her.

Or that she would come back to me.

Because I always told her,

No wings.

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Once again another one of my sadenning oneshots! I really hope that you all enjoyed this and I thank you endlessly for reading.

This story is inspired by:

Never Get To Heaven by Sarah Blaine

All I Need by Within Temptation.