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Heads up! To avoid confusion, Taehyung, Jimin and Yoongi are in the same age while Jungkook is a year younger. 

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“Bastard,” was the first word that came out of Taehyung’s lips when Yoongi reached their usual meeting place; the bench conveniently situated outside the cafeteria, a few paces from the music building of their university, where Taehyung came out from. The younger had his arms crossed, tapping his shoe impatiently on the ground, forehead creased in tight knots as he glared at the approaching older male, uncaring that Yoongi was sweating excessively, and panting heavily due to exhaustion for running all the way from the parking lot. Talk about being ungrateful. “I’ve been waiting for half an hour already. What took you so long?!” he snarled when the older male was in front of him.

“Sorry,” Yoongi apologized, body slightly bended down, hands on either of his knees as he tried to regain his composure, beads of sweat rolling down his forehead and dropped onto the yard he was standing on. “My car broke down and I had to call a tow company just to get it,” he explained between deep gasps, chest rising and falling as he struggled to catch his breath.

“Cause you ditched your driver again?” the younger concluded, expression impassive as he raised a questioning brow at the elder’s assertion. Taehyung was aware of Yoongi’s lovely history of escaping his personal driver even though his father insisted he had one, so he wasn’t shocked at the least. “You never learn.”

“You know I hate being driven around,” Yoongi pouted, wiped the moisture off his temple with his sweater’s sleeves, and stood up properly, dusted his jeans, and soothed its crinkles. “I’m not a little kid anymore.”

“But you know you at driving, right?” Taehyung pointed out.

“What? I love driving my car.”

“And it broke down on you, pity.”

“It was just out of gas,” he reasoned, which bordered close to a whine when it came out. “I forgot to fill up the tank before I left. Nothing serious.”

But Taehyung was doubtful, threw the older a sceptical look. “And what did your dad say?”

He shrugged before he brought a hand to the back of his nape and rubbed it sheepishly. “I didn’t tell him.”  

“Figured,” the younger snorted before he sat down back on the bench to collect his belongings. “He’d kill you.”

Yoongi felt shivers running down his spine at the thought of his dad ever finding out, he was scared. His dad would have murdered him in his sleep, ripped his throat out and fed it to their dogs if something happened to his car. Filthy rich or not, Yoongi has his limits and knew better that to test his father’s patienc e. His old man would have his head in a silver platter if he didn’t take care of the things given to him and treat them without importance. “The exact same reason why I didn’t tell him.”

Unlike those rich people seen in cringe-worthy afternoon or late night dramas, Yoongi’s upbringing was less spectacular, less extravagant. He didn’t have maids to clean up after his mess, he wasn’t treated differently in school just because his dad could buy half of Seoul, no, none of that. His father was a respectable, humble, and down to earth business man that knew how to value whatever he had been blessed with, without reservations. And he made sure his only son would grow up with such resolve intact.

“Well c’mon, Jungkook is waiting for us and I’d kill you if he’d get mad that we’re late,” Taehyung said as he fixed his things in a hurry, hid his notes inside his backpack and loosely slang it against his shoulder. He immediately shot to his feet, sounding rushed as he stalked past the older.

Yoongi rolled his eyes as he trailed behind the younger who bursted through the cafeteria doors. “Whipped.”

Taehyung glared at the older when he turned to spare him a glance but made no comment and continued striding until they made their way into the vicinity. They’ve known each other since they were in diapers and were used to each other’s comebacks that they don’t mind the slightest insult being flung their way, unfazed as they continued on their own tasks. Perhaps that was the case. Yoongi might be older than Taehyung and their personalities might have clashed a bunch of instances but the younger knew how to stand his ground on him and that’s what Yoongi likes the most about him.

The place was packed when they entered the area; students lining up in the food cue, the air was filled with laughter and nonsense chatter, and a dozen were scattered on the tables across the perimeter. It was break time so there were a ton of people.

They took several steps along the cafeteria, waved and smiled at familiar faces who greeted them as they made their way inside. After a few moments, both spotted a familiar figure across the room, sporting a black leather jacket, his back was turned to them as he had his head hang down, concentrating on the notebook he had in front of him. Taehyung made a straight beeline for the boy with unruly brown hair when he caught his eyes, recognizing him instantly, while Yoongi followed closely after.

“Hey babe,” Taehyung said softly as he patted the other by the shoulder, face breaking into a smile at the sight of the other when he regarded him.

“Hi,” Jungkook greeted back as Taehyung leaned down, gave him a small peck in the cheek before settling down to seat beside him, closed the notebook he had been revising on earlier, his notes long forgotten as his beloved boyfriend was within his grasps. Jungkook was academic conscious but Taehyung will always be his number one priority, the latter always comes first no matter what. “I already ordered food for us, by the way. For hyung, too.”

“Really? Thanks Kookie-ah, you’re a life saver!” Yoongi clapped his hands favourably and beamed at the younger, very much pleased at the act. If he was being truthful, Yoongi approves of Jungkook. He really liked him for Taehyung, and was the first one to give them his blessings when his best friend told him he was dating the other. The kid was too nice for his own good. What did Taehyung do in his past life to deserve a ball of sunshine like Jungkook, anyway?

Jungkook was younger than both Taehyung and Yoongi, from a different major and had met Taehyung when they were in a minor class together. They clicked and of course, everyone loves Taehyung, so the younger fell for his charms straightaway. Taehyung liked Yoongi in earnest, too. In some odd way, they were perfect for each other; Jungkook patched up the other’s rough edges and Taehyung broke pass the younger’s defences. What a cliché love story, Yoongi thought. But it’s sweet nonetheless, and the two are just as gross when together.

“Don’t mention it,” Jungkook gave the older a small smile and he nodded his head. “What took you guys so long, anyway?”

“Ask Yoongi,” Taehyung snickered, jerking his head towards the older before scooting closer to his lover, shoulders brushing at the proximity before he clinged onto the younger’ arm. It was subtle, but Yoongi knew it was an act of possessiveness. “He had a dilemma.”

“I did not,” Yoongi snarled defensively as he sat down in front of the two, plunged his bag onto the floor, close to his feet. “ you.”

“I think I got that covered.” Jungkook smirked mischievously that made Yoongi cringe. Taehyung flushed at the underlying meaning of the statement, nudged his boyfriend on the side, embarrassed, the shade of crimson red ghosting his cheeks till it reached the tip of his ears which made the younger chuckle lowly.

Yoongi whimpered in annoyance. And here goes the couple again. He grimaced at the young lovers before he reached out for one of the plate of food Jungkook had ordered for them, and tried to block out what the younger had previously said before he vomited at the imagery of his best friend doing the nasty with his boyfriend.

The two suddenly engaged in a hushed conversation, talking about something only they know of, and Yoongi wasn’t offended at the least even though he was left out and was completely overlooked; he was pretty used to it. But when he caught glance of Taehyung beaming fondly as the younger his hair in affection, before the said hand went down to his cheek and caressed it gently, resonated on each other’s presence, something stirred inside Yoongi that he had been denying long ago. He felt bitter looking at the two, how their eyes would be luminous of warmth and adoration when they stare at each other—  being so in love— while here he was, single and alone. It was sickening at some point, how many times he wanted to puke rainbows and unicorns while watching the two, but somehow, he couldn’t help but feel lonely at the thought he had no one unlike his friends. It was sad and Yoongi hated that feeling the most.

He coughed a few times which caught their attention. “Can you two be lovey-dovey somewhere else? Be more considerate.”

“You’re just sour ‘cause you have no one,” Taehyung countered, his tone was mocking as he smirked at the older jokingly (he knew better), Yoongi rolled his eyes in return.

“I thought you were dating that senior, Hoseok-hyung?” Jungkook questioned, directed for the older male which he quickly denied, scooping a spoonful of vegetable salad from his plate and chewed on it happily.

“He wasn’t really Yoongi’s type,” Taehyung answered in his stead.

Jungkook hummed thoughtfully, placed his hand under his chin, watching him attentively, as if he was observing him. “That’s a pity. He’s sort of famous though.”

“And I bet he’s awesome in bed too,” Taehyung added, no hint of remorse when he said it. Yoongi barely resisted the urge to face palm and smack the younger. This is one of the many wonders that is Kim Taehyung, he’d be a blushing in one second, and he a total expert the next. What is it with him and why did everything have to be ual? “Don’t you get hard just by looking at him?”

“I don’t care, I never really liked him that much,” he answered with a shrug, brushing aside his best friend’s previous query which made the younger pout. “He’s hot, I’ll give him that. But I don’t really see myself with him, long term.”

Jung Hoseok was a famous basketball player for their university, an engineering student, and had been pining on Yoongi for a while now. The latter appreciates the attention but Hoseok just wasn’t the type of guy he liked. Despite his looks and astonishing grades, the senior lacked appreciation for the arts like Yoongi does, deeming everything outside the field of Math and Science as a waste of time and effort. And when your life revolved around music and art like Yoongi, you wouldn’t enjoy the company of someone who outright questions your decision to take up music as a major, forget the undeniable fact that he was a hunk. Quite a turn off to be honest.

“Then what do you like?” Jungkook pried, tone more serious this time. Yoongi actually gave it a thought. He never really had any specific preferences after all.

“Boring, plain and everything that Yoongi is,” Taehyung enumerated, dodging the spoon the older had thrown his way just in time before it collided with his face, letting go of his hold on Jungkook and stuck his pink tongue out when saw the older fuming. “Ha! Missed.”

“Don’t you have anything better to do?” Yoongi hissed.

“Now that you mention it,” the younger starts innocently, “I do have auditions later.”

“For real? So you’re really serious about joining the school’s dance crew?”

“What? They’re awesome!” the younger exclaimed, arms in the air, he sounded excited, eyes gleaming and it made his boyfriend chortle quietly at how adorable the former was. “And it would be fun!”

Taehyung had always been passionate about dancing, Yoongi sometimes question why the latter chose to take up music as his major when he would fit in with dance so perfectly— not that he’s complaining, though. They grew up together and music had been their common interest. Taehyung was a talented singer, Yoongi was a talented composer— music was everything for them.

“You’ll come watch, right?” his best friend prompted, he was hopeful and Yoongi secretly smiled. No matter how much the other had changed in the years, he was still the Taehyung he knew; the brat that wants Yoongi to witness every endeavour he partakes in. “Watch me dance.”

“Don’t make out in front of me while I’m there then I’ll reconsider,”Yoongi proposed as he pointed a finger at the two which made Jungkook laugh and Taehyung giggle. “And I mean it.”

“Deal.”

 

 

Yoongi went to the gym to watch his best friend’s audition just like he promised, later on the day, after their class was done. Taehyung practically dragged him though so that he won’t run away. He and Jungkook— being the supportive boyfriend that he was— were situated by the bleachers, were spectators, while the audition-nees were at the side of the gym, warming up; some even have earphones stuffed in their ears, probably listening to music to calm their restless nerves, waiting for their name to be called in both anticipation and worry. The number of people who turned up to try out was quite impressive; Yoongi bet there were around seventy of them that were dispersed on the closed space. Well, their dance crew was quite famous for having bagged a couple of recognitions from various competitions and were no push over, respected highly by many— no wonder Taehyung wanted to join them so badly.

Yoongi was never a big fan of dancing. It was strenuous and he gets easily tired, was physically weak—unlike his hyperactive best friend— so he never really tried it before cause the idea of sweating disproportionately in front of a ton of people was off putting. Taehyung’s name was called all of a sudden, cutting Yoongi’s train of thought. The younger came up and stood at the center of the gym, introduced himself when he was asked, flashed his infamous grin and performed the dance routine he had been working on for a while. They allowed any type of genre as an audition piece so Taehyung proceeded. The audition went by like a breeze; it wasn’t exciting in any way for Yoongi. Of course his best friend did great— Taehyung was great at everything— the older was confident he would be given a spot and he wasn’t being biased. Despite the lack of knowledge about the basics of dance, he had a keen eye for what was deemed an amazing performance, average and simply disappointing. And Taehyung was definitely not the latter.

After bowing when he was done, Taehyung headed to where they were. Jungkook enveloped the other in a tight hug when he came crashing on him, whispered soft praises against his ear while Yoongi gave the younger a small smile and a thumbs-up when their eyes met.

They watched the others perform after they settled down, and Yoongi was starting to get bored. But not until someone caught his attention. It was almost coincidental, his eyes probably playing tricks on him of some sort. He turned his head to scan the room and he found his gaze fixed to the guy sitting on the judges table, lean body wrapped around a thick jacket, hands busy scribbling something on a notebook while his eyes were focused on the ones performing in front of him. He looked familiar, Yoongi thought with a frown as he observed the other.

Where have I seen him before?

Oh, that’s right! He was in Yoongi’s Calculus class. No wonder he looks like I’ve seen him almost all the time. He was the one sitting in front of him. How come he wasn’t noticed him sooner when he came in earlier?

That’s funny, what was he doing here?

He was a dancer? Yoongi never knew. They’ve been classmates for months but he didn’t peg him as the type to be into this stuff. Heck, he didn’t even know his name!

When everyone was finished, the upperclassmen of the dance crew stood in front of the crowd gathered— there were 10 of them— including the familiar guy with silky black hair. His back was straight as he stood, hands clashed tightly together, eyes wondering around the area but he was still clearly avoiding direct contact, he appeared nervous and awkward as he bit his lower lip. Cute, Yoongi thought. A tall blonde girl beside him took a step forward and began talking in a loud voice; thanking everyone who auditioned, announced that the results will be posted the following day since the other members had to talk it through on who to choose. To everyon

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Chapter 1: Aww, I wanted to read more!
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Chapter 1: Nice story...short but nice good job.