"Pip...pip....pip..." alarm sounded. "Ugh.." i groan try to open my eyes a little ."what time is it ?"i said while ruffling my hair and lazyly position myself to sit on the edge of the bed .my eyes still closed and try to get back to sleep again . Everything seems so quiet and calm ,i feel more sleepy again , i slowly lull my body back to bed , and i close my eyes again try to get sleep again suddenly "BOO SEUNGKWAN !!!WAKE UP YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IS IT ?!?!?@??!?!?!" My mom scream . Because of her scream i startled and my body jumping from the bed and i tumble down on the floor "ugh" i said my head hitting the floor . Another screaming coming again"BOO SEUNGKWANN!!! WAKE UP" . I sighed "why in the morning can they just stay quiet ,hufhh, YESS MOM I BE DOWN ANY MINUTE !!" i said while tried to stand from the floor .i ruffles my bed hair and go to the bathroom ."hey handsome " i said while looking my reflection in the mirror . " you look good today huh " i said while shooting 😘wink on my reflection . And i start brushing my teeth and washing my face and i kind of washing my hair because my hair look terrible . I come out from the bathroom and taking my uniform in the closet .after wearing my uniform i packed my book and pencil case and incoporate into the bag . And i pick my bag and going down stair. I see my mom ,dad and my two sister is talking on the dining room .

"Good morning " i said .

" morning " they all say . 

I sit beside my sister and i start eating .  I try make conversation Between eating breaking the silent because everytime we eating were too much into the food .

" anyway mom " i said .

"What ??" My mom still eating . 

" you know you dont need to screaming in early morning you can scare our neighbours with your voice " i said . 

"Well its your fault for not waking up " my mom said while shurgging. 

" really😧, you can just come upstair and wake me up you know" i said . 

" too lazy go upstair my feet dont want to work hard in the early morning , and i wont waste my energy for useless thing " my mom said while shrugged and this time she added weird face . 

" hufhhh ,is up to you anyway dont use that ugly face in here is bothering me " i said . 

My mom choke on her food and drinking a water . And she start talking (although she have choking she still can talk really well , well its her advantages )

" what you say !?!?, hellow to the worldd~~. you say this face who look like angel from heaven ugly , hufh i cant belive you this face too high quality for you tgoo judge , and my face more beautiful than you " she say with high confidence and toss he hair . 

" what ever you say anyway toss your hair in here while give our food some virus and  your face is not like and angel , more than angel i think your face is like devil with horn " i said while imitate the devil horn with my finger . 

My two sister and my dad laughing . " well she look like that when she mad " my dad said . 

" what you too honey i thought you with me " my mom said while pouting cutely in front my father ( 😧even though is not even cute a little bit ) .

" well its the truth what really happen right " my father said and me and my sister nodding too . 

" hmphh , i hate you all " she said while crossing arms in her chest and still pouting and turn her face too other side not want too face my father . 

" owhhw my pretty baby is angry " my father said while hugging my mom from the side . 

" i hate you " my mom said . 

" i love you too, you know even though you angry or mad maybe you look like devil but still my pretty angel that i met a long time a go with pretty smile  " my father said still hugging my mom

.(okay this is kind of awkward because they do it in front of us and i think is too much chessy even i think my finger can broke😩😧 )

" really " my mom said right now she turning her face too my father .

"of course as always my pretty princess that i really love and no one can surpass your pretty in my eyes " my father said (chessy😛)

My mom hugging my father back they start cuddling and start saying chessy word . 

( really infront of their child and in the dining room , you must be kidding me 😑)

"Ehmm you know dont start making out in here and were still eating dont do anything strange in here " i said while glaring at them .

My mom stuck her tongue out and she said " well he just jealous seeing us even thought in these age we still romantic too each other , you must want to do this with mingyu right " my mom said raising her eyebrows and winking her eyes . 

(Well my family already know about me being gay and the story i like mingyu they just cool with it and they say as long as you happy and have good influence for me and not distrubing my study or anything else they will always say okay . I love my family they are so fun and even thought we were fighting we just kidding like i do with my mom and they always suporting for what i was and what i want .i always tells my secret too them if i have any problem or hard time they always encourage me.and i always tell them all my loves problem  and we really all have speciall bond in this family even we always have our speciall hug  )

I startled with my mother saying and my cheeks starting too feel hot and i start blushing . 

" wha..what of course not " i said stuttering . 

" what do you mean not , you know you should start confessing your felling for him isn't like he will never have girlfriend forever right someday he will find a girlfriend and he will spent more time with his girlfriend than you " my father said my sister nooded at my father said to me . 

" well maybe its true someday he will find girlfriend but right now he still never tell he has a girl he like , and is just my heart still not ready too confess my real feeling towards him , is just afraid he will gross and never want to be friend with me if he just doesnt mind gay im okay if he reject me we can still be friend but what if he hate me " i said . 

All my family sigh . " hey but if you not telling your feeling  towards him , you will always getting hurt you know . He handsome ,tall , smart , like a model and good at everything . And he have many fans in your school you know that right " my sister said while patting my back . 

" yeah i know that but i think right know is not the right time " i said. 

" well you should say it quickly before he get taken by someone else " my father said . 

Suddenly voice coming from the back of my head  ." Who will get taken " he said with his usually deep morning voice  . i startled and looking my back and see the tall figure standing in the living room 

"Hello mingyu " my mother said . 

" good morning eomonie " mingyu said while smile . 

He start sitting beside me ." Anyway what are you talking about ?" He ask . 

" uhm..uhm nothing is just its not that important " i said nervously and relief he must not hearing what the topic were talking about . 

" uhmmm okay " he said . 

" anyway mingyu did you have already eating breakfast " my father ask . 

(Well as you say me and mingyu family is so close well we been friend for over 10 years ,well kind of long . And our mother is bestfriend on the middle school our father is close . Every saturday i would always sleeping in on mingyu house and always going to his house if im bored and have nothing to do ) 

" yes but im still little hungry , because my mom today suddenly saying that she start dieting and make all of us dieting with her because she cant take seeing us eat delicious food while she nibbling on her vegetable and fruit salad . So we must eat salad in the morning " he said while sigh . 

" hahaha why she suddenly start dieting " my mom ask . 

" well why dont you ask her personality maybe because my father again , because i ask her the reason she just change the topic " he said . 

" ouww well i talk to her later , anyway her you can eat the left over sandwich that i make " my mom said while giving him plate with sandwich on top of it . 

" thank you as always you are the one who know me the best " he said while winking my mother . My mom giggling . 

" ehmmm dont winking at my princess " my father said suddenly . (Okay this start going to be embrassed because they use their chessy name infront mingyu 😑, must my father doing this infront of mingyu ) 

" oh honey stop being so jealous you know right my love just for you " my mother said while pinching my father cheeks . 

" even thought he still a man any man can try to flirting with you because you too beautiful " my father said . (Okayy ... this getting really embarassing 😳) 

" ouwwwwww , i love you " my mother said and hugging my dad . 

(Okay we done here i cant take it anymore this just too chessy ) 

" hey mingyu lets go to school before the bus start leaving " i said while pulling his arms a little . 

" ahhhh waeee... i still doesnt finishing my breakfast and i can watch free romantica drama in here " he said while whinning . (really is this what you call romantica drama these day people have weird taste😑)

" you can just bring the sandwich and eating it while walking " i said . 

" dont want to , the mayo will dirtying my hands and it will be all sticky and i dont have any tissue " he said . 

"Hufhh " i start little bit angry and my mother and father still get chessy amd cudling infront us . 

I wishpering in his ear " stupid just go out from here i cant stand their chessyness , is just my toes will curling too much maybe my toes finger will broken " . 

" hah . You too much exaggerating is not that chessy their relationship is so sweett " he said . 

I start too lose my temper a little " well if you dont wanna go out from here i wont let you play my xbox for 2 month " i said while starting taking my bag and get out from dining room .

" what you said two monthhhsss" he said screaming . I tie my shoes and start to get out from my house . "Mom , dad , noona im going to school " i said (well there no respons they just too much into each other ) im going out from the house .

" wait seungkwan im going with you dont make me  not playing xbox for two months " he said as he catch up with me . 

" well its depend on you " i said while shrugging (well i think i got the habit of my mom shurgging ) 

" why we bestfriend right , dont act mean with your lovely bestfriend here " he said and start whinning . 

" dont whinning to me and is up too me right " i said . 

" ahhhh waeee...." he whinning again . 

( welll what he say right we just bestfriend who being together for a long time , i hope he know what i feel . I want him to know that i want more than being friend with him ) 

" hufhhh " i sighedd . 

" what happen ??" He ask . 

" what ?" I ask . 

" well you sighing in the middle of early morning " he said . 

" nothing is just im embrassed with my mom and dad because they are flirting infront of you if with my sister and me we can take it but infront of other people really i cant belive them " i said . i lied of course i wont tell him that i hate that he just think me as his bestfriend not more than that . Well it will be too fast the story ends here.

" welll your mom and father a cute couple i think even thought in their old age their love bond still strong to each other " he said while admiring the couple . 

" well is your mom and dad not like that ?" I ask . 

" welll they do " he said . 

" why dont you admire you mother and father couple than mine " i ask . 

" well indeed their couple is just like your mom and dad but my mom and dad couple is moreee.... " he start silent . 

" what more what " i ask out of curious .

He start leaning closer to my ears and start wishpering 

" they are more ually intimate than your couple " he said . Blushing start formed in my face because his lips so close to my ears and his voice i soo deep . 

" euwww" i said while rolling my eyes . 

" welll ist the truth if you dont belive me come to my house and sleppover until sunday , because they daily ruoutine always on sunday " he said . 

" hey stupid why are you know something like that " i said while slapping his arms .

"Well my moms voice is little loud or my dads is too much rough , i can hear them making out " he said while grinning . 

" euwww stop talking about this topic " i said .

While we already arrive in the bus stops .after 2 minute the bus is coming we start entering the bus and take a sit behind the bus . I sitting down and take out my earphone from my pocket and plug in on my handphone and start picking a song that i like to hear in the morning . I plug the earphone on my right ear and when i want to plug the other earphone he suddenly taking it and plug it on his ears . I looking at him with "what are you doing face" .

" what why are you looking at me like that , why you dont like sharing music with me " he said .

" no is just strange why are you suddely want hearing song in the morning , you always says is noisy and sleep on the bus is there something good happening too you " i said . His face start form blushing on his cheeks . Why my heart feel so stuffing like there will be really something not good happening today because he acts so diffrent is he really found the girls he like . Just to think like that my heart feels more stuffing.

" wha..what nothing good happen, is just i want to hear music because i want to  " he said stuttering . 

" hmmmh are you sure well your face is red " i said while poking his red cheeks . 

" wha..whaat " he said covering his face . 

" what are there the girl you like " i said jokingly .his face become more redder . 

" wha....what..a.a.gir..girl.... Hahahah... no i doesnt have " he said more stuttering than before . 

" hey slowdown buddy i just kidding you dont need to stuttering so much and blushing so hard " i tell him . 

" hahahahahah ....i know you kidding " he said . While slowly the blush disappear from his face . 

" hmmh are you sure you take it as joke but you really blushing and stuttering really hard " i said . 

" hahaha that just a acting " he said awkwardly ( really do you want me too belive that as acting well the most stupid persons will thinks that as acting ). 

" hmmm up to you " i said start turn on the song and start looking outside the window . What this worry feeling i have on my heart , why i think why he will leave me alone . I hate the feeling i have to him is just too much hurt too handle . I have the feeling like he will soons got a boyfr. I ignore the pain i have in my heart and start slowly want to focus on the song .