To you 

How are you doing? I hope you're okay. It has been a while since we last spoke. The last time we spoke, was about another girl you tried to connect with. You asked me for advice, since we had been together for almost 2 years. How could you think I would be able to help you? We couldn't even help ourselves. We couldn't save us. In the end I did help you. 

My heart has healed since the last time we spoke. Not completely, as expected. As usual. I tried to write you a letter, which I was going to keep as a secret. I just wanted to breathe again. I miss you. You were my friend, my best friend. My home. I think of you when I shouldn't, I think of you when I don't want to. You keep popping into my head like it's your place to be. I want to tell you "I love you", but it doesn't mean anything to you anymore, coming from my mouth. You have someone else and that's okay.