Donghae's pov: 

it's crazy you know? when you fall for someone you want to give your heart, smile, laugh, emotions... everything you just want to give everything to that person. When you see that person the world clashes around you and at that very moment the one that remains in your heart is all you ever think about all you ever want all you ever need 

I mean has anyone really felt like that? Does anyone know how i feel? 

I have never felt like that honestly, i though i would never encounter that feeling, well, not until a boy named Lee Hyukjae came into my life. from that very day i met him i fell for him he's quite something you know? that gorgeous gummy smile of his, his cute laughter, he just makes me feel complete I mean we have been best friends for as long as i can remember and he has been there at my rough moments been there when i needed a shoulder to lean on 

From the very first day my heart was pounding for you Eunyhyuk 

You know can i tell you all something? as i was with the sub unit with him my love for him grew each day as we were together my feelings grew stronger, i don't know if i can keep it in or not what do i do?

Should i risk our friendship?

Should i confess?

Or should i keep it inside?

i dont know...

"Donghae?"

I turn around and see Eunhyuk looking at me and i nod my head 

"yeah?"

"I was asking you something and you didn't reply are you ok?"

oh i was only thinking of you...

i shake my head

"Nope, sorry what did you say?"

i see concern written in his face but he tells me anyway

"I was thinking should we practice again? you know, to make sure it's perfect for our fans?"

i smile at him and nod my head

We get into our positions and started the song, our first song was when you cry as we were singing i took a few glances at Eunhyuk and he was... sad? i saw the look in his eyes... should i question him? he looks really upset i couldn't bare it

When you cry…

It’d be like an unbelievably hopeless joke, that’s even more unbelievably not funny,
To the point where the critics would make a joke out of it, so much that it’d be left forgotten.
“That’s the kind of song I’ll write”
Don’t you remember me saying that?
A famous song, that’d make at least one person cry

This unskillful naive Rock ‘n’ Roll that I sing
Instead of just making it a one in a million hit, Make it in your life
Even if no one values it,
I think to myself, that it has meaning, when you cry

oh oh oh when you cry oh oh oh

I want to convey it as more than even the truth, so I rewrite it over and over again
A refined piece of work? It won’t become anything like that, but
The truth is there’s something
That I’d like to ask you one day
Is this the kind of famous song you’d shed tears to?

This unskillful naive Rock ‘n’ Roll that I sing
Instead of just making it a one in a million hit, Make it in your life
Even if no one values it,
I think to myself, that it has meaning, when you cry

Before I realized it, it was morning, and I was thinking of nothing but you
I don’t know if today will go well too but
I’ll try the best I can, you know.

This unskillful naive Rock ‘n’ Roll that I sing
Instead of just making it a one in a million hit, Make it in your life
Even if no one values it,
I think to myself, there’s meaning to it

This unskillful naive Rock ‘n’ Roll that I sing
Instead of just making it a one in a million hit, Make it in your life
Even if no one values it,
I think to myself, that it has meaning, when you cry

oh oh oh When you cry oh oh oh
When you cry

I watch him as tears start flowing in his eyes and he looks at me apologetically before turning away holding his cheeks and crying heavily, i didn't know what to do as i walk up to him and clutch onto his arm he turns around in surprise as i caress his cheeks lovingly wiping the tears that threaten to leave his face 

"Eunhyuk?"

i say soothingly 

"Hmm?"

"Would you tell me?"

i cup both sides of his cheeks and stare at him intently in the eye

"Tell you what?"

he looks at me in confusion 

"What's wrong?"

he doesn't answer and looks away for a moment and then stares again, the look in his eyes, they were unreadable, i couldn't tell what he was thinking or feeling i sigh and i hug him tightly

"Donghae?"

i look up, still hugging him 

"Hae, it's just that, i'm really thankful to the members but you know how hard it is to share my feelings towards others i can't even begin to describe what i feel for all of you, you guys help me at my worst and always there for me always making me laugh and you guys make me feel complete you know? without all the members i dont know what i will do, without you all i am nothing... i, i love you guys when you guys cry or feel upset i just want to be there and help i want to be there to comfort all of you i want to be there as much as you guys have been there for me" he starts to shake "none of you will ever know how much i love you guys, you're all my everything, it hurts without all the super junior members you know? we've been through so much and i just want to heal everyones pain" 

he breaks down and cups his face covering it and i widen my eyes in shock 

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Hey Guys! i thought to change my update trying to make it better then yesterday and here you go! hope you all like it i will update soon dont forget to like and comment i love feedback from people! 

Thank you all for reading xx 

Love you as much as Eunhyuk loves Donghae and as much as Donghae loves Eunhyuk 

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I'm pushing my luck aren't i?