Hyuk pov.

This is not what I wanted, I never wanted others to tell me what to do and not being able to do anything by myself. I always tought that I can believe everyone. I guess I was always too kind and too sensitive that people used me this much. People used to play with me because I was too kind that I let them do anything to me. I never tought that I will have this urge to fight for myself, to be who I am without others. Maybe I was a little selfish too, maybe I used these people I am talking about too, and all that because everytime when I couldn't do something I asked for their help even when I knew they were using me. I was never able to stand on my own feet, I was always behind someone else, that's how I felt. Maybe some of them were really my friends, my TRUE friends.

And so I have decided to make the most important thing in my life, stand for myself. I'm going to propose to the most incredible person in the world. He was the only one I believed that wasn't using me, and took me as I am. I never met someone like him. His name was Lee Donghae, my love, my only inspiration for me. I always loved him and I always would. He is the only one I want to spend my life with. And so I took up my courage and proposed to him.

It's been a few years already since I proposed. Donghae agreed to marry me and now we are going to adopt a little boy. From the moment he agreed to marry me, no from the moment I met him I knew I changed into a better person. He made me a better person. I slowly started to believe people and now I can say I have friends who I know will never use me to their own good. Donghae is the most beautiful and incredible thing that could happen to me. I was never happier.

And so now i'm here. It's been 50 years since me and Hae met and our love is still as strong as it was. In our lives there were a lot of conflicts, arguments but without these we would have never experienced the beautiful and happy moments that happened to us. I know that me and Hae are going to be always together. Even in our next lives I will make sure that Lee Donghae is mine. I will never let this amazing person that changed my life leave my side. He has showed me the true love and friendship that I couldn't even imagine before I met him, he is someone I can't really describe in words. Let's just say that he is my whole world. Without him I wouldn't be able to find myself and find who I really am and I know that he is the one that has the most special place in my heart. And most importantly he is the one that gave me hope, he could always make me feel special about myself. In other words he is my everything. 

Ok i don't know where this came from. I know it's short, but i just had a little emotional day and i had to get it from me, It was only my inspiration. I didn't know it will turn out this way but i think it's good. Please don't forget that i'm still a new writer even if i already wrote 2-3 stories. So please enjoy reading, subscribe and leave a comment on how you liked it.