We were the sweetest couple in the Uni

Him and me

I always thought he would be the one, but I never thought about me being the one for him, I thought it was a mutual feeling

But when I found out how he make out with my senior during his study trip, I know I’m not the one for him

I didn’t come to the study trip, simply because I hate long road trip, it stressed me out

The broke up was bad, he screamed at me the whole time and I was just standing there with no emotion left, I cried so hard before making the decision to break up with him

We were a childhood friend that turned into lover, It was a scary thought to think I would live without him

But I have to, I need to stand up for myself

Then everything turned awkward…

I was avoiding him as much as I can

I could feel his stare when I walked pass him in the hallway

We never talked anymore

We’re just stranger with memories

I tried so hard to hold myself from running across the football field when he fell on his nose during the game

I peeked through the clinic window just to make sure he’s okay

It would be a lie if I say I don't love him anymore

And then, the semester passed, the year passed

It was one year and five months after the brake up

I was fine, well… at least I believed I was fine

But I think the world didn’t want me to avoided him anymore

I was in the same Taekwondo Club as him, he was the reason why I join that Club

We were still friends when he begged me to join the same Club as him, that way we would still have time to hang out together even if we studied in the different major

I didn’t mind at all, my father was a Taekwondo coach for whole his life

And so that day…

He was sitting two persons away from me

A knot formed inside my stomach

He stared at me the whole time

I was fidgeting my fingers do hard and his stare moved from my face to my fingers

I knew he would hold it, he used to hold my hands at this kind of situation

Then the coach called my name

And his name

What?

He wanted us to fight against each other

No…

I couldn’t face him, not today

Not ever

But then, he already stood in front of everyone ready for his fight

I let out sigh before stood up from my sit

I looked at him

The memories me, hard

I remembered the reason why I loved him

How I loved him so much

And how I thought he loved me too

I was out of focus when suddenly he pulled the side of my taekwondo suit

My nose hit the floor

I gasped

He gasped

A red liquid marked my suit

My nose was bleeding so hard, I almost cried

He kneeled in front of me, trying to reach my chin

“Don’t…” I said while covering my nose

I stood up after the coach told me to go to the clinic

I walked out of the training hall with him following close behind me

The nurse checked my nose and said it would be just fine, it would bruise but she said it wouldn’t need any surgery

My suit was covered in blood so she told me to change

I was struggling to wear my hoodie when he suddenly barged in and help me to put my hoodie over my t-shirt

“Thanks” I mumbled

Suddenly…

He hugged me

Then I cried

Then he cried

I cried so hard inside his arms

It felt so right

“It was a torture. Don’t leave me, I beg you.” He mumbled

I cried harder

He broke the hug as he said, “I can’t take it anymore, it is cliché, but I don’t think I can live without you.”

I cupped his face then wiped his tears away

I never saw him cry

It was heartbreaking to see how miserable he looked

His dark circle, his visible cheekbones, how long his hair was

I looked inside his eyes

That stare…

 And then he kissed me

At that time, for the first time I finally knew that I am the one for him just like how he’s the one for me.

a little drabble because i almost finish this semester

*hooray*