She finds herself on her knees, begging for him to wake up.

But, her cries remain unheard, and unknown.

Now, she must leave on her journey, while he has no clue.

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Dear Diary,

     BLAH. Is the only word to describe my life right now.

B- Because of him, I'm going to leave my trip worried, and scared.

L- LOL. That joke was funny! Moving on!

A- ASDFG. I'm leaving soon.

H- Heavens only knows the amount of work I put into my life to take care of him, but he's not even awake to notice it.

= BLAH. My life is BLAH.

Lots of love,

Sunny.

(Which is the last thing that my life is right now)

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Dragging my luggage, I silently ran off into the station, scared that I would be late. If I was late, my boss would kill me. 

Yes, literally. KILL me.

So right now, I’m at Seoul Station, heading into Daegu.

You must be wondering who I am, and what I am.

I`m Park Sun Young and it’s nice to meet you.

I’m 21 years old, and I’m a journalist/photographer.

Anyways, my boyfriend is in the hospital while I’m going on a train trip.

To Daegu.

Not that I hate Daegu or anything.

It .

 So, I’m going on an hour long train trip.

And then I’m staying there for a week.

Alone.

Without any company.

It’s absolutely bird dung.

And it .

Anyways, I’m near the train now.

Just 30-40 people who are waiting.

Great.

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I was late.

I am late.

I caught the third train from the first one where I was supposed to catch it.

God, do you hate me?

If you do, can you hate on me some other day? I’m busy right now.

I wonder how Jonghyun’s doing…

Is he okay?

Is he dead?

I hope not.

Is he awake yet?

I hope not.

I know that it`s selfish that I don`t want him to wake up, but I want him to wait for me!

Wait until I come home, and then wake up.

In the mean time, start hibernating without the food.

And I`ll be home before you know it!