You woke up and felt the empty spot on your right. Usually you would wake up with Myungsoo beside you, but today, when the sun greeted you 'good morning', he wasn't there to welcome the day with you. Fear enveloped you right away. Ever since the media took note that you and Myungsoo still does not have a child after eight years of mariage, you always feel insecure of your relationship. He assured you that he's ok with just the two of you, but judging by how he constantly adores Gikwang and Hana's baby, you can't help but feel anxious. The two of you did see a doctor about this, but all tests came out to be normal. Myungsoo keeps assuring you though that the baby will come when it's the right time. 

Questions like "Did he find someone better?" or "Did he not want me because I can't bear his child?" keeps lingering in your head as you walk out of the master's bedroom. Your house is located close to your brothers and dad. After all, the agreement for letting you get married early is that you will be very close to them so they can be there when you need them to. The house is a two-storey mansion that you consider to be too big for the two of you, but since it's Sunggyu's wedding gift for his brother, you gladly accepted it. You walked your way towards the kitchen and saw Myungsoo, already dressed for work, cooking breakfast.

"Good morning" You whispered softly. You felt relieved when you saw your husband.

"Good morning love." He turned to you and smile. "What's with the whisper? Are you not feeling well?" He worriedly asked as he let go of the sptaula and approached you

"I'm ok...I just...I got worried when I didn't see you beside me that's all" You gave him a faint smile

"Love, are you sure you're ok? You don't have to go to work today you know. You're the Director of the Marketing Department, but you are the heiress of the company too, so technically you can just stay at home and let your wonderful, handsome husband do the work" He said as he enveloped you in his sturdy arms

"I'm ok really. Besides the CEO for Tuan Enterprises is arriving from USA today. I am in-charge of briefing him about the project too"

"Another project. This means less time for me" Myungsoo frowned

"Hey! You have a project with Yoseob oppa too! Remember? that mall in Busan" You laughed. He hated working with Yoseob, but since it was yours and his dad's decision, he did not have a choice.

"After eight years, can you believe he still calls me ? I mean how can I when you're the one who forced yourself on me last night!" Myungsoo joked as he let go of you and walk back towards the stove

"OPPA! Don't say things like that!" You went up to him and playfully hit him

"What? is my baby shy? You were good last night though. A perfect way to celebrate our 8th year anniversary" He looked at you and patted your cheeks

"8th year anniversary?" You looked at him, confused.

"You forgot? Today is our 8th year as husband and wife" Myungsoo looked at you and smiled as your eyes grew bigger with shock

"I...oh my gosh I'm so sorry...I didn't even buy any gift...oh my I'm so sorry oppa! I've been busy with work because of the new venture and then - " You couldn't continue as he kissed you fully on the lips

"It's ok love. You don't have to apologize. You never have to apologize to me. Besides you're my queen. All you have to do is sit and wait for breakfast to be served" He said as he let go of the kiss

"I'm so lucky. My husband is too sweet. No wonder you're making the breakfast today. I should've gotten the clue when I saw you cooking" You smiled. You feel grateful that Myungsoo treats you like his queen. It's been a tradition for him to cook for your breakfast once a year during your anniversary. He would kick out the chef to make sure he makes your breakfast on that special year. "I didn't have a gift for you though' You frowned as you sat on the bar stool.

"Hey I told you. Last night was more than enough" He briefly looked at you and smiled

"Oppa! Stop saying that!" You covered your face in embarassment.

"Oh come on love. It's just the two of us!"

"Two of us" Your frown deepened.

"Gikwang sent me a picture of Hayoung! It's only been two weeks, but I feel like she's grown too much" He said. 2 weeks ago, Hana gave birth to Hayoung. Although they've only been married for 2 years, they had a child before you and Myungsoo. Of course the media critcized your relationship with Myungsoo again.

"I'm sorry oppa" You whispered soft enough that he barely caught what you said

"Why are you apologizing again?" He put the toasted bread on the plates and brought it on the table

"I'm sorry that we don't have a baby of our own" You looked at him as he set the table for the two of you

"Love, you don't have to say sorry for that. I just thought you would like it if I tell you about your niece. If it makes you uncomfortable though, we don't have to talk about it" He worriedly looked at you

"No no I'm happy to talk about Hayoung. I just feel really bad. It's been 8 years, and the media keeps insisting that we're no match that's why we don't have a baby yet. I always wonder, what if they're right? It scares me sometimes" You held on his hand

"Oh love, it does not matter what they say. You love me and I love you. That's all that matters. The baby will eventually come. Besides we're young so we have a lot of time to make babies!" He tried to cheer you "I love you. Happy 8th wedding anniversary" He caressed your hand

"Happy 8th wedding anniversary...I love you" You kissed him on the cheeks 

You really feel grateful towards your husband, but it still scares you. What if you really can't bear his child? Will he just leave you for someone better?

 

 

A/N: How is it guys? I hope you like this third instalment for the Our Love series!