You screams as loud as possible you can because you got a notification that BTS will do a MENTION PARTY at 8p.m. and you have 5 more hours before 8p.m. 

You quickly make a lot of questions for each of them and translate everything in korean so you thought they will notice you. A lot of funny questions that you make just for them especially to your one and only kim taehyung, wishing that at least one of them will reply you.

Time passes, another 5 more minutes to 8p.m. Your heart beats so fast. You read back all the questions that going to ask them and pray hard they will notice you. for freaking almost 3 years you stan them, you never meet them or see them perform live so now you're hoping that your luck will come to you.

For almost 3 years you wait for this moments, for 5 hours you thought a lot of question to give them, more than 50 questions you saved in the draft, the time has finally arrived. 8p.m. your hand is shaking but you keep on sending them the drafts that you already saved. Eventhough you on a notification on their account but you won't get a notification if they reply to someone that you not follow.  but then you suddenly got a notification. and its a replied from BTS but not for you. its for your tlist that you followed and she's a taehyung's fan too. in that tweet the fan asked them "hi guess who's my bae?" and the one who replied it is taehyung, himself "me me me! kim taehyung! I love you!!!" 

Your jaw dropped, your eyes got watery, you heard something breaks [your heart]. you can't believe that you sent to them a lot of questions but you don't even get a reply from anyone while that fan.... she just tweet once but taehyung even replied her in english??? you laughed at yourself, without realizing that you already cried. you don't know want to congrat her or to block her. you're so in a mix feelings. so you just decide to log out that account and stay hiatus for awhile until you get cool down. because you know the only one thing in this world that can make you happy is kpop, bts and of course your kim taehyung.

You asked yourself why is it so hard for you to get noticed? you cried like almost few hours infront of BTS poster and wonder why are you so unlucky. then suddenly your phones rang, its a bts song. just hearing their songs, you suddenly feel like you already miss them. you wipe your tears, you take your laptop and started to watch BTS video for the hundreds time. And the surprising thing is you still can laugh at everything they did and said eventhough you already knew what they going to do next. after 2 hours you watched their videos, you got calm back and you on your twitter as usual. you mention BTS that even they didn't noticed you but you realize that not getting notice by them doesn't mean you have to stop being their fan, besides you have to keep on supporting them because who knows, god has planned something more special for you.

Right after you done mention them, you realize that there's so many notification you received. and when you open, there's a lot of people who follow you and a lot of your tlist mention you. they adored of how nice you're. then someone who just followed you asked you to a follow back. you usually don't do that but you don't know why you got that strong feelings that you want to be friend with her. so you just followed her and started to introduce yourself with each other. Her name is Luenna. You got shocked when she said that she's a korean but she live in your country to study. You got interested in her more and since that you've make a good friend with her.