This story is of course dedicated to our beloved SongKim/MinWoo couple and to all my minions friends here. 

But actually, I have a promise to Dee (aka winnerpancakes, who wrote amazing songkim fics, pls love her a looot <3) to post my songkim fic in here. And the fic that I originally wanted to post is kinda angst lol. But I guess, no one wants angst though its poorly written by me and probably instead of making you cry, it'd make you laugh lol. Anyway, this story is here... I did double check but I might still miss things, I apologize in advance and I hope you like it!

PS: this story is based on (my own) true story lol, developped with some imaginations and exaggerations here and there kekeke^^. 

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It was already enough of bad day for Jinwoo.

First of all, he had to run late for school because his bike decided to be broken and he just found out in the morning. Second of all, was related to first one, he was in so much hurry that he forgot to bring his homework. A homework that he had finished the night before after sacrificing his watching-favorit-drama time. And the last was the worse. As a punishment, Teacher Park made him standing in front of the class throughout her lesson. Actually that wasn’t that bad IF ONLY his crush, Lee Seunghoon didn’t pass by his class and see him standing in the corner of the class, alone, facing the wall, totally look like a foolish dumb.

“Arrghhhhhh!” Jinwoo growled in frustration as Seunghoon’s face appeared again and again in his memory. He was looking at him weirdy and amusedly and Jinwoo was sure that Seunghoon would think he was a bad student. He could swear to God that eventhough he wasn’t that smart but he was confident enough to be called diligent. What a way to ruin your image in front of your crush.

“Can you stop it already? you’ve been like that since this morning. Aren’t you going home?” Seungyoon, his bestfriend was kinda judging him and he couldn’t even defend himself.

Seungyoon already threw his bagpack on his back, ready to leave the classroom, while Jinwoo was still unwilling to move his . Head dropped on the table.

“I’m done Seungyoon-ah! I’m so done…..” Jinwoo whined almost crying, much for Seungyoon’s annoyance.

“Well… at least, Seunghoon sunbae noticed you now. kekeke.” Seungyoon who knew his bestfriend’s secret couldn’t help but to . He was right though but Jinwoo couldn’t be agree. He was embarrassing himself, that was the point.

“Just go already!” he barked at Seungyoon who kept laughing at him.

***

Usually, Jinwoo would spend his lunch time in the cafetaria for two purposes. Eating and stealing glances at Lee Seunghoon who was always there with his friends. Sometimes, Seunghoon felt that he was being watched but Jinwoo was quick turning his head and looking at somewhere else so Seunghoon didn’t catch him.

However, he couldn’t do that anymore. He was too embarrassed to even looking at Seunghoon from the dark. It was the end of his about-to-start love story, he thought. He sighed for the nth times before closing the book he didn’t even read. On his side was Seungyoon talking with Taehyun and Minho who were sitting behind him. Jinwoo wanted to join but he knew better to not. There was like invicible do-not-cross line around the three that didn’t dare to in.

“Jinwoo, are you sick?” Taehyun suddenly asked in concern. Jinwoo awkwardly muttered ‘No, I’m okay’ since three pair of eyes directed to him. Seungyoon was about to say something when their class president announced that their math teacher would be absent and there’d be no class for it. Everyone in the class was cheering, except Jinwoo.

“Yes!!! I don’t need to torture myself listening to that boring teacher for 2 long hours. Thank God. Shall we play then?” Seungyoon raised both of his hands in the air excitedly.

“Yeah, its boring here.” Taehyun nodded.

“Basketball?” Minho suggested to the two who immediately agree.

“Jinwoo, you join us right?”

“Ah, I’m not good at basketball. I guess I’m going to library.” Jinwoo smiled to Seungyoon who was already gripping his arm.

“What a boring guy.” Taehyun snorted. “Just play with us, you can team up with Minho. You know he’s the ace of our school’s basketball team. Right Hugeboy?”

There was an awkward silence. Minho wasn’t sure if he had to smile or smack the back of Taehyun’s head. Seungyoon stared at Jinwoo expectantly with his flower-pose aegyo, while Jinwoo himself tried to look for another excuse.

“Its okay if its just the three of us… Lets go now.” said Minho before standing up and beckoning Seungyoon and Taehyun to follow him. Jinwoo froze, Minho didn’t even glancing at him while saying that. And he knew very well that Minho said that to stop the two from asking him, because he didn’t like Jinwoo.

“See you later.” Seungyoon waved at Jinwoo before walking out of the class, following Minho and Taehyun.

Jinwoo couldn’t remember what he did wrong but it was obvious that Minho dislikes him. The four of them were classmates for almost 2 years, he was fine with Taehyun and close with Seungyoon but he never even once talked with Minho. Despite the fact that Minho was sitting with Taehyun, right behind him and Seungyoon. Jinwoo wouldn’t think that way if Minho didn’t act differently towards him, as if he didn’t exist.

Okay. Jinwoo had to admit that Minho was a handsome and kinda hot guy. If he had to be honest, he was attracted to him since the first time he saw him. He was typical cold city guy who apparently knows how to joke though his jokes were mostly lame. He wasn’t that cool. In other words, he was dumb, sometimes. Jinwoo noticed that Minho was a social butterfly, he was close with everyone in their class especiallyTaehyun and Seungyoon. But with Jinwoo, let alone talk, Minho never did spare a glance at him. Even when Jinwoo was literally sitting in front of him. Even when he was joking with Seungyoon, Jinwoo’s seatmate. Even when Taehyun asked him to borrow something from Jinwoo.

Thus made Jinwoo hesitate and eventually afraid to look at Minho or even talk to him. Eventually that feeling changed to hate and Jinwoo couldn’t help it. He didn’t want to grow such sentiment towards anyone but Minho made it impossible for him. His act, words and everything were nothing more than annoying.

***

Jinwoo was pouting all day because Seungyoon refused to accompany him going to a stationery store that’s located a bit far from their school. Thay guy could be so mean sometimes. But he had a reason.

“You do know that the stationery store near our school also sells a freaking pen, right?” Seungyoon tried not to look pissed which obviously failed.

“But, you know that cute pen we saw the other day, it was sold out already there.”

“Oh my God, Kim Jinwoo just how old are you?!” Seungyoon freaked out.

Jinwoo knew he sounded ridiculous. But he really fell in love with a pen he saw, it was a bit expensive and that time Jinwoo didn’t have enough money. He liked collecting them, from ordinary to unique ones.  And that pink pen he saw with Seungyoon looked unique.

“Whats wrong?” no one noticed that Taehyun and Minho were still at the behind of them. Jinwoo couldn’t even try to stop Seungyoon from ‘explaining’ his odd desire of wanting to buy a freaking cute pink pen. He even enthusiastically described the detail of that said pen causing Taehyun to look at him weirdly and he knew Minho did too.

“It was unique okay.” Jinwoo tried to look reasonable and cool. “And its okay Seungyoon, I can go by myself.” with that Jinwoo left his friends.

Jinwoo was waiting for the bus that took so long. He made a mental note to get his bike repaired soon so he didn’t have to waste time like that. Perhaps he was too busy counting cars passing by or students who was waiting for their bus too at the bus stop that he didn’t notice someone coming near.

“That stationery store you’re going to is closed today.”

Jinwoo startled and he thought he almost got heart attack after noticing who was speaking.

“Minho?” there was a pause. Jinwoo couldn’t believe he really talked to him, he looked around to make sure. Not that he was nervous or something, it was just quite shocking.

“Well…I don’t know anyone here who is going to a stationery store besides you.” Mino uttered flatly.  As if he knew what was in Jinwoo’s mind.

Jinwoo’s mouth formed an O before muttering thank you for the info. Mino just nodded and turned his gaze to the road. Jinwoo felt so awkward, he didn’t know that Mino riding bus to school.  Once he saw Minho was fetched by a fancy car and assumed that Minho came from a wealthy family. It wasn’t like Jinwoo going to confirm it anyway. He didn’t even care.

Jinwoo managed to make a silent deal with himself to cancel his plan and move it to the next day. The thought of buying new unique pen still lingered in his mind. And after more minutes of waiting, Jinwoo’s bus was coming his way. Completely forgetting that Minho was standing beside him, Jinwoo didn’t bid a goodbye before hopping on the bus. He only realized when the bus was already running. Hence, he missed Minho’s disappointed-slightly-sad face.

As a good student he was, Jinwoo preparing his bag for school the night before. That was when he found something inside his bag’s pocket, a pen. The exact pen he wanted to buy so bad he didn’t even know why. He couldn’t get to buy it today because Minho said the store is closed, but how could it be in Jinwoo’s bag? A name had appeared in Jinwoo’s mind as he quickly called the person.

“You bastard! Since when you become so cheesy to me? You bought it for me? Ah cute.”

“… what?”

“Kang Seungyoon.  Don’t act dumb. I know by heart its you haha, thank you by the way. You’re indeed my bestfriend.”

“Yah… what are you talking about?” Seungyoon sounded confused but Jinwoo knew he was just pretending.

“I’ll buy you yogurt tomorrow as a thank you!”

“Really? that would be nice kekeke.”

Jinwoo ended the call and smiled to himself. If only he could see Seungyoon’s frowning face, the guy totally had no idea of what Jinwoo was talking about… he didn’t buy anything for Jinwoo. He wanted to explain but at the mention of yogurt… he just lost it. Whatever, Jinwoo didn’t sulk anymore and sounded happy and that was even better.

***

Jinwoo’s mother suggested to his son to rest at home because he slightly got a fever but Jinwoo reasured her that he was fine. To be honest, he felt unwell but he didn’t like the idea staying at home alone on weekdays. In the end his mother drove him to school, just in case.

“Seungyoon-ah!” Jinwoo called his bestfriend while waving two bottles of yogurt in the air.

“Aaaaaaaakkkkkkkk.” Seungyoon ran to him like a happy puppy. He loves yogurt as much as he loves his guitar. “Yogurt!!! Thanks Jinwoo, I love you so much.”

“I love you too, also thank you for the pen.”

Seungyoon gulped his yogurt harder than necessary. Seungyoon was already drinking his yogurt, if he told Jinwoo the truth he would ask him to spit it out and maybe kill him then and there for lying to him.

“Ah? a pen? haha… its uhm- nothing.”

Smiling ear to ear, Jinwoo was pleased to finally able get a hold on that pen. Seungyoon couldn’t help but wonder by himself who could possibly give that ugly looking pen to Jinwoo that Jinwoo thought it was from him. Taehyun didn’t come to school so Mino was quiet though Seungyoon noticed he looked kinda strange too, smiling to nothing at times.

Actually Jinwoo was also pondering inside his mind, whether he should apologize for leaving without giving Minho a notice cuz it was kinda rude. But again it was Song Minho… Jinwoo thought better for him to act like usual he did, like nothing happened, like he didn’t exist.

The class unusually silent. Jinwoo looked around to check his classmates, mostly were studying. Such a rare sight. He was about to tell how strange their class was to Seungyoon but the latter whispered something to him first.

“Jinwoo, do you mind if I’m sitting with Minho only for today?” Jinwoo opened his mouth to ask why but the brat was already leaving him to sit with Minho. Actually, if Seungyoon wanted to cling on Minho there was for only a reason, chemistry. Damn right… next subject would be chemistry, the subject he hated the most not only because it was too difficult for him but also the killer teacher. No wonder his friends were burrying their faces in the book. He suddenly felt the urge to puke. He didn’t have enough time to study the subject.

“Why are you here?” Jinwoo could hear Minho asking Seungyoon.

“I have bad feeling. Quiz. You have to help me... You know he is a killer, I can’t risk my life.” Seungyoon dramatically explained which made Jinwoo regret his decision on going to school today when his mother told him to rest at home. He would be died.

Speaking of the devil, the killer teacher finally entered the class. Left hand was carrying a pile of books, right hand was dragging a long wooden ruler against the floor. It wasn’t loud but made a scariest sound ever, even scarier than one you heard in horror movies.

Jinwoo felt his hands were trembling and sweats just kept rolling down from his forehead. He didn’t know anything else but his ears kept counting every step teacher Lee made, he was literally walking around the class and observing every student carefully. He had no idea of what the teacher is up to but that what feared him and everyone judging from how quiet their class was. Like no one even took a breath. Soon, he thought his heart stop beating when he felt a hand on his wet shoulder. He knew, angel of death was coming for him.

“Jinwoo? I bet you’ve studied at home?” the teacher smiled to Jinwoo but everyone know that wicked smile was about to kill him. Jinwoo gulped before nervously nodding. He could feel Seungyoon hold his breath behind him, in between worried and relieved. That damn bastard. Jinwoo managed to curse inside his head. “Good, then, I suppose you can answer my easy question…” the scary looking teacher smiled again, oh how evil. Jinwoo waited cautiously.

“Say, is sodium hydroxide or NaOH an acid or base?” the teacher calmy asked, hand was on Jinwoo’s table this time. How Jinwoo wish he got a sudden amnesia caused by mental pressure he just got on his shoulder and asked the teacher instead who was he? why was he even here? what was the place? TTTT He failed to understand why this teacher had this effect to him… he was literally scarier than any scariest ghost. He couldn’t even describe it.

“tok.” Teacher Lee knocked his finger on the table. “tok.” reminding Jinwoo that he was waiting. “tok.”

“Base.” Jinwoo guessed randomly, honestly his brain went blank. It took so much effort for his voice to sound normal with his rapid heart beat which like about to fell off.

“Right.” Teacher Lee smiled again a bit wider but still dangerous. Jinwoo was breathing in relief, already thinking that this torture would end. However…

“You’re breathing…” Teacher Lee sounded amazed. “Then, you must know what is the main gas found in the air we breathe? and how much in percentage?” that wicked smile Jinwoo wanted to tear off so bad appeared again. And this time, Jinwoo was sure about his death. He was ready to bid a goodbye to his mother.

 “Tuk. tuk. tuk.” Teacher Lee slightly tapping the ruler on the floor as if he was counting down Jinwoo’s last breath.

5 minutes had passed. The question remained unanswered, it seemed like Jinwoo’s brain escaped somewhere.

“You’re a very good student Jinwoo. As a model student, why don’t you stand there for a while? so your friends can see you?”

Jinwoo knew teacher Lee would give him a ‘reward’ but he didn’t expect that it would be that. Seriously??? for two times then??? did teachers not have any other better idea? aside of making their student standing in front of class like a stupid mannequin?? couldn’t he just given some assignments or something that could help him improve his brain?? That was too much for humiliation. Should he move his face to his after that? Not fair. Jinwoo wanted to protest, but it was teacher Lee we were talking about. No room for objection. How he wish there was sudden earthquake shaking their class and the ground open wide to swallow him.

“By the way, its Argon around 1%. Remember that well okay?” teacher Lee patted Jinwoo’s shoulder with such dreadful stare. Everything about him was just terrifyingly odd, there was nothing more to explain. It was good thing that Jinwoo could managed to stand even walk to the front class, half of his body already felt numb due to earlier heart attack.

Jinwoo couldn’t even lift his head up but teacher Lee forced him to look at his friends. That was the hardest part of that ‘reward’. Jinwoo watched as teacher Lee moving around giving a quiz to random students. Them who didn’t have to deal with it sigh in relief but ones who had the same fate as Jinwoo couldn’t even breath properly. However, in the end, all of them could answer the questions. And Jinwoo was sure it wasn’t a miracle. Apparently they took time to prepare some strategies to help each other when teacher Lee was occupied with him. Smart,  so it was his luck to be the first.

Jinwoo felt there was something wrong with his stomach, it felt very heavy and painful but he tried to compose himself. He was embarrassed enough at that point, at least he had to look strong. Jinwoo’s gaze fell on Seungyoon who looked at him apologetically, he wanted to mouth ‘ you’  to him but Seungyoon’s face slowly faded away. He tried to open his eyes as wide as possible but nothing came clear to his vision before everything turn dark.

***

When Jinwoo opened his eyes, he noticed was surrounded by white curtains. The last thing he remembered was that he wanted to curse at Seungyoon, as if his thought calling the latter. Seungyoon appeared.

“ you.” Jinwoo finally said it. Seungyoon looked at him dumbfounded.

“Is that really what you got to say after fainting in the class?”

“Yes. because you—what? I…what?” Jinwoo thought he heard it wrong.

“You fainted. In front of everyone in the class. Hence you’re brought here, in the medical room. Don’t you know how worried I was?”

“Oh my God….” somehow Jinwoo could remember that… the moment everything turned dark. Jinwoo felt like crying. He covered is face with both hands even rolling his body so he back-facing Seungyoon.

“Yah, whats wrong? did you hurt somewhere? your head? where? tell me?” Seungyoon shook Jinwoo’s body worriedly. He felt stupid as his friend. As there was no reaction from Jinwoo who kept groaning, Seungyoon decided to call the nurse who had to buy her lunch at the time she was needed.

“I’m done Seungyoon-ah! I’m died. Just kill me now!” Jinwoo cried out loud.

“Jinwoo! C’mon tell me, where did you feel hurt?” Seungyoon hadn’t get it and got even worried. Jinwoo took a glance at him before calming himself down and waking up in sitting position. He stared at Seungyoon for quite a long time, creeping Seungyoon out.

“Did you see me standing there like a fool because I couldn’t answer a damn question?” Jinwoo quietly asked. Seungyoon nodded.

“Did you see how teacher Lee humiliate me just like the last time teacher Park did?” Jinwoo asked again. Seungyoon nodded again.

“Did you also notice its not only you but the whole class witness me being tagged as the dumbest ?” Jinwoo kept asking. Seungyoon kept nodding.

“That’s it. The end of me. Please just kill me now!” Jinwoo threw his back to the mattress weakly.

Seungyoon felt quilty for leaving Jinwoo to sit together with Minho who was teacher’s Lee favorit student. Minho’s speciality was chemistry, no one in their school could beat him in that subject. Teacher Lee even encouraged him to be scientist like Mary Currie someday.

“But… at least, this time. Seunghoon sunbae didn’t see you.” Seungyoon tried to -what he thought-comfort him.

“And you think it’d make this worst situation better?” Jinwoo glared at him. “Not to me and I’m done with him by the way.” He didn’t know why he had to confess that to Seungyoon but it was true that he already forgot about Seunghoon since he couldn’t remember when.

“Oh.” Seungyoon felt bad for his friend again. But the urge to make Jinwoo feel better was still strong. “Its okay… you have Minho anyway.” he blurted out.

Jinwoo was caught off guard by Seungyoon’s words and it seemed the latter didn’t notice.

“Minho? as Song Minho?” Jinwoo asked in horror.

Seungyoon nodded innocently.

“Oh if you see it by yourself… it was like a scene in the drama you like to watch kekeke. Well,  the moment you fell on the floor… honestly, no one think that you were fainted-.”

“NO ONE? EVEN YOU???” Jinwoo wanted to strangle Seungyoon right then and there but Seungyoon kneeled down in front of him.

“I’m sorry…. I mean, you were even glaring at me before. I thought, it was your smart plan. Pretending to be fainted so teacher Lee would let you go. They were- *Jinwoo glared* - ok including me, surprised but did nothing. *Jinwoo was about to strangle him again* I was to shocked okay? so there was teacher Lee himself and… uhm- Minho who immediately ran to you.”

“Him? It wasn’t YOU but THAT GUY? are you even my friend?!!!” Jinwoo got mad again but Seungyoon held his hands.

“I was coming too… after him, I mean after he yelled to us. He even shouted at me angrily. That moment I realized it was a real scene. I was dead worried… but before I could do anything Minho already lift you in his arms and bring you here. I was following him from behind, I wanted to help but he was running like a mad man. Hence, I couldn’t do anything… could I?”

Seungyoon’s long explanantion made Jinwoo froze on the spot…  out all of people, Minho? no way. After some thoughts Jinwoo shook his head and glared at Seungyoon again.

“You can’t even make up a plausible story. Do you think I would believe that? You do know how much Minho hates me, did you ever see him calling my name? talking to me? never, right? So, how dare you using his name as hero of the day. Even if I die in front of his eyes, he would never care.”

“No… I’m-“

“Stop. My head hurts. I want to sleep, please call my mother to pick me up.”

Jinwoo raised a hand and Seungyoon knew better to not continue talking eventhough he was telling him the truth. He was also genuinely surprised, when he himself couldn’t even react…Minho was already running to where Jinwoo was. Firstly, he took a hold on Jinwoo’s head and carefully yet quickly checking if there was an injury, thankfully there’s none. But worries were heavily written in Minho’s face. He called Jinwoo’s name repeatedly but Jinwoo didn’t move a bit.

“WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING?!” Minho screamed to the whole class, leaving everyone stunned.

“KANG SEUNGYOON!!!” Minho shouted at him furiously. That was when Seungyoon snapped back to reality and hurriedly ran to help Minho but even before he could touch Jinwoo. Mino already had his petite body in his strong arms, stormed off to the medical room which is quite far from their class. Seungyoon was following him from behind, panicked and confused of what was going on and if Jinwoo was fine. On top of that, he never saw that side of Minho and he didn’t know how to name it. He too, had noticed that Minho acted cold towards Jinwoo, sometimes he was curious and asked about it to Minho but the latter always had a way to avoid answering it that Seungyoon came to a conclusion that Minho dislikes Jinwoo. But his action he just saw told him otherwise.

Seungyoon shook everything off his head, he couldn’t think about that now. He pulled out his phone and dialed Jinwoo’s mother to inform her that Jinwoo was sick. After confirming that she would come in minutes, Seungyoon ended the call and decided to wait Jinwoo’s mother outside.

“Oh, Minho?” Seungyoon didn’t expect to bump into Minho just outside the medical room. “Were you still here since-“

“No, I just came. Here I brought Jinwoo’s bag.” Seungyoon didn’t get to finish his question as Minho cut him off. He was smiling but Seungyoon knew better that smile didn’t reach his heart.

“Thanks man.” Seungyoon took Jinwoo’s bag from his hand. “Uhm.. also, thanks for earlier. You did what I should’ve done as his bestfriend. I’m sorry…”

“No, it was what everyone should do at such situation. I understand you were shocked but he’s okay now right?”

“I see…  uhm Jinwoo is fine I guess, his mother is coming to get him.” Seungyoon scratches the back of his head, unsure about what he was about to ask. “By the way Minho, were you…always like that?” Minho raised an eyebrow at his question. “I mean… your reaction was fast and well… I had to admit that, you were way more worried than me, considering I’m his bestfriend…”

Minho laughed awkwardly. “What are you talking about? don’t you see our classmates were all worried ? Alright, I gotta back to class.” Mino patted Seungyoon’s arm before walking back to where their class located.

“Our classmates were just surprised…” Seungyoon whispered to nothing.

***

Jinwoo curled up in a ball, feeling safe inside the blanket. He didn’t sick anymore, his fever was long gone yet he still refused to go back to school. He was too embarrassed to show his nose in the school. Even from his house, he could hear everyone talking about him and his stupidity. Everyone was probably making fun of him now. He couldn’t deal with that. He had requested to his mother, he wanted to move to another school or else he didn’t want attend school anymore.

Seungyoon had called him for dozen times but he didn’t want to answer nor reply to his messages. He was the worst bestfriend afterall, yes, Jinwoo was still holding a grudge for uncertain reason. Probably, he would feel less embarrassed if it was Seungyoon who carry him to the medical room, or anyone else but Song Minho. The person who was known for his cold shoulder to him. Jinwoo just couldn’t accept it.

“Jinwoo… your friend is here, wake up and meet him in the living room.” his mother informed from the door, she knew her son was perfectly healthy and was just being spoiled brat. She was glad that his friend came to visit, she didn’t know what happened to Jinwoo but she hopes that he could convice Jinwoo to go back to school. He hadn’t gone to school for almost a week already.

“Just let him in.” Jinwoo responded to his mother, already guessing it was Seungyoon who still feel guilty hence he didn’t just break in his room like he always did.

“Alright then… I have to go for work. I already cooked for you, don’t be lazy and eat. Also treat your friend well even if I’m not around.”

“Yes… madame. I’m not going to kill my own friend in my own house.” Jinwoo rolled his eyes. When did he not treat Seungyoon well? it was that bastard who did not. Jinwoo wanted to say.

Jinwoo was changing t-shirt when he heard a knock on his door and he wants to throw a pillow there, just since when did Seungyoon act polite? He ignored it and let him be.

“Excuse-me…”

Jinwoo felt like his house collapse on top of his head at that voice. He knew it wasn’t Seungyoon and that made him hesitate to turn around and check.

“Jinwoo?”

If his mind was right then…  it was…

“Minho?”

“Uhm hi… your mother told me to just get in here. Is it really okay?” Minho awkwardly looking around his room like looking for something that wasn’t its owner himself.

“Y-yeah… I guess so. C-come in.” Jinwoo wanted to kick himself why didn’t he ask his mother first before letting the visitor in. At least,he was relieved that he was done changing or else, it’d be hella awkwardly embarrassing more than it already was. Jinwoo watched as Mino entered his room, confused where to go or sit. Jinwoo gestured him to sit on his study chair while he sat uncomfortably on the edge of his bed, setting distance from Minho.

They were quiet. Jinwoo was busy scolding himself inside his head and Minho was busy counting G-Dragon’s posters in Jinwoo’s room.

“So….” both said in unison after like 10 minutes of silence.

It stopped there, Minho and Jinwoo closed their mouth again. And let the empty air talking by themselves.

After another 10 minutes.

“Are you… still not feeling well?” finally Minho managed to ask the question that’s been bothering his days and nights because Jinwoo kept being absent.

Minho’s concerned gaze didn’t stay unnoticed by Jinwoo and somehow he felt warm in his throat down to his stomach.

“I’m fine.” He answered shortly to avoid more effect of his deep voice on him, disappoint Minho a bit but it was the answer he wanted to hear after all. To know that Jinwoo was fine.

“I see… but, why didn’t you go to school?” Minho bit his lips before asking his 2^nd question. To be honest, he was afraid that Jinwoo might be annoyed by him.

“Why didn’t you?” Jinwoo asked back to Minho’s surprise. “Look at you, you’re still wearing uniform. Aren’t you supposed to be schooling now?” Oh how Jinwoo wanted Minho to leave asap, because if he stays any longer…  the organs inside his ribs might explode and it was really weird. Because even when he fell for Lee Seunghoon, never he felt his heart thumping as madly as that moment.

“Oh…” Minho looked at himself before looking back at Jinwoo. “Well, I suppose yes… but I can’t even be there for a second without being worried...” then he looked down on the floor. His voice was lower than usual that made Jinwoo a bit shiver. What were you thinking Jinwoo?

“Worried?” Jinwoo inquiried.

“Well…  Seungyoon is too. He was really worried about you. He thought you won’t comeback to school. He kept asking the school’s staff to get some information about you, just in case….”

“Seungyoon? was that bastard sending you here?!”

“No-no-no, he didn’t even know I came here. Actually no one knows.” Mino hurriedly explained before Jinwoo misunderstood him.

“Then why did you come?” Jinwoo was totally annoyed then, it was perhaps good thing for he didn’t feel nervous anymore.

Minho opened his mouth to say something but close it before a words come out. He opened his mouth again then close it again. He opened his mouth again and Jinwoo snapped.

“If you have nothing to say then don’t say anything.” Jinwoo was being sarcastic, it felt good and he told himself to learn more from Taehyun later.

Minho rubbed his face before sighing loudly.

“Alright. I was dead worried of you. Seungyoon told me you’re recovered already but you didn’t go to school. I was thinking that you  might not back to school and decide to move to other school. I was just afraid…. I don’t know I keep thinking about you!” Minho finally let out all those words slipped out of his mouth while staring deep at Jinwoo who was totally shocked with the sudden confession. Minho took a step forward and sat on the floor in front of Jinwoo. He took Jinwoo’s cold hands.

“Don’t ask me why or how because I don’t have the answer. All I know is… I can’t get you out of my mind. I didn’t even know since when, perhaps since I first saw you that day in the hallway during our first days at school, or maybe since we first shaking hands and I felt something strange like electric shock running down my spine when Seungyoon introduced us, if not that, probably that time you talked to me for the first time you were worrying about my knee being injured but I still had to play basketball for our team. I don’t know Jinwoo…”

Then what I suppose to ask. Jinwoo stared at him perplexed, there was nothing he could do or say.

“I’m sorry if all this time I’m being such a dck to you. I simply ignored you. I never even looked at you. I’m really sorry… it took so much effort for me to behave like that in front of you, because I was afraid… afraid to fall deeper if I stay close to you, if I hear your voice everyday talking to me, if I look into your beautiful eyes. I might go mad… you drove me crazy.” Mino confessed as a single tear escaped his tired eyes. Jinwoo wanted to wipe it but he didn’t dare to do so.

“I know it was stupid of me for not realizing it sooner… No, actually I’ve had realized it since long time ago. I was just good at pretending I guess, and hurting myself. What I never realized is that, getting myself drew closer to you is not my actual fear. But losing you, is. I felt tortured and relieved at the same time when you’re around even we didn’t interract. But these days, without a single news from you were worse. I felt lost and scared. I thought my soul escaped my body when I witness you fell unconscious right in my eyes. I was scared to death with so many thoughts…”

“I’m planning to move… to another school.” Jinwoo didn’t know why he say that. Minho widenned his eyes in bewilderment.

“No. Jinwoo please… I know I was talking too much. Please forget everything I just said. Just don’t… don’t do that, Seungyoon… yes Seungyoon will be sad if you do that.”

“Seungyoon? don’t worry about him. I’ll talk to him…” Jinwoo said softly before getting his phone, leaving Minho glued on the floor cursing himself. If only he refrained himself a bit. Jinwoo already had bad things to deal with and his sudden confession just made the situation unfavorable for him. Jinwoo might feel disgusted of him and didn’t want to see him anymore. He was there to bring Jinwoo back to school not encouraging him to move out.

“Jinwoo… please listen to me.” Minho grabbed Jinwoo’s phone and threw it somewhere on the bed.

“I wont listen to such a liar.” Jinwoo sounded pissed.

“What?”

“You were lying about Seungyoon, right? think about it, he knows my mother very well, even if I refuse to talk with him he would still know everything about me and I know his doesn’t even worried of me now.”

OOOPSSSS Minho was caught there. True fact, it was him who went that far, asking and getting all information he needed about Jinwoo to their school’s staffs because he was just too shy to ask to Seungyoon. The skinny guy would make fun of him.

Minho felt defeated.

“Okay… I lied about that. It wasn’t Seungyoon but ME. But, trust me… what I told you just now is true. Its my genuine feeling. I like- no I love you Jinwoo. Please, trust me on this.” Minho didn’t even realize he was staring too deep in Jinwoo’s eyes he might get lost in there.

Minho was expecting Jinwoo to scoff or judge him hard or even punch him on the face.

But what happened was a thing he didn’t expect… heck it wasn’t even a thing he thought could be happen. Only in his imagination, in his dream.

Minho felt those thin lips he used to fantasize about landed perfectly on his own lips. It was soft and delicate and sweet. Minho was sure world had stopped. Nothing was moving but he wanted to move his lips but Jinwoo quickly pulled away.

“What was that?” Minho was left in dazed.

“Well… I just want to know if my future boyfriend is a good kisser. Turn out…. he is not.” Jinwoo laughed mischieviously.

“What? what did you say?” Minho couldn’t believe his hearing but his lips were already smiling stupidly wide to his ears. His heart was dancing excitedly inside together with million of butterflies in his stomach.

“Did I say something? Nope!” Jinwoo stuck out his tongue before sitting back on his bed kinda majestically. And Minho felt his blood burning just by the sight of it.

“You said I’m not a good kisser!” Minho then captured his small face in his big hands before saying (in his low y voice) “Shall I show my future boyfriend what this bad kisser could do? he doesn’t even know how to kiss properly.” Minho’s face was terribly close to Jinwoo, their noses were poking each other.

“Maybe?” Jinwoo challenged couldn’t stop grinning.

“Must be…” Minho smiled, revealing his perfect white teeth before closing the gap to claim Jinwoo’s lips, to taste them thoroughly maybe more.

They were kissing, sweetly and deliciously. Ignoring Jinwoo’s phone that was indeed connected to Seungyoon who purposedly excusing himself out from the class so he could comfortably talking with his bestfriend who decided being MIA. He was in the empty medical room and ready to talk even apologize to Jinwoo but what he heard was….  Minho’s voice and their love confession… and did he hear some slurpy smooches there? also kinda low moans? what the hell??

“YAH!!! STOP WHATEVER YOU TWO ARE DOING OR I WILL TELL YOUR MOTHER JINWOO!!!!” Seungyoon screamed from the other line but it was just him talking to practically the air.

“FU.CK. I’M NOT SIGNING UP FOR THIS!” Seungyoon cried before angrily turning off his phone.

“What’s wrong?” Taehyun who smell something wrong decided to follow Seungyoon. And found him almost pulling out his newly cutted hair.

“I need to kiss someone, RIGHT. NOW!” Seungyoon stated making Taehyun shudder.  “Come here.” Seungyoon grabbed Taehyun arm and pushed his back to the nearest wall.

“Hell.. what???”

“Shut up. You will like it. My beloved boyfriend….”

At the sight of Seungyoon his thick lips, Taehyun could do nothing but surrender. As Seungyoon coming closer he mentally pat himself on the back for locking the door after he get in the room.

FIN

PSS : Its kinda boring, isn't it? TTTT I'm sorry~~~*bows 90^o* *bows again* but tbh, it was humorous memory to me. that happened indeed, fainting in the middle of chemistry class in front of everyone even! I could never forget.O<--<< . Also the guy who brought me to medical room came to visit, BUT with half of our classmates LOL. At that time, I couldn't even face anyone... but now, I just laugh it off when friends remind me of that embarrassing incident. >//< I guess we indeed start to value every moment as good memory as we're getting older... well, me. haha.