I know how close I am to the light.

 

I just don’t want to admit it yet.

 

I just have so much to do…

 

Why should my body give up just now?

 

Even if I can’t speak to you, my love, I just want you to hear me.

 

Why don’t you hear me?

 

Don’t you want to hear me?

 

Even if I can’t walk, my love, can you follow me?

 

Can you still show me the way?

 

Can you still run towards me?

 

Why can’t I run towards you?

 

Even if I can’t breathe, my love, can’t I continue living?

 

There’s so much oxygen left in the world…. Why can’t I use it?

 

I swear I’ll only use the oxygen I need to survive.

 

Even if I can’t open my eyes, my love, can you show me your face?

 

I want to see your face one last time.

 

I want to see your perfect nose.

 

Your red lips.

 

Your beautiful eyes.

 

I just want to see it.

 

I think I’m not being selfish.

 

You’re mine and I’m yours.

 

Even if this abyss is on our way.

 

I’m still yours.

 

I can almost hear you melodious voice echoing in my hears, telling me to wake up.

 

Telling me to be strong.

 

But I just can’t…

 

Although I have a lot to do.

 

A lot to see.

 

A lot do touch.

 

I just can’t be strong.

 

I can’t feel your hand in mine anymore.

 

I can’t see your angelical face anymore.

 

Because the light is to strong.

 

What should I do?

 

She’s so soft but at the same time so rough.

 

She’s calling me softly but at the same time commanding me to come.

 

What should I do, my love?

 

Do you want me to stay?

 

Can I just go see what exists in the light and come back to you?

 

The light is screaming now…

 

Or is you?

 

I just don’t know what to think anymore!

 

Everything is letting me confused!!

 

I feel like I’m dying.

 

Am I dying?

 

I can’t die.

 

I love you too much to go away.

 

The light knows that.

 

So, why is she calling me?

 

Are you dying to, my love?

 

Yes, I am.

 

Are you scared to, my love?

 

Yes, I am.

 

You want me to come back?

 

Yes, my love.

 

Do you…. Love me?

 

I do.

 

I love you too…

 

Is that the cause of my suffering?

 

Is that the reason why I’m dying?

 

Yes, My love.

 

Okay then.

 

I will die knowing that you love me.

 

And I love you.

 

You can’t, my love.

 

Why?

 

Find it yourself, my love.

 

Wake up and find it out.

 

The light started to disappear, letting my eyes relax for a few moments.

 

I didn’t need to shut them with all my strength now.

 

Everything was so quiet.

 

It’s okay.

 

Don’t be afraid.

 

I opened my eyes really slowly and when I finally started to process all the images in front of me, sounds started to appear.

 

I still can’t talk, but I can breathe.

 

I still can’t walk, but I can see your face.

 

I still can’t move, but I can hear you.

 

I’m saved.

 

Yes you are, my love.