There is a girl,

She is scared,nervous and terrified
that are mixed together
Should she smile or cry?
Or could she spill it to anyone she trust?
She just getting confused at each passing day
But she act like nothing bad is going to happen
She thinks she would be alright
This burden is actually unbearable
She don't know how long she could pretend, comforting her own heart
And she practically feeding lies to herself
which she believe them for a while
But when she wakes up from this dream
She knows that reality is bitter
So she tell more lies
And more, and more
Until her heart couldn't take it anymore...

"No, this wedding is wrong," she is determined with her decision.

She grab her car keys then silently go out of the room and drive away to the 'unknown' destination.

Meanwhile for the another girl,

She found a way

 But she grow doubt

She's afraid if she's going to make a wrong decision

She's afraid that this whole things are just mistakes

She's afraid that it is too late to turn back

This fear is killing her bit by bit

She stumbles there

She keep questioning herself what is next

Every breath that she take feels so heavy

She's about to cry, nearly fall down onto ground...

"No, I don't deserve her," she thinks so.

She takes her car keys and walk