I remember that feeling from a long ago

You know how you could feel when something bad is about to happen.

 That weird feeling in your stomach, the restlessness.

Well, Sunggyu was feeling all that right now.

Infinite was the last group to perform on tonight Music Show Special Stage.

There was nothing special, just the repetitive lyrics, the same exact dance.

However, Sunggyu was feeling pretty restless tonight.

 The other members on the other hand were quite hyped up.

 They were in Jeju and tomorrow is a day off!

 They just need to perform tonight and tomorrow they can go to beach.

Maybe that was why they made the mistake. Maybe that was why they didn’t noticed it back then.

As the song neared the ending, Sunggyu found himself alone on the left side of the stage.

This isn’t right, he thought.

I should be at the center, he thought.

It was wrong but not that wrong.

It was different from rehearsal but it was not something to cry over.

So Sunggyu just continued singing.

He shouldn’t.

I think about those desperate times

When the stage was vibrating, he should have ran away.

When he felt the stage slanting, he should have move away.

When he heard the fans screaming, he should have stop.

Because then, he was falling…

He opened his eyes to the fans screaming, the members trying to get to him, the staff trying to hold the stage from falling apart.

He should have got away.

But he couldn’t move. He could only watch as the lighting fall onto him.

And darkness took him over.

But it’s merely a memory
That’s passed by

There was someone crying.

His mother.

There was shouting.

His father.

He couldn’t face them yet, so he continued sleeping.

I’ll always be here for you want you

Soft hand on his head, a little patting on his shoulder.

“Hyung.”

Woohyun.

He opened his eyes to see the members’ face hovering around him.

Tear streaked Sungjong, Dongwoo’s forced smile, Hoya’s gloomy face, Myungsoo’s emotionless, Sungyeol’ silence and Woohyun’s apologetic voice.

He felt different. He was incomplete.

“I’m stil