April:*curled into a ball tears roll down her cheeks*

Mark:*kissing her shoulder carressing her back*April wifey

April:Please Mark...i just wanna be left alone...

Mark:*kissing her forehead pulls the covers over her*I love you

April:Love you....*buries herself under the covers*

Mark:Baby I...

April:*pulls the covers over her and cries harder*

Mark:*heart breaks sighs and walks out their bedroom*

Elena:Daddy mommy..*worried*

Mark:*picks up elena kisses her forehead*

April:*crying hard shaking*

Mark:*tears fall as he hears april cry*

Elena:Daddy dont cry *wiping marks tears*

Mark:Im sorry baby *hugs elena tightly*

Elena:I love you and mommy berry berry much daddy

Mark:Mommy and daddy love you so much more elena *kissing her forehead*

Elena:*nuzzles her head on marks chest*It be ok daddy it get better

Mark:Itll get better baby i promise you 

Jr:Mark..*hand on his shoulder*

Mark:*eyes red and puffy holding elena close to him*

Jr:*hugs mark sideways tears in his eyes*

Jackson:*clears his throat*Hyu..hyung why dont Yug Bam JB Youngjae and I take Elena out for a while..so you can check on april 

Jr:Im gonna stay here with you guys *half smiles*

Mark:*half smiles*Elena baby what do you say of having a day with uncle yuggie bammie JB jaejae and jackjack 

Elena:Really *eyes sparkle*

Mark:Mhmm daddy uncle jr and mommy are gonna stay home for today

Elena:Ok if its ok with daddy *smiles*

Mark:Its ok with me behave and have fun *smiles*

Jackson:This is going to be so much fun AHHHH *squeals*

Elena:Uncle jackjack your so silly *laughs*

Mark:*half smiles*

Jr:How is april...*worried looks at mark*

Mark:*sighs*The same still...i get it they were her best friends...it pains her alot it was all of sudden when they got taken away from her

Jr:Sometimes theres people who never know how to deal with the pain of losing someone especially when its sudden 

Mark:*sighs*It pains me to see my own wife like this

Jr:Just give her some time..for a while it wont be the same 

Mark:I guess..*sighs*

Jr:Hey itll be ok..*half smiles hugs him tightly*

Mark:*hugs junior tightly and cries*

Jr:*rubbing his arms and tears fall*

Mark:It hurts jinyoungie *cries hard*

Later That Day

April:*just looking out the window tear stained cheeks*

Mark:Hey baby its time for lunch..junior and I tried our best *half smiles sits down next to her*

April:*just looks out the window*

Mark:*cups her face about to feed her*

April:*moves her face away looks back out the window*

Mark:*sighs sees tear stains on her face*Baby dont do this to yourself please...

April:*blinks looks at him then away*

Mark:This isnt the same april i use to know its like a dead shell *looks at him*

April:*looking back out the window a tear falls down her cheek*

Mark:*hand on aprils cheek wipes the tear away*I promise you baby will stop at nothing for everything to be ok i dont like seeing the love of my life in pain it kills me inside and i cant handle ill do all it can to see your smile again