It suddenly started to rain. I guess, for this one last moment, the weather decided to sync with me. Or maybe I secretly have superpowers-- hah.

My Kenny Kenken: My shortie. < 3 My pineapple. My bestest friend. We've gone through a lot together. A lot of laughter, a lot of , a lot of us making , and so much more . You know I love you, don't you? I always try my best to tell you and show you that, because I really, really do. Things haven't been the same lately-- things are never the same, actually-- and we haven't talked a lot. It's my fault, I know. I used to be able to do so much for you and for the place we've helped built up and treated like our very own child, but uni is crippling. Real life is crippling. I'm afraid I'm going to have to face it head on now. I'm sorry I didn't warn you or the others. I'm sorry about a lot of things, but I'm mostly sorry about the times where you might have needed me and I wasn't there for you. I hope you know that even when we've parted here, I'm always free for you on the other side. You know where to find me. I know it can get really awkward, but please don't hesitate to talk to me, okay? ; ; I'm not going to say goodbye because it's not goodbye. I'll talk to you later, baby girl. And hopefully, if the heavens allow, I'll see you, too. < 3

IU: Every time I think about you, I always remember the crazy and fun times we used to have- and I'm looking forward to the ones we will have. You were always so bright and so warm and so weird but always so great. I don't have much to say to you because I'm crying too much right now, but thank you for everything. I know you'll say that you haven't done much (for which I will slap you with a pan if you say it again) but you've done a lot more than what you give yourself credit for. You're amazing. Really. I love you, and I'll miss you so ing much. 

UMMA. You're always leaving and then coming back, make up your mind. ಠ_ಠ I'm afraid this time around though, I'll be the one saying goodbye. We haven't done a lot in this reincarnated life of yours, but I hope you know that all the crazy we've done in your past lives are forever staying with me. They're all too crazy to forget anyway. I'll miss you. You're free to rant to me whenever you feel like it on the other side. On aff, if you're even active on there- or wherever you want. I'm here for you. 

Puppyhyun. You haven't been around lately and that makes me sad. Though I know I can't say much for myself- coughs. Just because I'm leaving FM, doesn't mean that I'm leaving you, all right? You can still come to me, any time, any place; I'll be here for you. My AFF and dead Twitter is open for you. If you want to talk to me some place else, then sure, baby, whatever you want. Just. Come and talk to me, okay? I miss you. I hope you're not mad. I love you a lot. 

Cokkie Oppa. Things didn't end on a good note for us. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for ever making you feel that I didn't have your back, or that I was abandoning you. All the bad things that you were never suppose to feel and the things I promised you would never feel and yet I was the one inflicting them; I'm sorry. I hope you find it in you to truly forgive me. You'll always be in my heart. All the good you've done to me, how you were the only one who was there for me when I had no one else - I'll remember them all. You will forever be in my thoughts. I wish you all the best in life, real and virtual. I love you, and I'll miss you dearly.

Minho. How did you put up with me for one entire year? 1 year. Wow. I would have never thought that I'd be lucky enough to have someone like you- no, to have you love me. Did you know that the idea of marriage scares me? It really does; you can ask anyone. Who'd want to be tied down to one person forever? The idea was just weird to me. But it didn't feel so weird when you asked me to marry you. Maybe it was because I was fuming mad because you pranked me with you leaving, or maybe because I couldn't imagine anything but me saying yes. You can pick. I don't know if you know this, but I truly, deeply, am madly in love with you. I'm sorry I couldn't grant us a happy ending. But every minute I spent with you was happy, and for that, I'm grateful. You were the only person I really told about me leaving. I thought that was fair. I love you, baby. Please be happy. 

Jieun. I'm practically bawling now because of you, I hope you're proud of yourself. I hate your earpiece. . I'll miss you so much.

My Ice Princess. We haven't talked in forever, and things aren't quite the same as what they used to be with us, but know that I treasured every moment I had with you. I wish you every happiness, baby girl. You deserve nothing less.

Henry. My Tissuewipeu, Teukie. Eunjipoo. Sehun. Jaehyun. Seunghoon. Victoria. Stranger Hanbin. Luhan.

To everyone I've had the pleasure of sharing my home with,

I'll miss you all. It's been a real pleasure. 

This is Tiffany/Fany/Ppany/Fanypack/whatever cute nickname you have for me, signing out.

Stay awesome, my loves.

I apologize for not being here for a lot of times, and honestly i knew this day would come. as owner of this rp, i'm very happy that it grew a lot in the past three years. and thank you for joining frappé mocha even though i don't talk to all of you. but i had great memories no matter who i came back as. as owner, thanks for being part of our family and thanks to those who stayed since the beginning. i have no regrets of opening this roleplay at all.