Serve you right.

This was the first sentence that came to my mind when I saw the news. 

Serve you right for leaving me just for him.

Serve you right for making my heart ache every damn single time I see you. 

Serve you right for 1 year and 7 months. 

Or was it 1 year and 9 months like what others had claimed? 

I don't know and don't care.

Or that's what I thought.

••••••

I know I was in the wrong too; You know, for not giving the security that you needed and wanted. 

And most importantly, for not make any promises to you. 

After hearing your break-up news, I told myself sternly - 

''Kwon Ji Yong, you're going to stay strong from now on. You'd walked so far. All alone. You're not going to let Im Yoona break your heart once again. No.'

To hell with that. 

My heart shatters when I see you sitting there, surrounded by the Soshi girls.

I am very sure they are comforting you about that matter but before I can prepare myself for anything,

"Ji Yong Oppa!" Tiffany has already calls out. 

You look up with your eyes all sore and swollen from crying. 

Did you cried because you broke up with him?

Or were all those tears of regrets for not staying with me? 

I don't know anymore.

••••••

Both Big Bang and Soshi have this mini party at the end of every month. 

I don't think you would be here after all these commotions and besides, you always avoid this gathering if you know that I am coming. 

That is our relationship for this past 1 year. 

Both of us avoiding each other. 

We weren't together in the very first place, so there wasn't any reason to say goodbye. 

We were just 'close' friends to be exact, since people around us said that we had obviously passed the stage of being friends. 

"Hey girls," I reply with a smile. "How are you?" 

"Not too bad," Tiffany chuckles with her eyesmile before shooting an obvious glance towards you. "But things aren't good for someone..."

Of course I know who she is referring to, but I decide to smile off. 

I can feel your gaze on me, but decide to shake that off, too. 

"I will be back after the boys have arrived, gotta get myself some drinks,