What Lies Behind Your Eyes. Everyday, i start feeling that loneliness again. What have I done to deserve such thing? Am i so bad? Should I vanish from the sinfull world full of mysteries i've been living for 14 years? It's enough, I'm a human too and I have... Feelings, bounded with rocks now. I'm so fed up yet I still cant stand up for myself. What has gone so wrong.. Maybe the world hates me.. Maybe I'm not loved.. I'm emotionally stressed, no one knows how it feels like to be in thiss state.