28/11/2013: I was watching a stand up comedy show. There is this one guy who was really funny. I laughed so much. I thought that it was maybe a good thing that i finally felt like laughing, not crying. But, i was laughing so hard that i cried and it all comes back to me and i shed some tears. i was so mad that i cried.
24/06/2014: wow.. hasnt it been a long time.. I've taken another challenge again. Writing an apply fic. Can i really do it? I've almost failed all challenges though. I hope this apply fic of mine can go well... I pray..
24/06/2014: he's too demanding. im never able to do anything well. dont demand and expect of me so high. im not giving him false hope. dont hope of me too high. you can leave now, im only going to disappoint you after all.