Personal Message

Just in case some of you are curious, my username simply means 'light of the moon' or 'moonlight'. :P 

About Me

For me, writing is a form of stress relief; nothing more, nothing less. I do not aim to gain profit, fame, or fans, nor do I wish to become a full-fledged published author someday. I write for the sole purpose of entertaining myself, and I write whatever the I want; hence, you will find that most of my stories are excessively self-indulgent. I do not think of myself as a talented writer, because writing is merely a hobby of mine, not a passion. My real passion lies somewhere else.

My writing, I would say, is retarded at worst and mediocre at best, so it's better not to expect too much. And while English is my mother tongue, I am not pretentious enough to claim that it is perfect, and there are bound to be a couple of mistakes here and there. I have never employed the help of a beta reader, nor do I intend to. Therefore, all of my works are/will be self-edited. I do, however, make it a point to re-read them at least a couple hundred times (LOL) before posting to ensure that they are, at the very least, decent; grammar and spelling-wise. Another thing you should probably know is that as a writer, I tend to exaggerate (and abuse the creative license which allows me to do so in the first place), and I often do it when describing a character's physical appearance, skills/abilities, facial expressions, and how they react during certain situations. You would know once you've read one of my works. 

In case it isn't obvious, I write only Slash or , whichever you prefer to call it. Unfortunately, heteroual pairings do absolutely nothing for me. None has successfully managed to my fancy up to this day, and that is saying something, because I have been reading fanfiction for more than a decade now, and have been a part of several different fandoms through the years. 

Before I forget, I should also warn you of this one weird kink of mine: Mpreg. For those of you who are unfamiliar with the term, it's a shortcut for male pregnancy, and it means exactly that. If that squicks you, then get the out. Like I said, I write to please myself, not anybody else. If you like my , then thank you. But if you don't, I really couldn't care less. I'm not being rude. I'm being honest, albeit a bit brutally, I admit. 

At the moment, my main focus is on EXO, but my love for them is very new, and whether or not it will stand the test of time has yet to be seen. So far, only one K-Pop group has the distinction of possessing my undying and unconditional love, and that is none other than the legendary DBSK/TVXQ/THSK. I have never written anything for them, though, and I doubt I ever will, mostly because I fear that my skills won't give them justice. They are far too precious to be tainted by my sub-par writing. 

But I digress. Yes, EXO, those crazy, hilarious, adorable, lovely little s. I hate them for taking over my life and worming their way into my heart without my knowledge or permission, but I love them to bits at the same time. I wouldn't go so far as to call myself an 'Exotic' but I do enjoy listening to their music every now and then, as well as watching their music videos and variety show appearances. I have also found a new pastime, which is staring googly-eyed at their pictures, despite the glaringly obvious surgical enhancements they have undergone. Yes, they did get a lot of things done to their faces, and DON'T even try to convince me otherwise because it does not take a rocket scientist to figure that out. C'mon, people. It's South Korea. No, I am not bashing them. I'm simply stating a fact. Most, if not all of them, have either had botox, blepharoplasty (double-eyelid surgery), or rhinoplasty (nose job). Deal with it. 

Like the rest of the slash writers within the fandom, I have an OTP, which, at the moment, is Krisyeol, although Taoris comes in a very close second. Why? Because it's very evident that Kris has a soft spot for both Chanyeol and Tao, and he smiles the most geniunely when he's with them. Likewise, Chanyeol and Tao clearly admire and respect Kris more than anyone else in the group, IMHO. I won't go into detail about it, but those are two of the main reasons why I felt drawn to those ships in the first place, among others (which include chemistry, personality, dynamics, and of course, the aesthetics). 

From this point forward, I will be talking about my 'Ultimate Bias' (although I don't quite agree with the term 'bias' since it is not entirely appropriate and also has a negative connotation, but since it seems to be a universally-accepted fandom term, I guess I could settle with it), so consider this as a warning because the chances of me being carried away and waxing lyrical is at about 3000%. 

Ahem. I am very, very, VERY fond of Chanyeol. He is an actual cupcake made of sunshine and rainbows with a dash of sparkle and a hint of derp. 

Ok, so maybe a LOT of derp but.... wait a sec.

 

There. Much better. He's lovely. (ღ˘⌣˘ღ) 

 

DAT FACE + His voice = MIND (✖╭╮✖) 

 

Seriously. Look at him. He knows he's an adorable little and is not afraid to take full advantage of it. 

 

The single most cheerful, bubbliest creature (cuz that ain't human) I've ever come across.  ☆*:.。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆

 

Blessed with a perfect set of pearly whites... 

 

And looks exceptionally good with blue eyes. (´ ▽`).。o♡

 

He only has one prominent dimple on his left cheek which he often flaunts to possibly make up for the lack of one on his right. xD

 

A self-proclaimed 'Happy Virus' and all around goofball... 

 

But can be all serious and y when needed.

 

See what I mean? Dayuum. 

AAAAANNNDDDD this is getting obnoxiously long so I should probably stop now, but I think I've more or less expressed how much I adore Park Chanyeol. He's far from perfect, but then again, who is? I'm sure he has his own skeletons hiding deep in his closet, and he's probably not as happy and carefree as his image leads us to believe, so when I stumbled upon this particular quote, I was immediately reminded of Chanyeol: 

 

Think about it. It's sad, though. The possibility that behind the cheerful facade, he's actually lonely. But maybe I'm just overanalyzing. *shrugs*

So yeah. I've rambled enough so I should end this here. 

 

Xoxo, Mirage 

 

 

P.S. I don't even know if anyone would have enough free time to actually read this colossal word vomit so if you have gotten to this point and you're reading this now, congratulations. LOL