These are a few of my favriote poems(?)!^^

 

The Hammer Song and The Tower of Pain

"Harder and harder,still harder now. The singing reverberates through the tower of pain,

"Who is that trembaling up there,clinging to the top?"

All these little pains I wanted to get rid of but couldn't bring myself to build up.I've kept them for so long,and now filled up my first full box of them.

You know it really doesn't hurt any more,but when someone sees me,if I have this pain...maybe it allows them to show me a little bit of tenderness.

I gathered up that wich I threw away and pilled the full boxes one atop the other. Watching others pass by out of the corner of my eye, I pile the tenth box on top.

"Hmm,still not enough huh?It doesn't seem like anyone can see it yet so I'll just have to keep on building it up untill the whole world can see it."

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Higher and higher,still higher now. A tower of pain to reach the birds in the sky,

"Look at him scrambling to the top,pretending to be king,who does he think he is?"

I looked down on the onlookers,their mouths agape wondering what was going on.

From here,they looked like ants,and so I pilled on the hundreth box.

"Those of you who have gathered below,this...is my pain. And here I am so high above you that your consoling can't even reach me. Suerly I am special. Someone that everyone must look up to. It was because I was chosen by the God of lonliness that I have come to this view."

Higher and higher, still higher now. A tower of pain to reach the clouds seated on top. a king pretending to be god.

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All I can hear is the sound of the wind as I pile on the thousandth box. When I looked down I got dizzy and the seat I had been on was blown off.

And thats when I felt truely alone. It doesn't seem like anyone can see me. I was scared speechless,and suddenly I heard the hammer song.

From the bottom each box was knocked out in order, the singing of someones hammer song,

"We all want to talk to you, so come down to our level!"

-

Harder and harder,still harder now,the singing reverberates through the tower of pain. Clinging to the top is a god with a runny nose.

Me pretending to be god,I'm the opposite of who I was pretending to be.

This is who I am,Who are YOU?"

 

- Bump of Chicken

(Okay,okay-this is acutally a song but it's still like a poem  xD Heres a link if you want to hear it.I think the lyrics are diffrent though probably cause I got them from somewher else :|)

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A Helpless little Girl

"The white walls of her asylum now splattered with red. Her wrists are wide open but she isn't dead.

Her psychotic laughter fills the halls, while her blood decorates the walls.

Written off as insane a hopless case.

As she sits there alone with a red-streaked face.

The pills didn't help she was still diseased.

So they locked her up to put her family at ease.

Now she laughs all the time because she is numb to the pain, and all the "Helpful" medications drove her truly insane.

She got her hands on a blade-though they are not sure how- she split herself open and let the blood out.

All it did though was stain the white floor red.

For she wasn't dying,she saw no light.

The doctors came in and patched her up.

They left hoping that it would be enough.Enough to stop her and her insanities.

So they could leave her at night with their minds at ease.

The next time though, she wouldn't screw up.

Her NEXT attemt would be enough.

Though they're not sure how-but she got a gun.

And through the asylum the bullet's echo rung.

One more blood stain on her pretty white walls,and one bullet hole too.

Showed that she had ended it ALL.

Dead on the asylum floor ,the girl they deemed insane,did the most logical thing

She ended all her Pain."

-Unknown Tumblr user

(Every time I read this poem it makes me feel realllly weird and freaked out. And about who wrote the poem I am not sure who it is but I remember it was a girl on Tumblr about two years ago, I think she deleted her account though.)

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Beautiful Lie

Why?

Why do you keep harming yourself?

Smiling,you pretend to be joyful. But we both know you're suffering.

The more you smile, the more the wound in your heart opens.

Building and building, a wall that no one can surpass.

That is where you conseal your true feelings.

If only I was strong enough to break through it.

But how...how did we end up like this?

You here shedding tears infront of me.

My eyes began to water as tears roll down my cheecks.

Like rain non-stop one after another.

I can't bear to see you like this.

I rather live in the past.

When you only smiled -though it would all be a lie.

But now,now you're infront of me.

I don't know what to do.

You look so lonely and sorrowful.

Were you...always like this?

I really don't know anymore.

As I take one step closer towards you, I embrace you in my arms.

I don't know what happened to you - but I'll make sure you never feel lonely again.

-Me

Haha yes I actually wrote this because I had to do it for homework - I got a 70-75(?) though cause on the origanal I misspelled a lot of words and it was actually really off topic :P. My spelling is terrible ._.

About my boring self

Well I am a very quiet person when it comes to school I guess you could say I don't really like to talk to people, it's not that I am shy or anything it's just that I don't like to talk to people though I do tend to be very talkitive online and be more open then in real life if that even makes sense ._.I got into K-pop about a year and a half ago, the first song I ever listened to was Beast - Bad girl because a friend of mine recommended it to me since I told her that I liked Japanese music -I still do but K-pop took over me- and so she asked me if I had ever listen to Koren music.But the song that got me into K-pop was SHINee - Hello though I never became a Shawol :P I was already a HUGE boyxboy fan before all this though because of <3^^ So I was pretty happy when I found out that people actually wrote FanFics of boyxboy ;) And as of right now I am practically addicted to reading Fanfics and I don't think I'll ever stop xD I would also love to write a Fanfic sometime.I tried that already on another website and completely chickened out TT TT But I do hope to one day have the courage and write a FanFic here but untill then I'll countinue reading Fanfics and have no life xD

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INSPIRITBABYARMY STORIES

INFINITE INSPIRIT

You see these CUTEIES ^(._.)^

Yeah, well they are the ones that started it all. I had NEVER been part of a fandom. I was always that neutral lucky person that never got offended in fanwars(not like I argued in fanwars before or even now but I do feel butthurt now :P)untill I saw The Chaser on my YouTube recommendations. And man I became obssesed with them right away. So I got curious about them and so I started to watch every variety show I could of them and I soon wanted to find out more of each one of them and so I did  and up untill now I still have no bias or more like I just gave up because when I think that I picked one BAAAM the other one comes and messes it up. Ahh~ it's just too hard TT TT

B.A.P BABY

Funny story how I found out about these guys xD

I actually found out about B.A.P about 8 months ago or so when I was reading a Fanfic on another website and I had NO idea who the main characters were o.o I actually thought that they were made up characters untill I asked the writer if they were real people or not because (s)he actually had pictures of them and so (s)he told me that that they were actually a new rookie group and sended me a link to their debut MV and my jaw litterly dropped ,I just couldn't believe I never knew about them before. I felt like I had been under some kind of rock -.-

BTS A.R.M.Y

I was actually anticipating for these guys before they even debuted xD

I herd of them through YouTube were they had already uploaded videos  and so I started to watch them and I freaking loved them.Then I found some of their pre-debut songs like School of tears,Favriote girl, Etc.and I freaking loved them so much.It had also been the first time that I anticipated for a rookie group before they even debuted.Yeah thats how awesome they are xD<3

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MY TOP OTPs

Honestly I'll ship anything and everything xD

But I do have some that could be considered OTPs ;D

 

1.MyngJong-L.Jong- This was my favriote paring since I saw Myungsoo was acting all cute with Sunjongie and feeding him on Ranking King I thought they were the cutset things to ever exist<3^^

 

2.BangHim-Lol I love the name xD No But sirously I think they look really cute together, the thing is that for some reason I would rather Yongguk to be bottom instead of Himchan but theres not really that many fanfics like that xP Idk why though is that wierd? :\