"The most electrifying moment when I'm on stage is when the crowd cheers after I perform"

That's the words I always wanted to say.Now I'm in a dance group but their style is different to mine,I like KPOP dances but they like the more 'feminine' ones.

I'm dreaming to become a KPOP star one day, but now,all I can do is fantasize and practice.I practice secretly in my room or when I'm alone in our house because they say that my dream's too hard to reach because I'm not in Korea and not a Korean.

I'm pretty young but I think KPOP makes me think more mature than my friends.They like Barbie, I prefer KPOP merch,they like color pink,I like neon colors,they like princess dresses,I like mix and matching.We have different worlds but no one seems to understand my world,they pretend that they do but actually,they obviously don't.

Most of my stories has a hint of true story of mine,sad,happy and fluffy events.I express my feeling through this and when I become a KPOP star,I have something to look back to and say 'Oh so this was what happened.'

Now I'm currently practicing for dance covers to post on youtube or to perform in school but whenever people say "Why did you dance to a KPOP song?Why not English?" I hate it when they say that.

When I become a KPOP star,I promise to still support this site.

LET'S ALL ACHIEVE OUR DREAMS...

 

 

"Oh you're pretty"

Whenever people say that,I feel good but a part of me saddens.Am I just pretty?Why can't they appreciate my talent?

I feel insecure when people say "Oh she's good at dancing" to another person for our performances.They've never seen me dance to a KPOP song,I'm stuck with local songs and just do dance covers.I always try hard to make myself shine but not in an insulting way,more like secretly.I practice for hours in our house and I always wished that if only I could have my own dance studio,even only for myself.I want them to know that I'm good at dancing,not just a 'pretty' face.

'When will thay see that?'

I carefull memorize the dance steps to a KPOP song by repeating it over and over again in my computer until I get it and perform it.My parents say that I'm staring at the computer screen to long and it's just adding to the bills.Yes,it does but maybe I'll gain something from it.

I'm learning the korean language slowly.I read books,I memorize lyrics of a song and know it's meaning.That's how I learn,I self-study.

I'm still a 8th grader but me and my sister are planning on having a summer job to earn money and use it on KPOP purposes,she'll buy K-Merch while I save that money to enter dance competitions.

I refused to go to college in 4 years,instead I'm planning to enter an Arts School.The school's far from my house but I'll work hard.

NEVER GIVE UP