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About Me

Annyeonghaseyo~!!

WELCOME TO MY PROFILE~~~

 

Lemme tell you a little something about myself! :D

(Yep, that's me! :D)

My name is Jiliane (yeah, with a single L and E at the end. *sigh* It's really hard when people often misspell your name). Anyway, my friends often just call me Jil while my cousins and relatives call me Ann. I am 15 years old (yeah, I'm still underaged). I am A blood type and I was born on the 4th day of January, year 2001. I currently live at TOP's apartment and works as his wife... but of course, that's just my wishful thinking. I am really from the Philippines  and still attending school *insert dramatic sigh*

 

What else... Hmm... As you can see, I am not a professional writer, and that writing's just my hobby. Though I really enjoy writing stories and poems. I am also part of our school's punlication and I write there feature articles and stuffs. I also enjoy drawing and learning other styles (such as painting, hopefully). I not yet that good enough, but I am working to improve my drawing and other artworks. To show you some of my works, they're down here below:

And the recent sketch I made of CL (probably a product of boredom)

 

And some of the poems I've made...

 

The End of the Road of Love

The nights has been more colder than how it used to be,

Broken chains than still holds me back from being free.

A chapter that used to contain a lot of utopian memories,

But right now, only pain and nothingness is beside me.

 

The ticking time has already stopped and passed,

Yet I’m still caught up with the past.

And I still yearn for your touch,

I still wait for you to come back.

For I still miss and long for you that much.

 

The knot that once binds us,

Has withered at long last.

We’ve already reached the end of the road of love,

And maybe it’s because the bond we had wasn’t just that strong enough.

 

Just when I was trying my best to hold on to you,

All you ever did was suddenly leave me out in the blue.

Maybe we didn’t think this through,

And now we ended up paying its due.

 

Right now, all that’s left to me is sorrow,

Returning the joy that we once borrowed.

Hatred, is all that I got for tomorrow,

For I just can’t seem to let go.

 
A Shattered Piece Of Glass

I walk down alone in this street of sadness,

As I slowly open up my eyes within the existing darkness.

Remembering those vivid memories that came flashing back before my eyes,

And seeing those broken promises and hurtful lies.

 

The old, distant days still remain ablaze,

I wonder if these feelings would ever change.

Even though you’ve hurt me back from the past,

The wounds was just too deep for the scars to be healed that fast.

 

I want to break free from these chains that hold me back,

And open the doors that had been locked.

This is a shattered piece of glass that was once held by trust,

But no matter how hard we try,

All we could do is to say goodbye.

 

Ever since you left me, I’ve always felt so empty,

No matter what I do, there will always be this empty space inside of me.

Hoping that someday, somehow someone will fill this emptiness,

Take away all these pain and replace it with happiness.

 

Even if I want to make myself believe that this was just some horrible nightmare,

This is just too much for me to bear.

We can’t turn back time anymore,

For this bond’s already tore.

All we can do is to keep moving forward and start anew.

This’ll be the best for me and you.

 

I know letting go isn’t easy,

And this’ll be a big step, especially for me.

Maybe we weren’t just meant to be together,

‘Cause in this world, nothing really lasts forever.

 

If we were really meant to be, love will find its way,

I may regret it, but I have no other choice but to live another day.

Don’t ever look back and leave,

I don’t know where it’ll lead me, but I’ll try my best to live.

 

These feelings may fade,

But the memories will always remain.

And I have no regrets from loving you,

It may all be lies, but my love for you has always been true.

 

I guess this is really goodbye,

And I hope I’ll be free once more when time passes by.

 

 

Well, that's a bit of it...

 

I also LOVE Anime.In fact, I am an OTAKU. Some of my personal faves are Tokyo Ghoul, Ouran Highschool Host Club, Another, Ao Haru Ride, Assassination Classroom, Blue Exorcist, Brothers Conflict, Charlotte, Chihayafuru, Soul Eater, Fairy Tail, One Piece, Dance With Devils, Death Note, Free!, Haikyuu, Amnesia, Clannad, Anohana, Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun, Hunter X Hunter, Log Horizon, Black Butler, Kaichou wa Maid-sama, Fullmetal Alchemist, One Punch Man, Parasyte, Psycho Pass, Seven Deadly Sins, Attack on Titan, Snow White With The Red Hair.... okay the list is endless XD

 Moving on...

Of course I am a KPOP FAN! I got into KPOP because of my cousin. My very first group was BIGBANG, it still is uptin now, MY NUMBER ONE GROUP. 
And because of  that ,  I mainly  stan  YG artists... iKON 2NE1 WINNER Lee Hi AKMU  Epik High  ...

 

And what I really like about them is that they really are a FAMILY :')

 

And now, meet my babies...

 

MY HUBBY

 

MY BOYFRIEND

 

and

 

MY SUITOR

 

And my ships...

 

TOPBOM 

 

GBOM

 

And my personal fave..

 

TOP7EN

 

 

 

 


 

So I gues that's just it, for now. :D

 

 

Thank you for taking some of your time reading this~

 

-JiL