background
Ara's mother passed away a day after her birthday, obviously Ara didn't know she was only a day old and ever since that day she has been looked after her father and a nanny that she calls her 'umma' even though she isen't but its not a surprise is it seeing as it was mainly her nanny who had brought her up seeing as her father owns a CEO company and wasn't able to be around much to look after her.
even though Ara's father wasnt around as much, when he was he would always shower her with presents and tell her he loved her when ever he could, he would never had layed a finger on her to beat her up or even slap her as a joke. although he told her he was single and didnt have another girl on the line, she knew better and when she found out Ara was aged 11. wanna know how she found out? arrasso ill tell you...
at the age of 11, her nanny took her out to the park sometime around 1ish or 2ish and there she was happily playing on the swings when she saw her father on a park bench with another lady, she immediatly screamed "appa appa~" and then got off the swing before getting pulled back by her nanny "aniya, Ara thats not appa its somebody else~" she lied to her so that she wouldnt get upset that her father had gone off with another women 11 years after her own mother had died, but as much as people thought it. Ara was NOT stupid she practiclly knew everything even when they wouldnt tell her. She knew the latest trend, school gossip and well i said it before...EVERYTHING!
lets go back a bit, neh? okay, so at the age of 5, Ara attended a school of which she liked to call 'bully school'. honeslty every single corner she turned there was a bully waiting to pull at her long her or even just make her feel down.Ara had NO friends even though she knew all the latest gossip, its how she found everything out. because she just kept quiet and listened to what everybody was talking about. despite all the bullying not once did Ara tell a trusted adult or come home crying to her nanny. the bullying didnt stop until she was 15, at the age of 15 her father made her move schools when there was a meeting at school and they said she kept her self to her self and didnt talk to anyone and nor did they talk to her.
age 15 until the age of 18, she attended another school. this is where she made ONE best friend called Katie and guess what? by the time she was 18 she backstabbed her...or more like she USED her for the gossip etc etc...gosh looking now she was such a ing .
anywho....moving on, i know that i havent told you much about my past but...urm what is there to tell? i just pretty much told the baisics
yeah so es...-.- move onto.......GIVEMEPRESENTSISYAWANNAKNOWWHATIMATKNOW!
now:
the present, today and what the future MAY hold for me....well lets just say that um....i came here because my cousins reccomended this school to me. they said it was a school full of new oppertunites but little did i know that.....
this school was a place where everyone wants nothing but ......but you know it aint all that bad once you get to know a couple of people. and yes i still dont have a lot of friends, i think the only one i have come across who seems to be a real friend that aint gunna backstab me is Kai.....
OuO although i attend this school, just to let ya'll know....my nanny died in a car crash when she was on her way to meet some family a couple of months back and from then on Ara has had to look after the house and cook and clean for her father, which is why she dosen't stay in the dorms.
as a girl who has had a lot of trouble in her life considering her school life, Ara dont like to bother people and when they offer something she tends to turn it down unless its someone she is crushing on then -shakeshead- she will always be up for the offer! ~keke~ there aint a lot about her present tense but um yeah....
what do i wanna be when im older in the future? well i plan on having a career in singing or dancing, although nobody but one person knows i have a passion for singing and dancing i still love it. also you know when there is that 'on' person that you just wanna tell them everything? but you just can't seem to because your either afraid of what they would say or what they would do? yup well i have someone like that but i cant tell them much because i AM AFRAID
OuO im missing something about the present and future aint i??? >< *cries* i wish i could tell you more but i cant....your just a random stalker stalking my profile :( please talk to me
✘ single, yo! || ✔ taken || ✔ straight || ✔ crushing || ✘ married to _____
this guy is the only one who knows how to make me smile, the only one i can fully trust...Kai is possibly the first i came across that didn't act like he was all 'it' and better then others. i gotta admit, i hate guys who are stuck up and vain.
But Kai....Kai is just amazing, words can't explain how much i love him *blushes* and that confession was the most sweetest thing a guy could have said to me....i love you Kai and from the start when a met you, i knew you was something different, i knew you had something that made you stand out in my eyes and despite your height i still love your eyes and everything about you. i should say that although my father won't accept a guy unless he gets to know him...i don't care, your the only thing i care about in my eyes and i can never stay mad at you no matter what! Saranghaeyo JongIn...i wanna be with you forever and always...doyou?
{under major co....again}
