"The indispensable need for true love was not known to me, 
till the moment that you walked into my life."

You think I wouldn't find it idiot. Well guess what- your baka found it /chuckles/

Hey Baek.
I know you wouldn't see this- but I want to write it so...here it goes.
Do you remember when we first meet, we kept fighting (?) with each other- /chuckles/ you made me your 'slave' and also took my first kiss heh. You also made me and Jinri hubby and wifey too- /grins/ Didn't know that would happen tbh. /scrunches nose/ I wonder...were you jealous a bit? or sad that I didn't like you? /laughs/ you didn't even know that I did like you and you started making guesses of who I like. e u e youfail- /slap/ hmm..what else should I say...you know the time when Lay came and you guys started playing the 'married couple' game, I admit I was jealous that I even stalked you two /laughs/ when you got with Chen...I was happy for you, I really was- I even put my feelings aside and decided to make you my best friend *^* heh. When you broke up with him I was surprised, you guys were happy together /nods/ I was more surprised when you said you were in a one side relationship, so you didn't love him anymore... I wasn't happy to know that Baekchen broke, knowing that you were single now and I could still have a chance (?), I felt sorry for you, a couple just broke and it had you in it.

Anyways moving on from the past, we are now in the present with Kaibaek /smiles and nods/ I had some thought about being in a relationship with you or with anybody, what if you fall out of love like baekchen? What if it doesn't work out in the end...what if it just causes more drama... ugh it really hurt my head. But I let those go with the good thoughts- which I'm not gonna tell you /mehrong/ I don't know why I wrote this but hey consider this a confession and the 'poem' I was suppose to give you on your birthday /laughs/ I love you joker puppy. hart hart. 

- Your idiot. 140611