Hi, I’m so glad you won’t abandon your stories, writing and SHINee. I also didn’t return to AFF until a few weeks ago. I also had to heal, like you and like most shawols. So, welcome back!

You said it’s been therapeutic for you to write City of Wolves, so I chose option A for you to upload it first. Do whatever helps you get back on track. I’m here to support you. ❤️

Like I mentioned before, SHINee is the only kpop group I follow. I listen to them while driving to the point that my family can even sing their songs (yes, the driver gets to pick the music haha). I had to pull over once coz I cried while driving. But it got a lot better and I’m loving SHINee’s comeback and how strong they are. They’re doing their best to grieve and get on with their lives while not forgetting Jonghyun. As long as SHINee is around, Jonghyun is alive and I think the same goes for fanfics. Of course, I’m not ready nor I think i will ever be ready to read a fanfic about the circumstances surrounding his death, but otherwise, I think writing about him is a way to not forget him, too.