Chapter 50: I sincerely feel for Hanah tbh she's got way too much on her hands right now and I feel like a lot of people are overlooking how much she's gone through in the span of one school year and how traumatizing all of that is. In one school year she reconnected with her first love who forced her into a relationship with a gang member murderer with both of them lying to her about the truth (lying or just not fully explaining, both are pretty terrible), and then forced into an uncomfortable, confusing situation where she practically went head first into understanding who Luhan was. She didn't get to just dip her feet in and slowly piece everything together until it all made sense, one second she realized he was in a gang, and in the next second she hears that he's a murderer. That's hella traumatizing. And throughout all of this she has no one to fully talk to about everything happening and it's all weighing down on her. I'd love for her to talk to Baekhyun and learn more and get closure, but that's just me and myself wanting to know what's going on. But take a step back and think about Hanah, I can't blame her for avoiding him and not wanting to learn anything more. Her junior year was one hell of a mess and hella traumatic. And while I'm not a fan of how easily she forgave Sehun and is being stubborn towards Luhan I also can't hate her for that either. Luhan has much more trauma to him than Sehun. Luhan is a part of a gang that Hanah personally encountered, a gang that also wants to get back at Hanah for ruining their chance to mug Ms. Lee. That alone is terrifying, knowing a person you were close with is in a gang that almost harmed you. Multiply that terror by a hundred when you realize said person also killed a guy. And while we're all aware that Luhan isn't proud of it, to Hanah, she saw people praising him for it, and him looking proud as hell to have committed murder. Now go back and think, kissing a guy like that, dating a guy like that, hell no. And while yes, Sehun put her in that situation fully knowing who Luhan was and what he has done, Hanah was free to leave the bet at any moment in time. She was told to make Luhan fall for her and break his heart. It was more than obvious than Luhan had fallen for her halfway into the story, she could have broken his heart before things got too far. But she let it drag out. In her mind, she is part of the blame. She cannot completely put the blame on Sehun for that. Not to mention, Sehun was her first love and was finally getting his senses back and accepting Hanah into his life again fully as a friend and potential lover. When Hannah's choices are between a gang member ex boyfriend and her distant ex best friend, first love, there is a bit of an obvious choice.
I dunno I was reading all the comments and got triggered by seeing comments of people being frustrated with Hanah for her behaviors and actions. I admit while I'm not a fan, I can't hate her or feel annoyed with her for it. Because I feel like at least, in her mind, everything is justified, and if I were in her shoes, I might have done the same.
Anyway, I hope she gets to meet Baekhyun and Soomin as Taesong's children soon. Though I can't say that will end up reflecting well on that family as a whole. I sincerely feel as though the drama could just be beginning even though I also feel like the end should be nearing sooner or later
And cheers to the longest comment I've ever written I am so sorry to anyone who read this entire thing through and please do not hate me
Chapter 50: Sehun hurts you more than Luhan did, but you forgave him easily. He freakin used you like a toy, Hana! You also had hurt Luhan only to satisfy Sehun's ego.
(Sowwy, too emotional)
I think Somin knew that they'll be related.
Chapter 50: Ugh...I don't want anymore mysteries. Can we just get a rundown of everything that's happening? Lol. I just want her to listen to Baekhyun and let him explain himself. Hanah doesn't care to know, but I want to. Lol.
Anyway, good luck with senior year! ^-^ And, thanks for the update!
Chapter 50: Gahh I'm starting to get irritated by Hannah because of what she's been doing only torturing her own self. She's a bit hypocrite at the mentioned Luhan hide his true identity when she also have ulterior motive when she approached Luhan. Other than mad about he kill someone bla bla s, why she didn't come at Sehun for making her even close to Luhan? And that's makes me pull my hair hard!! like girl, if you want a peace of mind. You clearly need an explanation of all that happened. But it seems like, Hannah still have interest on Luhan but totally in denial dilemma. It seems she's really afraid of cold hard truth. But she easily give a chance to her ex-crush.. hmm.. This feels like watching K-drama where you're get really frustrated towards the lead XD
Chapter 50: Oh god. I know the whole situation is rather complicated but I really hope she goes back to Lu and washes her hands off sehun. Although I really hope Lu figures himself out and fixes things..
Chapter 14: I hate you Sehun :--( you manipulative jerk :--( btw, annyeong author-nim! New reader here! I was supposed to just read the first 10 chapters (cause tomorrow's our midterms but the hell with that) off to the next chapter, yaay!
Chapter 49: I finally got around to reading this and I'm going to guess it's Baekhyun. At first I thought Luhan, but then you mentioned things in the story that didn't make sense if it was him, so Baek it is. Thank you for the update because I can't wait to read more! ^-^
Chapter 49: at the beginning i was hoping for Sehun to finally get hid together and now that he finally has, all i wish for is hanah to give Luhan another chance. im so torned. omg. HAN BE BACK SOON UHUHU. im highkey hoping that the reason why hanah keeps remembering him is bc she does have feelings for him, unconsciously. maybe she found solace in sehun but no can do if her heart is still with Han T.T
and its Baek right? his son? X) wowzie
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