Chapter 13: I really really think your amazing...are you a psycologist? if your not you should be...i really admire you...loved the story and the author notes.
Chapter 6: This fic is no ordinary fic...it is indeed a reflection of reality...i'm not from a messy family..infact we are living pretty well and happy but there was some times in the past i wish to be dead and sometimes i think it will be easier to just die rather than dealing and dealing with life i'm just like u...too afraid to die yet too afraid to live... I don't have a specific problem but i think i'm just too lazy and afraid to face or deal challenges of life..anyway love the story
Chapter 13: Succeed. You make me cried at each chapter.
This is not just another love story, but this also contained a heavy focused on broken family.
Make me think about my family each time after reading this.
Thanks
Chapter 13: Even it's not a beautiful story or happy ending but it's make a impression for everyone who read this. Make someone think about their life. Thanks for your fiction.
Chapter 6: In every chapter is very make me excited. First I've read this fiction from Thai translation and I very like it so when I finished (but it's not complete yet). I hurry to find the original and I realise that you aren't disappointed me. great!
Chapter 5: I love your note that make me rethink about my family. I just have argued with my parent and very annoy so I come to read your writing. That's make me feel better and feel sorry with them. Thank you for your idea and your writing.
Chapter 13: Is it wrong for me to wish for Jongin's death? I didn't blame him,I didn't blame any one. But
......the pain seems to be too much, even though it was death that I wished for Jongin, it wasn't due to bad intentions. I really admire hia decision to keep on living, to let go and maybe....he'll love Yura someday, not as much as Kyungsoo but still love her like she loves him
first hi.. this story is so sad, ironic, yet beautiful. uhm..anyway..idk who ur hellod that u mentioned here that her/his name or uname happened to be same(?) with me. idk why we could have same taste in naming. i found it surprised at first bcs that i know im new join in aff, just few months ago, i thought its me but i know its not haha. what i want to say is, ur idea about life, about love is real, yeah. the angst feeling u have about life it could through in me and i think i can understand it in some way. idk if u could understand what im babbling about, so peace! nice to know ur story. anw im from indonesia too
wth is in ur forewors description?lols. I didn't like angsty(I'm already angsty myself) fics tbh but the comments and ur description is luring me in so therefore I subscribed and so I wont blame u if I shed buckets of tears for this.haha. okay. I talk or rather write too much when I haven't started reading it yet. XD
Chapter 6: Of course I am afraid to die, I don't know about am I afraid to live but I am afraid of making mistake in my life although I always make mistake. I am afraid of to be useless person but I am useless.
Chapter 1: This is very difficult for me to be able to express my feelings, how you can write something as good as this? This really makes me think about life more deeply. here contains a lot of feelings. I'll read it first :)
Chapter 13: I think my eyes are burning... they're probably swollen by now because of you. Because of this story. I gotta say I don't suffer anything that's in this story. I have a warm family -thank God- I have a healthy relationship with everyone I know. I have lots of friends and I never hide my true feelings or my true desires or my true SELF. The reason I cried, is the fact that this story, is the embodiment of my fears. My WORST fears. So I cried so hard everytime you talked about something that I would wake up from my sleep screaming because of... and the problem is, no matter how much you try to treasure your moments with everyone around you, it's still never enough... it's never enough, and I'm so frightened of the day I'll have to remember these days and wish I tried harder even though there can't be harder... thanks... for everything...
Chapter 13: This story was really interesting because I've always had those questions in my mind. I also had the same thoughts as Jongin during his parents' funeral. I've always wondered about people's genuine emotions because everything is based off on politeness. It's like coming off as shy, then cynical. But anyways this story was awesome >v< ~
Ahh.. Where to start. It's been awhile since I've been over here, I usually hang out over on LJ and just drop by AFF when I'm following a rec fic.
Great job on writing this story and showing all sides of what happened. It reminds me of all the choices we make in life and all the ones we don't. How each decision or non decision affects our lives and others in either significant or non significant ways. Most people try to save their loved ones from pain, but I think we forget that pain is a part of growing. It's what makes us stronger and sometimes wiser. As much as I wished Jongin had stepped up to the plate and admitted his feelings, I realize that in real life, it is a difficult choice to make. It reminds me of Sam Smith's "Not In That Way". Sometimes the fear of what you think may happen, dictates your decisions and stays your hand.
I like how your author notes reach out to your readers. At first I was alarmed and was trying to figure out what was going on, but seeing others posts clued me in. It's very clever and seeing how much it touched your readers and gave them encouragement and comfort impressed me. Good luck in your future writing endeavors, I hope you have a very blessed 2015! :)
Chapter 13: last january...as a begin is story talking about the pain of losing someone very special for you...last january is more than a story is about a life and love because without the love we can't live forever alone...i like this story so much i hope you published another one good like <3
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