Even if only in my dreams, even if only in my fanficts

Sometimes, I'm just wondering what is your sole motivation as an author to continue writing ffs here. Sometimes I feel very much demotivated, demoralised but then something sparked in me - Just why I've started writing here?
I just want to satisfy my own need, suyeol and suhan ffs are very much lacking in number. I adore these pair too much, it hurt that they are so underated. I will be happy if they were together ( suho with luhan or chanyeol), even only in my countless dreams, even only in my fanficts.
If I were to hope too much from my readers, then I would be in impending doom. ( I had already, but I guess I slowly recover). Having said that, I really appreciate my subscribers and readers no matter how small the number is.
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