This is the first time that I'm actually crying because of a fic that I'm writing. And it's not because I find the story really great, or because the chapter I was currently writing was very emotional that I got carried away. I've been crying because I'm finding it harder and harder to continue my story when I know I promised myself I would actually finish this unlike the other fics I started before. And the themes (depression, suicide, life) were actually very close to my heart. I don't know if it's because I've lost inspiration once more or if it's because I'm forcing myself to write when I lost the ability to, long ago. And I think my target audience know that I'm dwindling on and on even though I have the outline for my story all set. That's why I'm getting less and less views with every chapter. I just don't know how to make a chapter interesting anymore. I may fair well in terms of technicality in writing, but I don't fair well when it comes to stealing the hearts of my audience. I'm losing faith and I don't even know if I should still continue my story. Every day, I would stare at my laptop hoping for words to come to me. I'm grasping at invisible straws even now. When I started the story, I was able to write within the day. Now, it takes me about two to three days to even write a single chapter. Please tell me if I should stop. Or if there's something wrong with my story. Or if there's something I should totally change. I'm getting more and more frustrated by the minute. I feel as if there's something missing.

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