"Why?" I slowly sank to my feet as realization hit. Luhan looked just as confused as me, which only made me hurt even more. "I-I don't know- I mean I do but... I'm sorry Xiuman- Minseok..." He slowly inched closer to me, trying to hug me but, I didn't want a hug I wanted an explanation. "No p-please stop!" I screamed, I thought Luhan was my best friend, did he just call me in here to mess with my head? "I want an answer. What would make you ever want to randomly kiss me?" Maybe I was over reacting. Luhan's a jokester, he always does things without reason. Yeah, that's it I'm just stressed over Lay maybe he's tryin- "I Love You-" Sweat instantly rolled down the side of my face, I paled slightly. Why all of a sudden? "W-Why are you telling me this now? Of all times to tell me why-" "I'm losing you, and to quickly for my liking. I refuse to let you go after all these years. That boy, he maybe sick, yes, but what happens after he's all better. What happens when you get closer to him, will you ever look at me differently? What he has done in 1 day, I've been trying to do for years. He waltzed into your heart so easily and you exepect me to sit back and just watch as the love of my ing life falls for someone else?! That look he had in his eyes when he looked at you. The look you gave back to him. I refuse to let it happen. I'm going home now, but I exepect you to think this over by tomorrow" He glanced down at me one last time and made his way out my office. I ran my hands through not understnading the situation. I was smart, this shouldn't be so hard to get, but sadly it was. Yes, I couldn't deny it, Lay did make his way into my heart. But Luhan has always been there, he's my best friend he shouldn't be feeling this way at all. I sighed as tears rolled down my cheeks. My phone beeped inside my pocket. I pulled it out to see the nurse calling. "Hello?" I squeaked not caring that my voice cracked even abit. "Dr.Kim? Are you alrigh-" an