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Call Me Your Darling ~That feeling, do you know it? When you feel sad, your heart is broken, you're hurt. It's how I felt. I woke up, my eyes opened. I couldn't think clearly. Only that. I love him... but I am just the mom. This feeling, when the one you love will have another family, this feeling when he loves someone you were close to a long time ago... They both betrayed me. I want to revenge, this feeling, you want him to see what he lost... It's my feels.
I went down and I said hello to my sister, my friend, and him. I couldn't show my sadness.
« What do you want to eat? Ji Eun asked to me
- Nothing special... I'll just drink milk.
- B...but I can make something good for you.
- No need. I'm going out.
- Wh..where? My little sister asked
- Somewhere with Seo Joon.
- Really? Can I go with you?
- No, another time. »
I dressed up and I went out. Seo Joon was outside, with his black car, waiting for me.
« Whoa... You're so pretty!
- Thank you... Where are we going?
- Did you eat?
- No... And you?
- So let's go eat somewhere, I know a good coffee shop close to here. »
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« Welcome Mister, what do you want?
- Waffles for the Miss and I, I'd like a coffee and for her...hum... an orange juice.
- Yes. »
It was so quiet... None of us tried to talk. We ate without speak either... He looked embarrassed, same for me. But I was thinking about Baekhyun... I still have feelings for him, but he hasn't... Everytime I was thinking about us, I was a kind of comfortable; but right now, there's nothing between us... We walked to his car and he drived to a big park, with beautiful flowers and big trees.
« Woow, it's so pretty!
- Yeah... Do you want to sit?
- Y...yes. It's so nice there!
- N..Na Young-ah, how so you feel? I was embarrassed to talk about my feelings, You look sad, don't hide anything to me.
- Hiding what? My sadness? Yeah, I feel sad, I feel betrayed, but I won't stay home and cry because of them, e kind of made his choice, he's hers... »
Hey guys, it's a little chapter but I felt so bad to let you down like that, so i'll update my story sometimes
Saranghayeo! Kiss <3
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